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.kel.

@namfinessed / namfinessed.tumblr.com

probably depressed but at least i write shit
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welcome to namfinessed's world aka your favourite 45-minutes-before-bedtime!

here's my most recent works:

from me to you; hello this is kel aka namfinessed, i've been writing on here for very long but only recently, i decided to jazz things up a bit and give my account a revamp! i adore every single one of you who have read my work and hope to see all of you in my future works as well. requests are open for one shots, drabbles but i will be taking my time with it as i am a university student. here's to a new start to my account for this new year of reaching more wonderful readers, love you <3
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Anonymous asked:

Hiiii!! Thanks for responding🀭🀭

I came up with an idea (or two) and you could decide however you’d like

1. Reader is an older person now and getting ready to move out their home (idk what old people do tbh😭) but during that, she finds old papers from her youth and finds a letter from an old acquaintance and almost lover (yoongi) where they always wrote to each other but due to differences in life and stuff, they were never able to actually be together

2. I was thinking more of someone just reminiscing on past decisions and feeling very disappointed in themselves for what they chose to do in certain situations. I think the theme could be self reflection and just the struggle to reconcile with their lost dreams and accept their reality

Im now realizing these may be a little too much for drabbles, sorry😞

πŸ’anon

hello dearπŸ’

and omg its like you read my mind !! i had something very similar in my drafts for the second idea and i will get started on it as soon as i can, thank you so much for taking your time to send your ideas, i hope to do them justice <3

thank you again and take care <3

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Anonymous asked:

Hiiii!

I remember reading so close last year and thinking wow, ur so talented and write in such a human way that it didn’t feel like β€œfiction”. It felt like I was eavesdropping on someone writing in their journal.

I truly commend your talent of writing and how you’ve been able to write so many stories for us. Thank you for sharing your talent.

I recently read β€˜on repeat’ and wow… it was so beautiful and watching yoongi try to change over and over again but always coming short😞. My heart especially broke when her brother came and was just yelling all sorts of nasty stuff, it would’ve been one of the last things she heard about herself from some that’s supposed to love her. It was honestly the best thing I’ve read in the last couple months and I’m surely going to stick around for most of your writings. It always feels so real to me, I don’t know how to quite explain it yet.

Also I have a request, but not a solidified idea yet. I would just love like extreme angst + yoongi. You could take that however you want or maybe by the time you answer this I could come up with a short Drabble idea I could ask for. Sorry for rambling thxxx

πŸ’(I’m gonna give myself an anon name so I always remember)

hello there πŸ’ !

first of all, waking up to your lovely message was the best thing ever, thank you being so kind and for reading my stories, people like you give them life and it makes me so happy when i hear of your thoughts on them <3

and omg yess β€œon repeat” was so sad for me too 😭 when i came up with the idea, it wasn’t originally so angsty but as it developed it became that way whoops!

i would love to take your request !! i absolutely love writing angst (if that wasn’t obvious lol) and i could definitely start working on that soon ! but i would love it even more to develop an idea of yours, either way, its your call !

and don’t ever think you’re rambling, i loved your message a whole lot.

i’ll remember youπŸ’

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come closer, come closer - k.nj.

genre: fluff, angst (8.7k) (slowburn! sliceoflife!)

summary: nothing in your life is permanent, you would never let anything be permanent, but namjoon nestles his way in and refuses to leave, will you let him stay or would he remain something temporary? or a fic in which a friends-with-benefits situation with namjoon gets twisted out of control. (colors!universe)

note: all of the stories in the series can be read individually <3

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fate used to amuse you, the concept of people, the many people, their many stories, their many love stories, some that made sense to you, some that seemed like absolute madness, but all of them stories you sat and listened to, you sat and read about because stories to you, were a window to what life could be.

and your life changed when namjoon entered it. it seemed like too much of the world aligned so that you would fall for him, it seemed like madness, and it made perfect sense.

everything that happened after meeting him, was truly out of your hands.

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Anonymous asked:

When I read your stories I really feel to to the core the person who would get you would be the luckiestttt like imagine someone who can express your love in such beautiful way

aw :( this is seriously a very lovely compliment but i struggle with love irl and love in my stories is far away from how i actually experience it <3

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untitled - j.jk.

genre: angst, fluff (firstlove! slowburn!) (11.5k)

summary: jungkook was your first love but first loves were supposed to end, they were supposed to be a fond memory to look back on but your first love never leaves your life, nor does he stay in it.

note: this is inspired from my first love <3

even if years, ages, and places separate you, maybe you’ll love jungkook all over again every time.

you had met him in school, in college, on a different continent but he never stayed in your life for too long, and you hadn’t stayed in his either.

but now that you believe you wouldn’t see him again, only because you were standing next to your soon-to-be-husband, you believe your never-pausing story needed to be told.

and oh, would you look at that? it seems like jungkook has entered the venue to hear it too.

thank you so much for the love everyone has shown my story, every reblog, like and review means a lot to me <3

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untitled - j.jk.

genre: angst, fluff (firstlove! slowburn!) (11.5k)

summary: jungkook was your first love but first loves were supposed to end, they were supposed to be a fond memory to look back on but your first love never leaves your life, nor does he stay in it.

note: this is inspired from my first love <3

even if years, ages, and places separate you, maybe you’ll love jungkook all over again every time.

you had met him in school, in college, on a different continent but he never stayed in your life for too long, and you hadn’t stayed in his either.

but now that you believe you wouldn’t see him again, only because you were standing next to your soon-to-be-husband, you believe your never-pausing story needed to be told.

and oh, would you look at that? it seems like jungkook has entered the venue to hear it too.

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ooooooomg your stories are absolutely phenomenal 😭😭😭i dont travel outside of yan fics very much but these are so akfgskhgekghlg i've only discovered your work yesterday and i'm already hooked <3 keep up the great workkkkk

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thank you so much for reading😭😭 your compliment really made my day <3

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on repeat - m.yg.

genre: major angst, a bit of fluff at the end (timeloop! character death!) (7.2k)

summary: yoongi gets stuck in a vicious cycle where he can't seem to propose to you, nor save you from dying in his arms.

he was going to propose to you.

that was the plan, the night was supposed to end with you in his arms, a dazzling smile on your face and his heart bursting at the seams with his love for you.

but yoongi is mute, rigid, a velvet box pressed against his thigh uncomfortably, a future with the ring inside it seemed impossible.

you sat, some distance away, a country away it seemed like to yoongi, you too were mute, and rigid but you were restless with anger that frankly, scared him.

the cab rumbled beneath his feet and his throat bobbed constantly, zayn malik’s β€˜cruel’ buzzed over the air but it did nothing to ease the tension between you two.

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Heyy!!! I've been reading your fics for a while and ngl THE STORIES ARE AMAZING!! they're freaking good 🀩 I just had a question actually πŸ™ƒ (sorry in advance for being dumb minded but....just had to know) curiosity kills the cat ya know 😭

At the end of the Jimin ff 'eliminated' were the words "eliminated" and "successful" for...Wooseok or........ πŸ‘€(I donno my mind's been running wild)

Have a great day btw and keep it up ✨

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hello !! it always makes my day when you guys enjoy my work, thank you so much for reading and i hope you're having a lovely day :D

as for your question, it could very well be wooseok or it could be jimin and y/n πŸ‘€ i really wanted to let everyones imagination play around with the ending !

love you <3

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paper hearts - p.jm.

genre: fluff, college au! f2l (9k)

summary: hearts fragile like paper, tear it or don’t? (fools!universe)

jimin.

your first friend in college.

in a sea of unfamiliar faces, jimin’s face stood out like you were meant to see him, like you were supposed to feel your heart stop in place with how his smile made you feel when you introduced yourself or how he hold onto that smile while shaking your hand as slowly as he could just to tease you, and it didn’t take long for him to occupy a part of your heart.

well, at least as your best friend.

I finally got to read this very lovely fanfic! πŸ’œ It’s part of @namfinessed β€˜fools!universe’ and I have to say that they are definitely foolish with their approach to love (but who isn’t when they’re in love? 🀷). I think it is both cute and heartwarming, with their foolishness and stubbornness towards each other. I loved how the fic becomes full circle with the description of love by both Jimin and reader and then again at the end - really, really beautiful! 😍

I really loved this, it was well written, their friendship and love really shined through too! If you haven’t read this one yet, you really should πŸ’œ

Please go and give it some love! It deserves a lot more notes than it has 😭

[the rest of the review will contain spoilers]

It also felt angsty, especially in the middle and there were times when I wanted to yell at reader or Jimin to just say what’s on their mind instead of hiding their feelings, haha. But I do think that they both handled their feelings like most people would, and that would be to run away and not say anything πŸ™ƒ it was nice to read their thoughts, it’s mainly readers, but there’s some of Jimin’s too, to give insight to their actions - very well done πŸ‘ I really liked that!

Also the pacing and how their feelings developed (although Jimin had a head start at that), but then reading how reader felt more, got jealous, withdrawn - really strong emotions and it was heartbreaking to read that, because of their strong friendship prior. But gosh I really adore that ending – really beautifully written! And I really love this part:

β€œand looking at jimin’s face, he looks like love, jimin feels like love too, jimin feels like something you want to fall in deeper for. it’s like jimin is love itself.”

Just beautiful 😭

I just wanted to add, Namjoon was also such a nice and lovely side character, and I like that he pushed reader to go after Jimin in the Library – but then he just left and I was heartbroken 😭 Although I 100% understand both of their feelings and actions, it almost made me cry πŸ₯²

It was just a really great and pleasant read, a good rollercoaster of emotions too! Thank you so much for writing it – I loved it πŸ’œ

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