my relationship with my mother in a sort of poem
it’s gone beyond tough love at this point
the approach poisoned with suspicion
why would i want to obey
when threats are thrown like hot coals at my feet
making me dance into submission
and why?! would i want to share the tangles of my mind
when you pry further than what is respectful or right?
the claustrophobia is overwhelming
the feeling of being stuck is a lump caught in my throat
and i want to cry
but i won’t
because you’ll tell me i’m being overdramatic
and that i must grow the fuck up