can i interest u in an smol nerdy lesbigay who has dependency issues with her (bitchy) best friend turned man - eating succubus ?? a concerned bff who in turn is transformed into a murderous and VENGEFUL part - succubus, with a penchant for KICKING mental hospital staff, ostracised from her old life and on the run bc of multiple murders. it’s a Wild ride but like and / or REBLOG this post if ur interested in writing with ANITA ‘ needy ‘ LESNICKI from jennifer’s body.
yo i am back and i think i may actually remake kira on another blog !!
stop assuming how you interpret a canon character is how a rper plays that character 2k167
being a roleplayer means you have the ability to play your favourite characters just how you see them, or sometimes even in an au sense. what’s fanon isn’t necessarily going to be how an rper plays their character! don’t assume that just because someone’s muse is a canon character you know them, how they think, how they feel, how they act. read the bios of characters, canon or not, read the rules, talk to the muns! everyone has a different view of a character and they will play these characters different to how you see them, different to how other muns of the same muse see them. it is so frustrating when people make these assumptions. my friend wants to stop playing her character because of fanon assumptions that she doesn’t agree with keep getting pushed onto her in threads. please respect everyone’s individual portrayal of characters, if you want a fanon version of a particular character, find a mun that plays it that way.
omg ok so i have decided to just post the LINK on this blog for my new muse bc i really want to start writing on my new oc so maybe hmu over on lily.
CRITIQUE MY WRITING ON ANON
I can’t respond, only post. I’m trying to improve my writing over here so any critique helps!
omg ok so i have decided to just post the LINK on this blog for my new muse bc i really want to start writing on my new oc so maybe hmu over on lily.
there was something about kira which sarah couldn’t quite put her finger on, but a part of the little girl that reminded her of herself. but it wasn’t that which led to her feeling this strong need to protect her, it was everything else. there was still a sense of innocence there, and she didn’t want to see another child grow up not knowing what ‘normal’ was – she’d barely known what it meant herself, until recently. “i know, sweetie. and that’s what i DO, what we do at the CIA. stop the bad guys. save people from them. i’m going to keep you safe, while some of my friends stop them,” there was still a lot of uncertainty there; what she should tell her, and what she should keep to herself. smart girl or not, there were still a lot of things sarah never wished to expose a child to. the world was a scary, dangerous place, and the innocence of childhood was something to be treasured. “yes, but only for a little while. in a safe space,” she’d considered going to her mom’s house, taking her there for a little while, giving molly and kira the chance to have another child for company…but it’d be less safe for all involved that way. “it might not be a whole lot of fun, but i’ll be there the whole time to make sure you’re okay.”
safe ; the word RESOUNDED around the walls of her mind, echoing like a forbidden dream. she could not afford to feel safe when danger was lurking. ❝ that’s okay. my mum’s SAFE house wasn’t very fun either. ❞ a soft sigh at the memories of the two locations she’d remained bundled up hidden from sight. the warehouse turned safe home for mrs. s and kira had been okay for a while, and even the trips to the base buried beneath the COMIC book shop, a laboratory turned home, could not break her isolation enough for happiness to set in. the little girl longed for days spent alone with her MOTHER, laughing with girls and boys her own age. yet the very idea of such a life felt feeble and dream - like compared to the explosive, violent, vivid life she now lived. all else paled in comparison. ❝ you promise you will stay ? ❞ her tiny hand clenched, tightening involuntarily around the hand of the woman she had now COME to view as a guardian, a sanctuary. if torn away she could go hurtling back into the terror of ferdinand and dyad.
agents of shield meme.
- “It means we’re the line between the world and the much weirder world. We protect people from news they aren’t ready to hear. And when we can’t do that, we keep them safe.”
- “Well, you haven’t been near his arms.”
- “Sorry, that corner was really dark, I couldn’t help myself. I think there’s a bulb out.”
- “Well, the death of a common ally is a particulary team builder.”
- “Under people skills she drew a… I think it’s a little poop, with knives sticking out of it.”
- “So, are you excited to be coming on our journey into mystery?”
- “Have you ever killed anyone?”
- “But they were terrible people who were trying to murder nice people. And I didn’t feel good afterwards.”
- “I try to mask my pain in front of a beautiful woman, it makes me seem more masculine.”
- “I’ve done a night jump into a drop zone under heavy fire sir. I can handle it.”
- “There are dogs tracking us, and you bring a prosciutto sandwich.”
- “We failed in our mission. We’re outnumbered, trapped, hoping not to get killed. Feels like the old days to me.”
- “You got a chance to express all your feelings?”
- “He’s having trouble speaking. I think I fractured his larynx.”
- “You’ve got the rest of your life to wrestle with the question - who are you without him?”
- “Protection. One word. Sometimes, to protect one man against himself other times, to protect the planet against an alien invasion from another universe. It’s a broad job description.”
- “His file say anything about him being homicidal?”
- “This is my fault. Should have learned kung fu.”
- “You looked very peaceful sleeping. Didn’t want to wake you, but I’m glad that you’re up.”
- ”Soon as I had the upper hand, I put two in the back of his head.”
- “This would have been a piece of cake if you’d let us use these big boy guns.”
- “At some point, you might have mentioned that backup was a lethal cyborg.”
- “No, it didn’t work out because interspecies relationships are hard. I was a human. Whereas she was a demonic hell beast.”
- “I was a fat baby.”
- “Drop the accent. It makes you sound like a douche bag.”
- “I’ve been in quarantine before, and I know it can drive you absolutely nuts.”
- “I can’t argue someone to suicide.”
- “I’ve read the HYDRA pamphlet. Didn’t your mother ever teach you, if you’re gonna talk, say something.”
- ”At least they haven’t killed us yet. But there are bodies out there.”
- “Right now, I’m in a crack heads first, ask questions later frame of mind.”
- “Did you never learn the thing where girl parts and boy parts are different and our parts are not penises?”
- “I could have crossed off that drug Lord without getting my picture taken. Single shot, half a mile away.”
- “You shouldn’t. Don’t trust anybody, ever, especially me.”
- “Give me one reason not to blow your head off.”
- “We all had our traumas, ________. Didn’t turn any of us into psychopaths.”
- “I’m still happy I shot you.”
- “You here to finish me off?”
- ”That’s funny. He doesn’t look crazy. I’m kidding. The guy’s a walking mug shot.”
- “And I kind of hoped you weren’t the duplicitous lowlife you turned out to be, but here we are.”
- “Do you - do you think this has been easy on me? Do you have any idea how hard it was? The sacrifices, the decisions I had to make? But I made them. Because that’s what I do. I’m a survivor.”
- “I wanted it to be a person, some super-powered psychopath - someone I could hurt, someone I could… punish. That I could do. What I can’t do is protect you guys from stuff I can’t even see or understand.”
- “You haven’t taught me how to hold up under torture yet.”
- “No. It is my fault. I let you all hollow me out, control me.”
- “You can’t reconcile all the ugly, horrible things you do with the hero you so desperately want to become.”
- “I went through a… rough stretch. First pair of pants they gave me had a… a button on the back. They took that away. But you fold a piece of paper just right, it gets sharp. When they took that away, I started running at the walls.”
- “They won’t show mercy. Neither can we.”
this ask meme is based on the blog gravesuggestion. i’ve divided it up into two categories ( light & dark ) based on the themes. some of these can be somewhat triggering seeing that the darker ones deal with a lot of death mentions. please be cautious before continuing on!!
L I G H T
‘ at night i dream of you. ’ ‘ don’t give up yet. you still have time to fix things. ’ ‘ falling in love with someone else is not a personal attack. ’ ‘ i am still so weak when it comes to you. ’ ‘ i can’t believe i let myself let you down. ’ ‘ i don’t care where we go when we die, as long as i’m with you. ’ ‘ i dream of saying to you all the words i held inside until it was too late. ’ ‘ i feel so warm & safe when you talk to me. maybe i could love you if you’d let me. ’ ‘ i finally let the right people in & i have never felt so loved. ’ ‘ i like the way your nails paint red stripes along my spine days after you’re gone. ’ ‘ i lived in your permafrost for twenty years & then you looked at me & i felt the warmth of spring. ’ ‘ i once wished you’d leave me alone, but i take it back. ’ ‘ i want to be able to love someone else, but you stretch your arms & spread your legs inside my heart so that there is no room for anyone or anything else. ’ ‘ i want to believe that we got it right this time. ’ ‘ i wonder how much longer i can cling to your light before it expires completely. ’ ‘ i would travel across the world to be by your side, because as long as you are with me, anywhere is a perfect place to me. ’ ‘ it took me awhile to realize it myself, but you are not what other people say you are. ’ ‘ it’s not that i really need you, but life would be pretty boring without you around. there’s no one i would rather be with. ’ ‘ i’d like to stay like this for awhile. ’ ‘ life & death don’t have to be so boring, let’s make both an adventure. ’ ‘ life imitates art, they say. i didn’t believe it until i started to notice the way your eyelashes look so much like tiny ink stroke. ’ ‘ live your life so that when you die, souls will come for miles just to hear your historic tales. ’ ‘ make your exes jealous & your past self proud. ’ ‘ maybe you’re what i needed to find in order to move on. ’ ‘ never get caught falling harder. they’ll never let you back up. ’ ‘ please don’t go. ’ ‘ some days it’s easier to just stop fighting it & succumb. ’ ‘ sometimes, you’ll find it hard to keep going, but you always will. ’ ‘ the desire i feel for you is that same itching, insidious hunger that an addict has for their addiction. ’ ‘ the worst thing about you is that you weren’t all bad. ’ ‘ there is absolutely nothing & no one who can stop me. ’ ‘ there is no route of losing you that is without pain. ’ ‘ there’s still room for adventure & there is no one i’d rather have by my side. ’ ‘ things didn’t turn out the way i planned, but i’m alright with that. ’ ‘ we could be really incredible together, you know? ’ ‘ you are beautiful & vibrant & confident. you are light & laughter incarnate & every fiber of your being screams freedom & joy. when i am with you, i am truly happy. ’ ‘ you are starlight incarnate, from the grand way you sway your hips to the wide mysterious way you think. blessed are any to be loved by you. ’ ‘ you are too afraid of the future to let go of a past that was never kind to you. ’ ‘ you call me yours & i have no idea what that even means to you. ’ ‘ you remind me of bubblegum & sweets; soft & pink & warm. you are strong in the gentlest way. you are so stubbornly kind. i wish i could be like that. ’ ‘ you still visit me while i sleep sometimes. your fingers trace my spine & i listen to you breathe. please stop haunting me. ’ ‘ ‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you. ’
D A R K
‘ a thousand empty bottles & fist fights will never return to us what we lost that day. ’ ‘ everyone else has moved on, but i am still here. ’ ‘ everything about you screams danger. ’ ‘ everything is worthless to you & you, in turn, became worthless. ’ ‘ for once in my life i want to be surrounded by people that i don’t feel like i need to impress. ’ ‘ freedom is really hard to get used to. ’ ‘ how could you do this to me? how fucking could you? ’ ‘ i am becoming everything we always dreamed of & i am leaving you behind. ’ ‘ i buried you so well that you might as well have died. ’ ‘ i can rest easy knowing that the person i love is dead & not the monster you became. ’ ‘ i can’t look at you. not now, not ever. ’ ‘ i don’t ask how you’ve been. what’s the point? you’d lie anyways. ’ ‘ i dream of hearing the words i so desperately needed to lay your memory to rest. ’ ‘ i haunted this house first. there is no room for you here. ’ ‘ i have a right to be upset. i loved them too, you know. ’ ‘ i just want it to end. i want it to all go away. i want to go away. ’ ‘ i may be a wolf in sheep’s clothing, but a snake hiding in the skin of a mouse is far more dangerous. ’ ‘ i saw your face today & didn’t feel anything. i am free. ’ ‘ i tried to save you, but you didn’t want to be saved. you just wanted someone to suffer with you. ’ ‘ it’s almost as if you were never here. ’ ‘ it’s unhealthy to do these things, you tell me. you say it’s time to stop smoking, time to stop gambling, & dammit, i f you don’t stop drinking it’ll kill you. i sure hope you’re right, darling. ’ ‘ i’m always pleasantly surprised by how easy it is to kill you in my mind ’ ‘ i’m not really scared to die. i’m more afraid that no one will miss me when i’m gone. ’ ‘ i’m not the person you left behind anymore. there’s no one here to miss. ’ ‘ i’ve been dead far longer than i’ve been alive. ’ ‘ i’ve eaten nothing but flower petals & ivy for weeks because i want to be beautiful inside like you. ’ ‘ i’ve never been completely satisfied. i most likely will still be unsatisfied long after my death. ’ ‘ no motive other than pleasure, my dear. ’ ‘ one day i’ll go or you will. either way, it will be as if i’m losing a piece of myself. ’ ‘ our dreams & promises decay along with you. ’ ‘ the leaves change, but nothing else does. ’ ‘ the only difference between avoiding & leaving is that now i’m not waiting up for you. ’ ‘ there is no such thing as a person who is required to love you. ’ ‘ there’s only so much that can be done to repair old damage. ’ ‘ things aren’t going as i hoped. maybe if i die, i can start over again? better luck next time. ’ ‘ this is not something to be proud of. this is a tragedy. ’ ‘ trying to get rid of me? oh honey, you’ll have to try much harder than that. ’ ‘ trying to get under my skin? you’re nothing more than a pesky itch. ’ ‘ unlike you, i can’t hide my identity when it becomes an inconvenience or a danger. ’ ‘ weeping is for gods & martyrs, we cannot afford such luxuries. ’ ‘ would you even miss me? ’ ‘ you are not important enough to earn an eternal place in my heart. ’ ‘ you complain nonstop about being unloved & alone, i can’t imagine what you’d be like if that were actually true. ’ ‘ you don’t know what it’s like. ’ ‘ you made this so fucking easy for me. ’ ‘ you should see me as a threat. i will tear down everything you know until there is nothing left of you. i am a walking threat. ’ ‘ you think i’m already gone, but i’m still fighting. ’ ‘ you think i’m dead, but i’m just dying. ’ ‘ you were never an addiction, you were a fucking disease. ’ ‘ you wouldn’t dare cross me. i am god & you are the soil beneath my feet. ’ ‘ your existence takes up so much more space in mine that we might as well be one entity. ’ ‘ your fingers are so cold & bruised, but you’re still slamming your fists again the barricade as if it makes a difference. ’ ‘ your hair is tied in a noose & your fingernails are razor blades, your lips are poison & i will gratefully kiss them. ’ ‘ your hatred has a body count & we will not forget. ’ ‘ your loss, not mine. ’ ‘ you’re a sick fuck. you know that? ’ ‘ you’re not gentle with me & i would never ask you to be. ’ ‘ you’ve trapped yourself so thoroughly in your own mind that it’s not even a rut anymore, it’s a pit. ’
"I can't let my guard down! If I'm not careful, then..."
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SHE IS QUICK TO AID TO THE CHILD. she clicks her tongue before looking to the young girl. Her heels making it hard to kneel down, but she manages anyways. Sahara had a soft spot for children - she had been around them all her life and often found herself relating to her memories. “ it’s not your responsibility, sweetheart. ” Sahara almost breaks at her own words. her hand moving to hold the others as a soft and reassuring smile comes to her lips. An anger set within the brunette as she wondered what could’ve made a child feel so unsafe. “I won’t let anything ever happen to you. ” She smiles before thinking of a way to distract the other for the night. “Do you like movies? We can watch one until we figure out what to do from now!”
Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix // J.K. Rowling
STARTER CALL. @ofvaliancy.
❝ it’s just tough, keeping SECRETS from everyone, you know ? ❞ dark eyes remained focused on her own fingers, twirling the loose thread from the blanket until a small hole began to EMERGE. at least she had lucy ; someone to believe her in the mess that was her family.
STARTER CALL. @scalpelsuperstar.
❝ yeah -- i’m new around here, i guess. ❞ shrugging her SLENDER shoulders, what else could she say ? how could it be quantified, verbalised ; forced to lie at each turn to everyone she met. a FREAK, a lab - rat, a creature of science, kira would never belong and at some point she had simply stopped trying. ❝ we travel a lot. you fancy showing me around ? ❞
REMEMBER THIS, SWEETHEART! NO MAN OWNS YOU! original affiliated mob oc
ok just so i can keep track, these are the wonderful patient people i currently owe plots or starters to from my last call, which is still open btw !! so yeah ;
there was a LONG pause on sarah’s behalf, as she looked down at kira, attempting to figure out how to best answer that question. it was clear that this child was incredibly intuitive, clearer still that she knew what was going on – possibly even better than sarah herself did. the CIA had been dubious to get involved in anything relating to DYAD, but the safety of the clones had become a priority. previously, the blonde would have been far more comfortable dealing with the adults; she would have been better suited with the clones themselves, rather than offering out her hand to a little girl, but she was trying. it was easier now; she had molly and clara in her life, and kids didn’t seem quite as complicated to deal with. “it is,” she admitted; a part of her wanted to LIE to protect kira’s feelings, but she would’t. that wasn’t in anybody’s best interests. “we’re not going to let anything bad happen to them, but it’s better off that you’re out of harm’s way. at least for the time being,” relief seemed to fill sarah slowly, as she felt a small hand enter hers; a natural smile lifted up the corner’s of her lips, as she began to lead her towards the door. “you’ll be back with your mom really, really soon. i promise.”
❝ you want me to tell YOU about them, about us. ❞ it was not spoken as a question, but there was a deliberation in her gaze as she stared up at sarah. kira gave a gentle nod ; she respected the truth in the woman’s response as she would have SENSED the lie before it hit her. she was a young girl used to being deceived for her own good, but she always knew. ❝ there are PEOPLE looking for us. bad people. ❞ there was an intensity about kira that unsettled the adults surrounding her ; a maturity that was greater than the SUM of her age an experience as though she carried an immense weight no one else could see. following the older girl obediently towards the door, she could not keep the TREMOR of fear from shaking her hand clasped in sarah’s and her childish voice. ❝ where are we going ? ❞ kira wished desperately that adults would not make promises they were unsure they could keep. she knew, like her MOTHER before her, that this woman was bound to leave sooner rather than later and she sighed with resignation. ❝ are we going to hide ? ❞
okay so this is a STARTER / PLOTTING CALL