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@chainedinthedark / chainedinthedark.tumblr.com

29 and depressed. Not much to say but anything about my current person is in the About me so good luck have a nice day welcome to my (sometimes NSFW) blog.
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My goals are completed

I finished all i needed to do. I still can’t shake this feeling. I got forced into this so might as well finish it.

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why are people even questioning obesity in america

why is your tea liquidised?

….. Where exactly do you live that the tea isn’t liquid?!?

ENGLAND. WHERE IT IS IN A BAG AND YOU MAKE IT YOURSELF.

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like what do you do with already liquid tea? Microwave it?

No it’s sweet tea you drink it cold

WHO DRINKS COLD TEA???

HAVE YOU NEVER HAD ICED/SWEET TEA BEFORE?!?

so i reblogged this from a british person and i’ve been laughing at their tags for 600 years

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England, you stole tea from China.  You’ve had it a mere 4 centuries compared to their 30+.  Don’t play like you’re some kind of authority.

[skeletons ooh-ing]

Shots fired. World War Tea has officially begun.

Englad doesn’t own anything

except that time we owned most of the world

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If I stop reblogging this, I’ve gone to the other side.

I have only seen this legendary post in screenshots, so today is a blessed day.

HAH

BOSTON TEA PARTY PART 2

HOLY HELL I FOUND IT

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lilzodiac

And this is why I love Tumblr

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dmzenog

Drinking cold tea is like drinking cold hot chocolate. Sure, you *can* do it, but you *really shouldn’t*

Behold concerned Brit. Chocolate Milk

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sebsticles

I only see this on pinterest omg….

BEHOLD THE GREATEST TUMBLR POST

“world war tea” is the best play on words i’ve heard in weeks

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inifitywar

this post is a wild ride from start to finish

I haven’t seen this since chocolate milk was added. Is that really just an American thing? You’re missing out guys!

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nabyss

😂😂😂

Cold tea

Cold hot chocolate aka chocolate milk

Cold coffee

I mean, do yall even know about cold water or is that an American thing too???

Source: gxldslvgs
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I’ve almost finished my goals.

Everything has been so hard and I tried very hard to fight this feeling.  I gave alot to get out of it and did alot and proved alot. Good or bad I gave my all. I’m tired of fighting this stuff. I am almost done with my goals. Lofty goals that I make myself do so I can do this and die and not go back feeling like I have to do something or finish something. I’m almost finished. I worked very hard for  someone I care about and I did alot to prove it and in the end I have  ended up where I started. i fought back and I don’t feel bad about it. I don’t have the fight in me anymore..I’m very tired and want to finish this. On a lighter note. When I was younger I was very sick. I have memories of the few friends and family that meant alot to me. They are gone and I am here but I won’t ever forget the people who did help me out.  St. Mary's Hospital. Is where I had most of my visits spending days either visiting or recuperating. They unlike a few choice doctors were not afraid to actually put me on pain meds when I could barely even walk so I kinda have to thank them for their help. It’s also where my best friend and aunt died. But they were taken care of and did their best.  Children hospital of Virginia is the only reason i’m alive today. They did everything that a number of doctors refuse to do on a small sick kid and I might have scars because of them but I’m also alive. They were always nice and probably the few places in the world I didn’t feel out of place. I never felt awkward or out of place. One of the few places I felt like people cared and these people were/Are good at their jobs. Ronald McDonald House. My mother  lost her job because of me. I was too sick so she had to stay home with me and when we finally found doctors who were willing to help me it was becoming way to expensive. They were always there. Never turned us away never full. I felt safe. One of my oldest friends worked there before he retired and they are a good origination. They don’t ask for much and  they don’t turn people away they are actually there to help. 

Since I turned 18 I have always donated or volunteered at these places  in some way. I do it because I never forget what it means to need help. I spent my life helping people. Because I know what it means to be in need. Maybe I do it  as penance or I do it as a way to atone for living. I really couldn’t tell you my motivations behind it. I do these 3 times a year and even if it isn’t much I have done it constantly and  maybe I don’t deserve help and should go die but there are people who do and should be helped. So do me a favor.  I asked for help and now I am here. I worked hard for the help I wanted and now I am here. Do me a favor is you read this. Help these organizations. Pick up where I am leaving off. It might  not mean much but I want this. I want  to say that even after it’s ended something I do still goes forward.  

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It’s snowing again

my mood was okay but being attacked by memories to good relaxing. to Great feeling happy. Snow freezes hell. 

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Just a bit more

Almost done with everything. After that nothing stands in my way of ending this fucked up life. been told to do it forced into feeling it and now I have no reason to not to so I have to do something.  I did everything so death isn’t even scary anymore. I just need to finish then i’m done. 

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halfsey

the signs as Final Fantasy jobs

Aries: Monk - “fight me” personified, cuts the sleeves off all their shirts, tries to suplex their way out of every argument

Taurus: Summoner - the horn may be impractical but it is a Look, communes with otherworldly spirits, “never speak to me or my giant fire-breathing son again”

Gemini: Red Mage - charismatic af, can’t sit still long enough to master any one thing, “hang on, I got something for this”

Cancer: Paladin - Martyr Syndrome, can’t decide whether to heal you or stab you, “pearls go with everything”

Leo: Bard - does everything with a ~dramatic flourish~, wears tights and makes it Work, “CON is a dump stat”

Virgo: White Mage - smells nice, the only thing keeping you alive and all too happy to remind you of it, “stay STILL so I can FUCKING HEAL YOU”

Libra: Dragoon - will launch themselves into space to avoid conflict, definitely not overcompensating for anything, “I totally have this under control” *does not*

Scorpio: Dark Knight - strong goth vibe, penchant for self-destruction, hottest person in the party even though you can’t see their face

Sagittarius: Ranger - knows your weak spot, loves to travel, always brainstorming new and creative ways to kill stuff

Capricorn: Black Mage - is all about the Hat, doesn’t believe in aggro, “what’s the most efficient way to explode the most things at once?”

Aquarius: Thief/Ninja - steals your gil, steals your spotlight, steals your heart; not afraid to throw random shit to win a fight; “i know a guy”

Pisces: Blue Mage - soft boi, lives for a good masquerade, casually borrows personality traits from everyone they meet

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SHOUT OUT TO EVERYONE WHO STILL TRIES TO GET BACK INTO THE SWING OF THINGS AFTER DEPRESSION HIT THEM HARD. THERE ISN’T ENOUGH RECOGNITION FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHO KNOW THAT THEY’RE GOING TO LOSE INTEREST AND MOTIVATION AGAIN BUT PUSH THEMSELVES TO DO STUFF ANYWAYS. YOU ARE FIGHTING A DAILY BATTLE WITH YOUR OWN THOUGHTS AND YOU’RE STILL COMING OUT ON TOP, YOU’RE ALL BRAVE AS FUCK

Doing my best despite the hell

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