Persephone

𝐆𝐨𝐭𝟕 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 - their s/o suffers from a brain tumor and has 5 months left to live

► 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘴𝘢𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘺 𝘸𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘧𝘵. 𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘢𝘵𝘴

♡ mark ♡

his entire mood would drop. he was too worried to eat or sleep. despite being naturally quiet, mark became distraught and weighed down by the sad news. he would never stop thinking about the fact that he’ll lose you and was often unable to talk from being lost in a daze. he felt too weak and hopeless, but he would be very mature and responsible for you, as he would push his own feelings aside to look after you. mark would be as caring and gentle with you as he’d always been by making sure you were properly fed and hydrated, and helping you to the couch or bed if you became dizzy. although their was nothing he could do to help you fight it, he would do absolutely everything for you. his heart completely shattered upon hearing that the person he loved was dying, but he never stopped spoiling you and trying to lift your mood everyday. for as long as he has the chance, he will tell you how much he loves you everyday.

♡ jaebum ♡

empty. jaebum felt completely void. it was so hard for you to see him like this. he was honestly hurting so bad inside, but he would become stone cold on the surface. he was almost numb to everything. he didn’t want to lose you, he had feared it the most. he would spend as much time with you as he could. he constantly serenaded you, his soothing voice sometimes breaking in pain, although he tried to conceal it. every night he watched over you, stroking your skin gently until you fell asleep beside him because he needed to protect you for as long as he could. he couldn’t sleep most nights and only felt more at ease knowing you had fallen of peacefully without any discomfort. at night he stares at the sky while silent tears roll down his cheeks at the thought of the love of his life disappearing before his eyes. he had fallen so hard for you, thinking you would be with him forever. he never expected you to say anything and understood if you couldn’t talk or felt too weak to do anything. he would sit with you in silence as long as he could be next to you. jaebum will cook for you, clean for you, and take you wherever you want to go. his life comes to a standstill when you’re gone.

♡ jackson ♡

he couldn’t stand the fact that you were suffering and he couldn’t do anything about it. jackson was so upset that he felt angry. why was this happening to his y/n? what did you do to deserve this? he would become even more clingy than usual. he called you all the time when he was away. he’d check on you 24/7 and would stay attached to your hip. he held you as much as possible, treating you like glass. he wanted to go on adventures with you and make sure you made best memories while you had the chance, but he knew it could be too much for you sometime. he would never want to hurt you or wear you out too much. he was always sulky and didn’t know who he should talk to about you. he kept up with your appointments and what medicine you had to take. you were the most important thing in his life right now, so he wanted to mane you his top priority. he would start to feel less passionate about everything, including his music. you had always supported him, cheering him on and giving him advice when he needed it. he just wanted to give you the whole world, and he would always feel resentment towards the world for taking you away from him.

♡ jinyoung ♡

he’s truly falling apart. he’s always been so organized, so in control, so on top of things and able to solve whatever problem he faced. but now the situation is out of his hands, and he can’t bear to see it. jinyoung stays composed around you, still caring for you in a motherly way. he’s very gentle with you and protects you like you’re his own child. he would stay in close contact with your family and get you to meet up with them as often as you could, if you wanted to. when he’s alone he doesn’t know how to feel. it’s almost as if it’s not even happening. this can’t be real? you’re not dying, right? this has nothing to do with him but it still feels like it’s all his fault. he would be a bit demanding and agitated when he’s at the hospital for appointments. it’s all just happening way too fast. as long as he’s around you he would cook your favorite meals, hum you to sleep, or stay silent and help in any way he can if you have a headache. he takes many pictures of you that he can frame or put in a photo album. he would most likely add notes under every photo that captions the scene above, and he’ll add some of your favorite flowers or souvenirs. he cherishes his time with you now, more than ever before. he feels guilty and would not want to be too busy, since he would get too distracted to work anyway.

♡ youngjae ♡

this sunshine who always carries a smile would instantly feel defeated. everyone could notice his drastic shift in mood, but he had a very hard time putting on a happy face. he becomes so fragile and emotional; every minute feels like he’s getting closer to overflowing with tears. so much effort is put towards you and trying to lift your spirits. although he doesn’t feel it, youngjae tries to stay optimistic in front of you and surround you with the things that bring you joy. he visits you everywhere, everyday, trying his best to hide how his infectious smile has been dampened by sorrow. this sweetheart would sing to you with his precious voice and take you outside so you could appreciate the beautiful earth. he wants you to cherish the most simplistic moments in life and embrace nature as much as you can. he’ll hold you and hug you and kiss you and talk to you forever because he doesn’t want to have any regrets when you’re gone. sometimes when you’re together you catch him tracing your face with his eyes, studying your features like he’s afraid he’ll forget them. he’ll hold onto every single piece of you and every memory that remains. he wants you to be the happiest you can be and not have to worry about your health or when you will leave this earth, but he’s very understanding. you can tell how much effort he puts towards your relationship and your well-being.

♡ bam bam ♡

daily life becomes dreadful, depressing. he feels exhausted and has no energy to pull through. everything has become a task or a burden that he constantly carries around with him. bam bam grows very serious, not feeling the slightest bit playful. he just isn’t feeling it. he’s not feeling anything. he becomes a bit stubborn and puts up a wall, rejecting help from others or isolating himself. he’s closed off and unwilling to talk to anyone. he just wants to hear your voice the most and embrace you. often times he’s alone or wants to be alone to process everything. hearing about your health or having to visit the hospital makes him weary. apathy consumes him; bam bam doesn’t want to face these difficulties although he cares about you. he has a need to get away - he just wants to escape reality for a bit and find some sliver of hope to hold onto. while he looks after you he falls deeper into a hole, shutting out everyone else without a word. if you told him not to isolate himself and act like this because he’s hurting, he would hesitantly try to deal with his emotions another way. bam bam will try to make the most time for you and would often visit you with gifts or your favorite food because he was thinking about you all day. he’s very mature and able to do everything you ask if it would make you happy because he wants you to feel satisfied all the time. you’re honestly very dear to him, and he’s always felt so safe and secure in you. so, now he will keep you stable even more than he made an effort to beforehand.

♡ yugyeom ♡

he sheds so many tears upon hearing the news. day after day it pricks at him, stabs him so much that he’s just bleeding out profusely and can’t heal the deep wound that is causing him so much pain. he’s a roller coaster of emotions; his mood going up and down. through his compassion towards you he feels better, but still something weighs heavily on his heart when he’s looking at you and realizing how soon you’ll vanish. maybe it’s because he can feel your pain, how you’re trying to hold on and breathe every last breath you can. maybe because it seems way too soon for you to go; and he wants to heal you with every last ounce of strength he can muster. when you’re sick he’s sick, and witnessing you get better would help him heal; but it doesn’t work that way. he is agitated and needs to blow of steam, but music and dancing becomes difficult when he’s distracted. mostly, yugyeom is saddened by seeing the person he loves having to go through such a difficult situation, and knowing you have a limited time left on this earth to experience everything you’ve ever wanted would make him feel guilty. he carries your emotions with him. seeing you suffer the symptoms would make him panic, but he would quickly make sure you’re okay and get you what you need.

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THIS INFORMATION

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

051420 — 062920

Why am i crying 😖

kisses from the man

someone please take him away from me or imma simp

crackheads? crackheads.

this made me love them even more hahaha