move on

Lately I've been battling myself , its peace i pray i find

is this is?

Ive never felt so low

This is it whats left

This is it whats left

I don't have long left i wish i could explain

Fuck this situation im in, word

Fuck this situation im in, word

Tired man im just tired

Uh

I've been sober for a while now and I've only just noticed how shit i was to the people i so called loved. I drowned everything out and was selfish, all i did was numb, now here I am feeling dumb, I guess i thought destroying love was fun?.

This isn't a poem on what I've done or how i feel, but a realization of how shit i was to the people around me and to the people i said I'd never hurt.

I guess i should start rhyming words now as if its a play of thoughts, but all i ever did was play, and play, and play with the feelings of others, Because I think at the time as bad as it sounds, I just wanted them under the covers.

So now here it is the death of my past, the death of the person i was, To those i hurt I don't expect you to forgive me, but if i pop up again i pray you see the new me.

I’m in love with the drugs i take but i refuse to do it again. Sorry.

bruhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

when you get that notification but its not from her damn

went away, now im out loving life and going amazing lifes good