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The Improbable Dreamer's World🌟

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Call me Dreamer 🌟 She/her/they πŸ’› Ace-spec, demiromantic 😊 Age: 20's 🌟 Litograph creator, one-shot writer and artist predominantly based in Sanders SidesπŸ’› I love a lot of different fandoms, so this blog will be a mess... Mainly Sanders Sides, Marvel, Shadow and Bone, Doctor Who, Sherlock, Loki, WandaVision, 9-1-1, Arcane πŸ’™ I will reblog anything that I think is awesome! 🌟 Header is by me! 🌟 Thank you @red-imeanblue for making the pfp for me πŸ’› "No one is perfect, but those imperfections do not make you less worthy of love" πŸ’œ
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Here it is! My story for @tss-storytime is ready :)

This is a Merlin AU, and I had a lot of fun creating it! It contains a lot of my favourite moments from Merlin and original ideas too :) I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it, I’m very proud of it since it’s the first long fic I’ve completed in a while <3

Looking forward to seeing the wonderful artwork made by @logarhythm-bees too, I know it’ll be fantastic! It’s been a pleasure working with you :)

My biggest thank you has to go to @the-duke-of-nuts who has stuck with me throughout the entire process of writing this, for giving me ideas, for reading all the chapters and all the re-writes I made, for letting me constantly brainstorm and change my mind, and for believing in me when I didn’t believe in myself... You’re awesome Vin, and I’m lucky to have you!Β 

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"Virgil... We need to talk." Virgil stopped still in his tracks as the familiar sarcastic voice flooded the hallway. He sighed and turned around.

"What the hell do you want, Janus?" Virgil quipped, frustrated that he had to deal with this as well as everything else going on around him. This was a conversation he didn't want to have, but he knew it was coming.

"You know damn well what I want, it's about Patton." A pang hit Virgil's heart when the name was said out loud, whether it was anger or guilt, he could ascertain.

"What... what about him?" Virgil avoided eye contact as Janus scowled.

"You haven't exactly been very nice to him lately, have you?" Janus' voice became more threatening and Virgil had to fight back the tempest tongue from emerging.

The silence between them grew, almost unbearably as Virgil tried to suppress his emotions.

"He's been out of control! Losing sight of his role... Choosing selfishness and sending Thomas down a conflicted path. He's turning into you." Virgil blurted out as Janus stared at him before pinching the bridge of his nose.

"Oh my god, Patton has been a walking cry for help for so long now. This wasn't Patton 'turning into me'... Patton has been in self-destruct mode because he was losing you... All of you. Him lashing out, cutting people off... He's losing sight of his role... because he's losing you."

Virgil went to open his mouth but no sound came out, he was so dumbfounded by the words and how much they made sense, there was nothing for him to say. Besides it was clear that Janus wasn't done yet.

"Virgil. You've been so consumed and blinded by your complete and utter hatred for me, that you never stopped to think that maybe, just maybe, something else was going on. None of you have... So... Does that make me the monster if I'm the only one that Patton has felt like he can turn to?" Janus' voice filled with tones of genuine frustration even though it was dripping with sarcasm as it usually was, but it made Virgil's heart almost stop beating.

'Shit. What have I done?'

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Patton couldn't help but feel overwhelmed and outcast after the way everyone had been looking at him recently. The looks of irritation were too much to handle, so the imagination was his only escape, but not for long. He heard the familiar footsteps of Janus approach him cautiously and he wiped the tear that rolled down his cheek hastily and tried to chuckle to hide how he was feeling.

"How do you do it?" Patton asked, as the footsteps stopped in their tracks.

"Do what?" Janus replied, keeping the distance between them for now. Patton took a moment to look up at the sky and rapidly blink to keep any more unnecessary tears at bay.

"How do you deal with them looking at you that way?" Patton felt the bitterness corroding his tongue like acid and Janus stepped forward a few paces.

"Patton. Look at me." Janus' soft tone was enough to make Patton turn around in an instant, and he looked into Janus' eyes feeling a wave of calm wash over him. They stared at each other for a moment, or two, time was never something they cared about.

"... I've never had to deal with that before." Patton sadly admitted, not to Janus, but to himself. Janus stepped forward again sighing softly, understanding Patton's emotions completely.

"I know. You'll grow used to those looks. Believe me, I did. However, I... I hope you can find some solace in knowing that, when I look at you..." Janus stopped himself in his tracks, unsure of how to explain to Patton what he truly meant.

So he clicked his fingers, and the bright daylight of the imagination immediately swirled into the starry night, the dark sky blinking with every possible star and constellation. Janus smiled softly as Patton gazed up in awe at all of the stars encompassing them. He pointed at the brightest star and guided Patton closer to it.

"That's the North Star. It's how sailors find their way home. When I look at you, Patton, that's what I see."

"See what?" Patton almost whispered as Janus pulled him closer gently wrapping his arm around his waist as they both gazed at the stars.

"I see my way home."

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A bit of a surprise post for my friend @the-duke-of-nuts 😊 We've been friends for officially three years now, and I'm more grateful everyday 😊

Vin, you've been there for me though the good, bad and the ugly, you've helped me become a better person and more positive person, even when I slip from time to time 😊 Talking almost every day is the best part, every conversation, no matter what it's about makes me smile... I'm not as active here as I used to be, but thank you for keeping my love for creativity and the fandom alive 😊

Here's just a little gift for you, and here's to many more years of friendship! πŸ˜ŠπŸ’šπŸ–€πŸ’š

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hey what program do u use to draw digitally?

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Hi there!

So I just use a program that came with my tablet called PENUP 😊

I only started trying out digital drawing in a more realistic art style this month, so I'm still getting to grips with it!

Thanks for the ask 😊😊

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zomblorbs

i wish there wasn’t such a stigmatized view on platonically loving people.

I can’t call people nicknames and pet names like hun and honey without them immediately assuming i have romantic interest in them.

i can’t tell my friends i love them without adding on β€œplatonically” or shortening the phrase β€œily” β€œlove you” β€œlove u”

i love a lot of people. i love my sister, i love my boyfriend, and i love my best friend. All different versions of love.

let us love people openly and honestly without it being seen as β€œmaking a move” or being romantically interested.

please please please stop assuming that love is strictly romantic, i promise you life becomes so much brighter and bigger when you stop keeping love strictly romantic.

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