gizz on me

rewatching superjail and I just know ex would kin. The warden. LMFAO

I never posted what I was thinking about the other day oops. it was about how cast aside I felt this time last year; someone was more important than me at the time and so I was left scrambling, trying to figure out how to live suddenly on my own due to frankly some extremely unfair circumstances.

I coped with it by up and moving somewhere brand new with no safety net, no support network nothing. I had my two cats, I had my job that I was able to transfer with, and that was it. Was it the extreme option? Yes. It’s been hard. Financially im in a horrible spot now, I would be much better off if I had sucked it up and just gotten a shitty 1 bedroom apartment back in Ohio, lol.

But would I be happier than I am now? I ask myself that a lot. I’ve had some pretty bizarre and very transformative experiences flying solo, in this state that I had no family and no friends when I arrived. I’ve forged some important bonds and I finally have a group of friends that I feel like I belong in.

So I wonder, sometimes, what life would be like if I hadn’t made such a rash decision last year.

I want to post my reflection thoughts about something but I don’t necessarily want like. a lot of ppl to see so time to post here since there’s maybe 10 of yall left!

the gay witch hunt episode of the office is so funny