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So many pretty things

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Jen, 28, England. Multifandom mess - ladies, pretty things and other bits and bobs.
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You know what? I think Zenos should come back, but he has to be inconsequential

I want a Zenos who did the math in his head of "not murdering innocents + helping people = wol fighting me" and so he just becomes an adventurer and becomes the xiv equivalent of a pokemon rival.

Like imagine you're just adventuring somewhere and Zenos shows up like "Ah my friend! Finally I've found you! Gaze upon all the sidequests I've done! All the tomestones I've gathered! All of the FATES I've completed! Now I have come to claim my rightful prize, so come and let us reignite the fires in our souls through confrontation!"

And you just beat him up again and he just leaves and starts over.

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i dont have to wear a binder. i have a flat chest i can inhale as deeply as i want and i never look like i have breasts. im not aware of my chest when i go down steps, im not aware of my chest when i put in a seatbelt. when someone hugs me it's like a flat board for them. i can wear a towel around my waist around my house and go shirtless to the beach. i was subconsciously avoiding half of my closet for years until one day i realized; i DO love these shirts, and they look *so good* now that i dont have a chest. im not paranoid at my job that my coworkers will find out the truth if i reach too high or tuck in my shirt. i dont stare at my chest every time i put on an outfit any more. i dont catch myself in a mirror at a department store and hunch my back. i stand up tall. i lie shirtless in bed every night and nothing stares back at me.

these are my experiences with top surgery if anyone is debating whether or not they want it. for me, every day i lie shirtless in peace. greatest decision ive ever made

sorry if this is hijacking your post. I'm happy to delete if it is. I just want to say that as a transfem I feel the same about my top surgery (augmentation).

It's so funny how the same experiences can evoke such different responses in people. I used to be so ashamed of my flat chest, of the fact that nobody would be offended if I walked around topless. I hated hugging people. I knew they felt nothing but flatness and it killed me. Now I have curves, I can finally wear all the fem cut shirts I want. I feel lighter. I can breathe now. Top surgery was the best decision I've ever made. I can't even describe how much easier it is to do things. Such a huge weight was lifted from my shoulders the day I got my surgery.

Trans surgeries are the closest thing to magic that exists in this world.

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