Hello! My life is still moving forward, I'm in training for a job, engaged to that first date I had (we're going through some difficulties rn tho), moved in with him, learning so many things, got new friends at this place where I'm learning that work (wtf idfk what Ausbildung in english actually is) etc etc.
I'm sick and staying home this week so I got some time ...which I hate
It is a really stressful time, that is for sure haha!
Bruh
Houseki no Kuni, am I right?
Hi how's life?
God this blog brings back so many bad memories
Hi, remember me?
You know what, here!! My perfect little boy always makes me happy.
I would rather have corona instead of being any day longer isolated...
I was so proud of myself of finally breaking out of that habit and now I’m forced to go back to that kind of life....being alone...
For almost one year now I kept staying positive and did everything I could to keep my mind healthy! Everything is closed, I’m only allowed to meet 1 Person and I have to buy expensives masks....oh and I gotta motivate myself to “work” at home even though I NEED that direct contact.
I was supposed to be somewhere else right now! I worked really really hard on my mentality the last decade! Now I’m stuck!!! Fuck!!!!!
‘Sup
When I draw something these days then I do it really clean.
My deepest respect to my art homie @yuunchan for coming this far as an artist and even getting told by Akira Toriyama himself that your Manga has potential!
I'm glad that I got to know them years ago on that tiny german art website...
Check them out on Insta-
Idk... They're pretty cool
Yuri on Ice???
Finally, the waiting will come to an end.
It's time to suffer again!
Hey! Dont worry about not drawing much! This whole time is kinda stressful so if you dont have as much energy to do things like draw then thats fine!! Youll find your drive again, and otherwise maybe try to schedule some time and do some basic exercises to sort of keep things in your mind and then when your ready again you can jump right in! I understand very much that it can be super frustrating, but try to not blame yourself too much, take your time!!!
That’s so nice of you! But I think you describe an art block. This is nothing like I ever had before...if I want to draw something then I immediately do it just fine, you know. It’s just that my mind is empty now. There is nothing more in my fantasy-filled-mind, that wants to get out.
I’m living my fantasy now. I’ve got no more wishes left or struggles that are trapped in my subconsciousness.
I’m happy but it still feels bitter sweet knowing that this thing that helped you go through all of your life problems, might really come to an end now. Or well, not to an end but it will never become that, what you always imagined and hoped for.
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I just realized that I have gone through the same last year before everything turned upside down. I talked about the same things here on my blog...crazy
The creativity won’t leave me but this specific drawing thing is never coming back like I know it. This thought is SO weird...
That short lived fame was a crazy phase and I’m glad that I got to experience it!
Thanks everyone!
Hey! Dont worry about not drawing much! This whole time is kinda stressful so if you dont have as much energy to do things like draw then thats fine!! Youll find your drive again, and otherwise maybe try to schedule some time and do some basic exercises to sort of keep things in your mind and then when your ready again you can jump right in! I understand very much that it can be super frustrating, but try to not blame yourself too much, take your time!!!
That’s so nice of you! But I think you describe an art block. This is nothing like I ever had before...if I want to draw something then I immediately do it just fine, you know. It’s just that my mind is empty now. There is nothing more in my fantasy-filled-mind, that wants to get out.
I’m living my fantasy now. I’ve got no more wishes left or struggles that are trapped in my subconsciousness.
I’m happy but it still feels bitter sweet knowing that this thing that helped you go through all of your life problems, might really come to an end now. Or well, not to an end but it will never become that, what you always imagined and hoped for.
-
I just realized that I have gone through the same last year before everything turned upside down. I talked about the same things here on my blog...crazy
The creativity won’t leave me but this specific drawing thing is never coming back like I know it. This thought is SO weird...
I miss talking about art...communicating with people that like my art...etc...
I just don’t draw anymore like I used to anyway...all I did recently was this
I don’t know how to feel about this
Look at this dood
Please Vote Biden... I know we originally wanted Bernie but this is the best we can get right now.
I'm no american but that mad orange dude is scaring me and we all know he is doing a lot of shady things.
Since I heard that Trump and Epstein did things together, it has gotten very personal for me... please don't lose this.
Thank god... Something good in 2020!!
Time to celebrate
Please Vote Biden... I know we originally wanted Bernie but this is the best we can get right now.
I'm no american but that mad orange dude is scaring me and we all know he is doing a lot of shady things.
Since I heard that Trump and Epstein did things together, it has gotten very personal for me... please don't lose this.
2013 <—> 2017 I’m on a redraw trip right now
Lol I forgot about this
