Umm. Hi. I... I found the email and password to this in my big brother's draw.
I'm sorry if you knew him well but, he's gone. Only just this past week but still... I think he wanted me to say his goodbyes because you guys talked him out of it last time.
Again, I'm sorry we couldn't - I couldn't do anything sooner. I'm sure you're all nice people and I know he would want you to be sad.
Definitely not Em. I don't know who you are or if you'll read this but he mentioned you personally in the note and wanted someone to tell you he's sorry.... He doesn't want you to be sad. Not for him. He said to find something worth being sad about. Like the fact your ship won't sail now.. heh, he was always trying to make jokes..
Ok... Umm... I don't know how to end this so I'll do it suddenly and awkwardly. Again, sorry.