Anonymous asked:

YOU KNOW HEATHERS!! IM SO HAPPY. LIKE REALLY. Then could I get a request of RFA finding out MC got the role of Veronica and how they would react while watching the musical with her in it? (Im just so hAppy that you know heathers!!!)

Zen

Tbh he’d probably be the JD performing with you ❤️
And he’s be SO EXCITED
Honestly he’s glad you’re the lead but would have loved to see you in Heather Chandler’s fancy bitch outfit.
If he wasn’t your JD, he’d be pretty understanding still.
Even though you guys practically fuck on stage, he’s still like “yeah w/e that’s the way it goes”
He’s pretty chill about it.
I mean, he’s had to kiss & pretend to be in love with other actors while you two were together. It’s difficult to come to terms with, but he’s a professional so he’s just like “oh well”.
But anyway, he would sing the songs with you constantly??
Just walking into the room scream-singing them.
omg he’s so proud of you.
Good job Veronica ❤️❤️❤️

Yoosung

He made a special dinner to celebrate your big role!
Asks SO MANY questions about the show!
He loves the character you play so much??? What the heck she’s just trying to be good.
VERY jealous about Dead Girl Walking
How could you do that to the poor, sensitive boy?
“MC I know it’s your job but???”
Poor baby. Just tell him you love him and rub his back, he’ll be all set.
Duke make him sad! She’s so mean and he didn’t expect it! He felt really bad for her at the beginning but at the end he was >:(
He feels bad for McNamara. Poor girl…
He’s so happy during the show, though. You’re so good! Just in your element and happy and it seems so right.

Jaehee

!!!! Holy shit!!!!
She’s so excited! Now she knows TWO really good actors!
She’d blow kisses at you whenever you walked onstage.
She’d be a little upset about all the kissing and lovey dovey stuff between you and JD, but she knows that you love her.
And if you give her extra kisses after the show, she’d be completely okay.
Heathers quickly becomes her favorite musical. None of Zen’s can even compare to her beautiful girlfriend’s performance!
She thinks you’re a better singer than he is but shh don’t let him know.

Jumin

He’s so proud of you omg
You’re the best actress he’s ever seen!! And a great singer!!
Sing to him omg
He thinks about how pretty you will sound singing to your children in the future.
He’s not really one for theater, but he might get into it now?? After seeing you, he actually enjoys it.
If you really want him to, he’ll help you with lines.
When he’s reading the other people’s lines he is so monotone but it’s sweet that he’s trying to help.
He’s a busy guy, so he can’t go to see you for a long time ;-;
He makes it to closing night, though!! Front and center!!!
Expect flowers after every performance, though!

Saeyoung

YELLS SO LOUD!!! EXCITED LOUD!!
This is a really big show and it’s so exciting for you to have the lead!!
A little bit self-conscious?? The guy who played JD was so… good looking?? He felt so bad about himself.
He’s sooooo jealous of JD.
Please assure him that you love him and that JD ain’t shit.
His favorite song is Blue because… duh.
He likes to sing Freeze Your Brain because?? He relates. Kind of.
After your performance he runs to you and hugs you so tightly.
He’d give you a LOT of flowers
“I’d let you step on me and snap my neck.”
He loves you so much and as soon as you walk on stage he has those nice butterflies and feels like the beginning of your relationship again.

Saeran

He’d acts more like JD than the one in your show.
And he’s much cuter ❤️
“Hey… Mister No-Name Kid…”
He will go to every fucking performance honestly. He loves your acting.
He didn’t know how good of a singer you were???
He’s going to want you to sing to him a lot. He won’t ask for it, but he’ll appreciate it if you do it.
He identifies with JD so much because? They’re both sad and resent their families.
He really wants to support you but some of the things in the musical are???
Please never do those kinds of things. He’s warning you.
Like… Cheating on him or murder. Just don’t do any of it.
He likes the plot though. And Veronica is the best character!
He’s really proud of you, even though he won’t say it.

#mysme #mystic messenger #zen #jaehee #jumin #yoosung #saeyoung #saeran

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tumblr can suck my ass

this new system of filtering and blocking things is obnoxious

nothing makes me feel more like a bed wetter than having this damn system determine what is too harsh for my baby eyes

just.... i can decide if i dont want to see something, tumblr

jfc i hate this website

im 17 i think i can decide for myself if i want to see something or not

#not mysme

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hello!! I really hope it's not any trouble but we just started this page about a week ago and we were wondering if you could give us a shoutout maybe? 💞 It would be so helpful aaaa. I love your blog btw!

PLEASE CHECK THEM OUT!!!

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Anonymous asked:

So, do you know the musical Heathers?~

I do!

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Anonymous asked:

Hi!! How would the RFA (including V and Saeran) react to soldier MC coming home for the first time in a year and getting surprised? Like, everyone else is in on it and they get surprised and see their gf for the first time in SO LONG? Thanks!!

Disclaimer: I know next to nothing about the military in South Korea, and using what little I can gather from the internet, I tried my best.

Yoosung

He was so clingy before you left and cried so hard when you walked away from him.
He missed you for so long… And Skype is just not enough!
When Saeyoung came to his house and blindfolded him, dragging him somewhere, he was completely oblivious and very confused.
When he was allowed to take off the blindfold, he was even more confused.
They were standing in an airport.
He looked around for a while, really not knowing why they were there. After a couple of seconds, Saeyoung told him to turn around.
And there you were.
He ran to you faster than he has ever ran before, practically knocking you over.
He cried so many happy tears and just.. laid on you.
SO many welcome home kisses.
Baby boy missed you dearly and he’s going to want to make up for the year you two were seperated!

Jaehee

She worried SO MUCH while you were gone ;-;
And he stress levels have SKYROCKETED.
Now she not only has to worry about her cafe business, but also a spouse in the military?? Much stress
So when Zen invited her to a small party, she figured it was a great way to relieve all that stress.
She got all dressed up and went over to his place, confused about how there was hardly anyone there.
But then she saw you.
She fell to her knees and sobbed as you ran over to her, giving her a hug.
She kissed you deeply and wrapped her arms behind your neck, telling you how much she missed you and loves you.
Promise her you’ll never leave her again.

Jumin

He neeeeeeeds you.
He’d forgotten how empty his house was without you in it.
Elizabeth became a bigger part of his life again, keeping him company and sitting on his lap when he worked from home.
He didn’t think much of it when Jaehee asked him to come to the cafe. It was pretty normal thing, since he had a lot of tips to give on how to run a business.
When he walked in the door, he immediately saw you standing there and screamed.
No one had seen him with a bigger smile on his face, or with a stronger need for physical contact.
He hugged you tightly for so long, wanting to make sure you were really there.
He was so glad you were alright and home with him.

Zen

Before you left, you two would go to the gym together all the time and it was so cute.
Two buff babies making out and lifting weights
The first time he had to go in alone he cried on the locker room.
He wore a locket with pictures of you two in it so you were always close to his heart.
12 months after you had left, he heard a knock on the door.
When he saw you standing on the other side, his face lit up with wonder and excitement.
He giggled like a little girl at the sight of the person he loves so much standing in front of him once again.
He picked you up and brought you inside, kissing your face all the while.

Saeyoung

The only way he wouldn’t know the exact date that you’d return home is if you were presumed dead.
Which you were.
Your plane had crashed and they assumed you had died, since they couldn’t find anything but your dog-tags.
They returned anything you had with you to him, along with a folded up flag.
He hid it in the closet for six months.
He prayed every day that you would come home, that he would get to see you again, that he’d receive a letter… Anything. Even just one more moment with you would be a miracle.
He was inconsolable. He wanted so badly to get you back, even though he knew it was impossible. They thought you were dead, and since no one had heard anything from you in a long time, he thought you were, too.
So when he got a call from the hospital saying that some girl had been asking for him, he was incredibly confused. Maybe it was Rika? Or maybe Jaehee?
He went down right away.
When they directed him to the room you were laying in, he was very nervous. They haven’t told him who this girl was or where she came from, and he needed to know.
They let him into the room and immediately he fell to his knees, sobbing loudly with a smile so wide it hurt.
He ran to you, giggling even though tears were falling down his face.
You reached up and placed a hand gently on his face and he held it there, crying harder.
He rocked himself back and forth, pinching his leg over and over again to make sure this was real.
You were real.
And you were back with him.
You had been wandering around the woods for the past 12 months, and had finally made it back to some random base. Luckily, it wasn’t one of the enemy’s and you were able to go home and get medical attention for the injuries you sustained.
Your left leg was infected badly and had to be amputated, you had bad burns all over your body, scrapes and cuts all over, and not to mention being malnourished.
You had to stay in the hospital for a long time, and he was there every second. He practically moved into the hospital.
He wasn’t going to be seperated from you again.

Saeran

He’s been pretty upset these past 12 months. Clearly, right? I mean, anyone would be, and with him still in recovery it takes an extra long time for him to feel alright without you there.
Saeyoung invited him to hang out with the rest of the RFA. This isn’t the first time he’s been dragged along, so he doesn’t really think anything of it.
Everyone was hanging out in Saeyoung’s house. Nothing seemed to be different, except sometimes someone would giggle and be shushed by Mama Jaehee™.
He just shrugged it off and continued drinking his drink, stealing the love of the cat Saeyoung had adopted.
After maybe ten minutes of this, everyone went quiet. Saeyoung walked in front of his brother and told him they had a very special surprise for him.
Before he could respond, he felt a pair of warm hands over his eyes, and a sweet voice whispering in his ear, “Guess who?”
He gasps, his eyes wide as he turns around. He screams when he sees you, climbing over the couch and hugging you tighter than he had ever done before.
He would bury his face in your neck, breathing in deeply, revelling in the fact that he finally got to hold you in his arms again.

He wouldn’t tell you, but he was so worried for you he would have a break down at least once a week, if not more.
He just… doesn’t really know what to do with himself.
And he wants you safe and back home with him.
He’d write so many letters and Skype with you every day (or at least as much as he possibly can).
When he found out you were coming home, he could hardly sit still. He really needed to see you.
It was the longest week of his life, but when he finally got to see (haha) you again…
He hugged you so tight and did not let go.
~~Jumin~~ Driver Kim picked you up from the airport and you did not let go of each other until the next morning.

#lol sorry 7s is really long #mystic messenger #mysme #Yoosung Kim #Jaehee Kang #Hyun Ryu #zen #Jumin Han #Saeyoung Choi #Saeran Choi #V #Jihyun Kim

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Hi there!! I just wanna say that I love your headcanons and you're amazing!! I hope you're doing well :)

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank you!!

This made me feel so good omg

You made my day hon

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Requests are still open

Even though I’m like... dead

#not mysme #ill try to answer things #i deleted a lot of things #there was one from a while ago that i started #so i kept that one #it was about mc being a twin #but theres nothing else but zombie choices in the ask rn

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Anonymous asked:

hi! how would RFA react to drunk MC talking to random people on the streets?

Just so y’all know: I’ve never drank anything before (because I’m a young lass). So if some of the behavior is wrong it’s because??? I’m 17 and have never drank an alcohol.

Zen

Must protect!
He keeps you away from any MEN because they’re PIGS
Someone smiled and waved at you and you grabbed their hand and held it for a solid 10 seconds.
He has to pick you up and bring you home.
He’ll buy you some doughnuts first, though.
He held you like how one would hold a sleeping toddler to bring them to bed.
He puts you to bed and

Jumin

He doesn’t really know what to do?
You two were waiting for Driver Kim outside of a nice, fancy place where you’d had a little too much to drink.
And now you were doing card tricks
The rich people near you are so fucking confused.
They don’t get it.
Once you get into the car, he indulges you and you get to do your card tricks on him.
Encourages your hobbies, even your drunk ones.

Jaehee

She’d put a baby leash on you.
She needs to keep you away from people who are just trying to live their lives
Talks to you like a toddler
“No sweetie, let’s stay away from the nice man.”
“Honey, you have to leave them alone.”
Responsible™
Makes sure you take off makeup/contacts/tight clothing/ties before you go to bed.
Also makes you take any medicine you take at night and drink a cup of water
Kisses your head and tucks you in
What a blessing

Yoosung

He’d be ~~kind of~~ very drunk, too
So honestly??? He’d be right there with you
You guys are the crazy college kids talking to everyone and stumbling around from bar to bar
You’d 100% go to a Denny’s and eat so many pancakes.
He’d try to carry you home but would stumble and drop you, then fall.

Saeyoung

Tbh he’s already pretty uncomfortable with you being drunk in the first place.
The whole smelling like alcohol thing you’ve got going on brings back a lot of bad memories for him.
He just wants to bring you back home and put you to bed
When you start talking to people he’s :/
He’s so done dude
He’s very uncomfortable and just wants to go to bed baby why are you making this so difficult please just stop talking to people it’ll be okay just come home
He sleeps on the couch to stay away from anything that could trigger bad memories.

#GUESS WHO DID SOMETHING #mystic messenger #mysme #mystic messenger zen #mystic messenger jaehee #mystic messenger yoosung #mystic messenger jumin #mystic messenger saeyoung #hyun ryu #jaehee kang #yoosung kim #jumin han #saeyoung choi

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Question

Does anybody else want to vote on part 4 of the interactive zombie au?

I have only gotten a handful and I want to make sure this decision is the one y’all want.

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Who’s noisy baby is this 😻😻😻😻

#not mysme

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Hey guys, welcome to part 4 of the interactive zombie apocalypse thing! (I know it’s been like… forever since one of these and I’m sorry!!)

It was pretty heavily decided to go to the address written in black.

Also, this is part 4! Part 3 can be found here.

Or, if you just want a recap because it’s been so long… Everyone (including V and Rika) are living and in South Korea, and the zombie apocalypse has started! MC decided to go to the twins, who were planning to go to a government emergency facility. However, fuck that. They went to look for their friends. Since Yoosung had sent MC messages and calls a few hours before she left the house, they went to check on him. He was not home. Instead, they found a puddle of blood and a sticky note with two addresses on it. One in blue and one in black. And then…

MC grabbed the sticky note, holding it tightly between her thumb and forefinger.
“Well, that’s just great!” Saeran grabbed the sticky note from her, reading it over. “… We have to go help him.”
“We don’t know where he is…” MC chimed in. “There are two addresses.”
Saeran looked back down at the note, then looked back up at her, his face looking more determined than it had been before. “We’re going to this one.” He handed the note to Saeyoung, the address in black facing up.
Saeyoung, who had no reason to go against this, just nodded. The trio walked out of the room, Saeran looking back a bit concerned at the puddle of blood on the ground.
The three made their way back to the car, driving towards the destination. Saeran bounced his leg up and down, what Saeyoung has realized to be a nervous tic the younger twin possessed.
The car was silent on the trip to the address, save for the rush of air through the windows, flinging everyone’s hair around.
It felt like days before they reached the dingy abandoned building, though it only took about an hour. There was, surprisingly, not a lot of undead activity around, which confused them. Still, they picked up their weapons as Saeyoung parked the car.
The group walked up to the door, seeing a small note taped to it.
“Congratulations! You chose correctly! Well, come on in.”
This gave them hope. The three opened the heavy door, walking into the dark room. The door clicked shut behind them, leaving the three in complete darkness.
MC, who stood in between the boys, held their hands so they didn’t get lost or separated from the group.
For two whole minutes, the room was silent and dark.
Eventually, Saeran started to walk forward.
“Do not move.”
An unknown voice called to them, causing him to stop moving forward. They all looked forward towards where the voice came from. Though it was dark, they could see a figure move towards the wall.
A lantern flickered on and curtains were thrown open, revealing the room they had been standing in.
The wood floor was dark and creaking, splintering off at different points. The walls had stains, turning them gray and moldy. The room was hot and humid, enough to make them sweat. Puddles of blood and piss were everywhere. The figure walked towards the center of the room.
“You all are rather good guessers!”
It was a man. He looked to be in his early thirties. Dark brown hair, slender body and broad shoulders. His face was emaciated, and it was easy to see his bones poke out. His skin was so pale and sickly it could be translucent.
“I was starting to think you would never show up.”
Out of the shadowy corners of the large room, two men ran towards the trio. Each one grabbed a twin, holding the screaming boys back.
The skinny man in the center’s smile grew too large for MC to think he was a real person. She slapped herself, pinching her thigh to try and wake herself up.
This had to be a dream.
It had to be.
The man rolled his eyes before snapping his fingers. From the large doors in the back of the room, another large man dragged in a battered, helpless looking Yoosung.
MC’s hands flew over her mouth as she tried to run to him. The skinny man glared at her, stepping in front of him.
“I-… Is he dead?” She managed to whimper out, her voice small and broken.
“Oh, no no no! You should have more faith in me. He’s very much alive.”
She decided to ignore that, running towards him more, grabbing him by the shoulders. The burly guard picking her up and throwing her off of him.
“Now, now… Not yet. We have a deal to work out.” The skinny man’s crooked smile grew more, if that was even possible. MC scooted back.
“What.. kind of deal..?” She asked, trying not to let the fear creep into her voice.
“It’s very simple, really. I’ll let you and your little blond friend go. But, in return, I’d like something from you.” He licked his lips, looking at the screaming twins that were being held back.
“Give me that one.”
The man’s stick-like arm pointed at Saeyoung.
MC’s breath caught in the back of her throat. She stared at him with her mouth wide open, her bottom lip trembling. She watched as both Saeyoung and Yoosung’s beaten body were dragged in front of her.
“Well? Do we have a deal?” The man asked, walking between her and the boys. His face was inches away from hers, giving her a good look at his face. His mouth was a dark scarlet color, his teeth rotting and black. His breath had a strange… meaty smell as he leaned in closer to whisper in her ear.
“You can even join us for dinner, if you want.”

MC, who will you give up?

1. Agree with the man and give him Saeyoung

2. Disagree and let him keep Yoosung.

Choose wisely, MC.

#i know you may have seen this yesterday #but #here it is again #in case you didnt see it

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Hey guys, welcome to part 4 of the interactive zombie apocalypse thing! (I know it’s been like... forever since one of these and I’m sorry!!)

It was pretty heavily decided to go to the address written in black.

Also, this is part 4! Part 3 can be found here.

Or, if you just want a recap because it’s been so long... Everyone (including V and Rika) are living and in South Korea, and the zombie apocalypse has started! MC decided to go to the twins, who were planning to go to a government emergency facility. However, fuck that. They went to look for their friends. Since Yoosung had sent MC messages and calls a few hours before she left the house, they went to check on him. He was not home. Instead, they found a puddle of blood and a sticky note with two addresses on it. One in blue and one in black. And then...

MC grabbed the sticky note, holding it tightly between her thumb and forefinger.
“Well, that’s just great!” Saeran grabbed the sticky note from her, reading it over. “... We have to go help him.”
“We don’t know where he is...” MC chimed in. “There are two addresses.”
Saeran looked back down at the note, then looked back up at her, his face looking more determined than it had been before. “We’re going to this one.” He handed the note to Saeyoung, the address in black facing up.
Saeyoung, who had no reason to go against this, just nodded. The trio walked out of the room, Saeran looking back a bit concerned at the puddle of blood on the ground.
The three made their way back to the car, driving towards the destination. Saeran bounced his leg up and down, what Saeyoung has realized to be a nervous tic the younger twin possessed.
The car was silent on the trip to the address, save for the rush of air through the windows, flinging everyone’s hair around.
It felt like days before they reached the dingy abandoned building, though it only took about an hour. There was, surprisingly, not a lot of undead activity around, which confused them. Still, they picked up their weapons as Saeyoung parked the car.
The group walked up to the door, seeing a small note taped to it.
“Congratulations! You chose correctly! Well, come on in.”
This gave them hope. The three opened the heavy door, walking into the dark room. The door clicked shut behind them, leaving the three in complete darkness.
MC, who stood in between the boys, held their hands so they didn’t get lost or separated from the group.
For two whole minutes, the room was silent and dark.
Eventually, Saeran started to walk forward.
“Do not move.”
An unknown voice called to them, causing him to stop moving forward. They all looked forward towards where the voice came from. Though it was dark, they could see a figure move towards the wall.
A lantern flickered on and curtains were thrown open, revealing the room they had been standing in.
The wood floor was dark and creaking, splintering off at different points. The walls had stains, turning them gray and moldy. The room was hot and humid, enough to make them sweat. Puddles of blood and piss were everywhere. The figure walked towards the center of the room.
“You all are rather good guessers!”
It was a man. He looked to be in his early thirties. Dark brown hair, slender body and broad shoulders. His face was emaciated, and it was easy to see his bones poke out. His skin was so pale and sickly it could be translucent.
“I was starting to think you would never show up.”
Out of the shadowy corners of the large room, two men ran towards the trio. Each one grabbed a twin, holding the screaming boys back.
The skinny man in the center’s smile grew too large for MC to think he was a real person. She slapped herself, pinching her thigh to try and wake herself up.
This had to be a dream.
It had to be.
The man rolled his eyes before snapping his fingers. From the large doors in the back of the room, another large man dragged in a battered, helpless looking Yoosung.
MC’s hands flew over her mouth as she tried to run to him. The skinny man glared at her, stepping in front of him.
“I-... Is he dead?” She managed to whimper out, her voice small and broken.
“Oh, no no no! You should have more faith in me. He’s very much alive.”
She decided to ignore that, running towards him more, grabbing him by the shoulders. The burly guard picking her up and throwing her off of him.
“Now, now... Not yet. We have a deal to work out.” The skinny man’s crooked smile grew more, if that was even possible. MC scooted back.
“What.. kind of deal..?” She asked, trying not to let the fear creep into her voice.
“It’s very simple, really. I’ll let you and your little blond friend go. But, in return, I’d like something from you.” He licked his lips, looking at the screaming twins that were being held back.
“Give me that one.”
The man’s stick-like arm pointed at Saeyoung.
MC’s breath caught in the back of her throat. She stared at him with her mouth wide open, her bottom lip trembling. She watched as both Saeyoung and Yoosung’s beaten body were dragged in front of her.
“Well? Do we have a deal?” The man asked, walking between her and the boys. His face was inches away from hers, giving her a good look at his face. His mouth was a dark scarlet color, his teeth rotting and black. His breath had a strange... meaty smell as he leaned in closer to whisper in her ear.
“You can even join us for dinner, if you want.”

MC, who will you give up?

1. Agree with the man and give him Saeyoung

2. Disagree and let him keep Yoosung.

Choose wisely, MC.

#mysme #mystic messenger #mystic messenger zombie #mystic messenger zombie au #saeyoung #saeran #yoosung

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Anonymous asked:

Hello, I hope you're doing well :) I think this sounds creepy lol but I miss you T-T You haven't been posting for a while I'm anxious, are you okay? Are you still writing? I'm really excited for the zombie choose-your-adventure thing (I go with black pen for the 3rd one btw lol) but if you don't plan to continue it's okay, it's your choice as the writer and I respect that :) Thanks for answering (if you wish to, no pressure :D) and I hope you have a great day!

Hi friend.

I’ve been really busy with school and work and life recently, so I haven’t had time to do anything. But I do want to continue that!! I was thinking about it the other day, and I have ideas for it again. :) I want to start writing somethings (it won’t be a lot tbh, but it will be some!) but it’ll have to be after school ends. This year has been………… crazy.

Thanks for this nice message!!

#not mysme

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Anonymous asked:

responses because i kinda got carried away lol. I hope you handle the illness okay! From one mix of depression, anxiety, paranoia, (but not hallucinations in my case) to another, let's not start a cult! Jk :( let's take our time towards complete recovery. xx

Thanks!! I hope you handle yours well, too, and work towards recovery! It’s a really sucky thing and frustrating and scary thing sometimes, but I know you can get better! I believe in you!!

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Anonymous asked:

will help them? I highly doubt it becuae he finally has his family and he isn't gonna give up them up that easily after what they've been thru. Probs gonna run away. Anyway, rika single-handedly dug every RFA members' graves except Jaehee because she's only involved business-wise & not personally to any of the members. Everyone in the rfa should know better i can't believe they're adults also they're actually foction and i'm just being obsessed 😩😩😩 ps it's okay if u dont reply to any of my

I honestly never thought of it in a lot of the ways you said.

I didn’t really think about where she got the money if she did build the Mint Eye building. I think that your ideas (that she used the RFA to do it) are completely possible. However, I think that at least someone in the RFA (maybe 7 b/c he’s Computer Boy or Jumin because it’s a financial thing) would have looked into where it was going? Then again, maybe not, since they both trusted her.

I have some other ideas as well:

1. V may have funded it. He’s kinda rich and he would do anything for her

2. It could have been an abandoned building that she/the cult members renovated. (It’s been done before by cults, so its possible)

I also agree that a lot of what she did made her a bad person. I just don’t think she’s all bad. She’s a very complex character that I wish we had more information on her and how everything went. :/

Thank you for bringing up your argument!!! I definitely think of Rika a bit differently after reading it :)

(cheritz please give us a timeline or more Rika info or something!!! I love her!!)

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tag urself i’m “everyone except that guy who yelled at me in kmart”

after all the shitty critiques ive gotten….i am DEFINTIELY ‘this is not for you’

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Anonymous asked:

Mental illness or not, Rika's actions should not be excused. V should have gotten her help or asked Yoosung to help him find a way to help Rika. However, both V and Rika didn't do anything to aid the other which led to the game. However, Rika is the most to blame. I have suffered abuse and I have PTSD as well as paranoid schizophrenia yet I do not let my illnesses dictate how I treat others. I even sought treatment on my own because I was worried about hurting others.

I’m well aware that Rika’s mental illness should not excuse her actions, and I’m sorry if it came off that I did excuse her for what she did. I just wanted to find an explanation for why she did what she did and try to make people see that it wasn’t completely her fault.

I understand, believe me. I’ve suffered abuse as well, and have the mental illnesses described in Rika’s wikia page (anxiety, depression, paranoia, and hallucinations (though I only have audio hallucinations while she has both kinds)), and I have tried to get help for it. However, therapy (sadly) doesn’t work for everyone. It just made it worse for me, and it might have made it worse for her.

It just makes me a little sad to see so much of my past/present experiences (like abuse, the death of people and animals close to her slowly pushing her over the edge, being mentally ill, being afraid of people you love leaving, etc…) shown in her and then have everyone say that she’s awful and a snake. It kind of makes me feel like I’m awful, too. (I mean, I’ve never blinded someone, nor have I created a religious cult, but still, y’know? Because deep, deep down, I know that I shouldn’t ever get close to anyone because I might hurt them physically or emotionally.)

I understand that there is no way to excuse what she’s done, and I don’t think that her past nor her mental illness excuse her. I just think people should be more understanding that she had a rough life and suffers from mental illness instead of saying she did everything to hurt others. She was scared, too.

#rika