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HESTHER. TWENTY-ONE. SFW -: ✧ the galaxy is quiet tonight

𝘚𝘛𝘈𝘛𝘜𝘚: 𝘚𝘌𝘔𝘐-𝘈𝘊𝘛𝘐𝘝𝘌

𝗡𝗔𝗩 𝗦𝗬𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗠make your way around the galaxy

𝘐 𝘈𝘔 𝘖𝘕𝘌 𝘞𝘐𝘛𝘏 𝘛𝘏𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙𝘊𝘌, 𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘛𝘏𝘌 𝘍𝘖𝘙𝘊𝘌 𝘐𝘚 𝘞𝘐𝘛𝘏 𝘔𝘌.

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this post will have spoilers for the bad batch season 3, and also contain some vulnerability from me (shocker!)

the very essence of paternity and maternity have made me more emotional in my old age (i know i’m not old, but older than i’ve ever been before) and what it really means to be a parent has developed the ability to reduce me to tears.

i believe this is because of everything i have been through with my own parents, and everything i will continue to go through with them. i have watched my mother fight battle after battle, survive for her children because that is what mothers do. because of this, the scene where ahsoka’s mother roars in the face of a predator, in the face of danger, for her own brings tears to my eyes (tales of the jedi, ep 1). i have watched my father throw everything that should have mattered away over and over, because that is what him as a father does. because of this, the progression of hunter and omega brings tears to my eyes (the bad batch series).

i just recently saw a post (this one to be exact) with the caption “is there anything so undoing as a daughter?” meaning, having a daughter is what makes a man change is ways; having a daughter undoes every way of thinking a man has developed because he has no choice but to change. whether that is for the better or worse is up for debate. in my own case, it was unfortunately for the worse.

but in omegas case, it was only for the better. i am so touched, so weepingly emotional, knowing that she spent her life knowing she was loved. hunter, and the rest of them for that matter, had not known just what they would be for omega and still they walked into it blindly. is there anything so undoing as a daughter? hunter had not known what they would go through with omega, what they would go through for omega and still he went back for her. is there anything so undoing as a daughter? hunter had not known just how big their fight would get and still he never turned back. is there anything so undoing as a daughter?

up until the very end, everything was for her. everything was for to be happy, safe, to live the life of a child because that is what she deserved; and that is what he would fight every day to give her. sitting on those rocks, in that cave on pabu, with his achy bones and greying hair and her red bandana and boundless courage, he confessed to not only her but to the maker that she was their kid.

you’re our kid, omega.

i was someone’s kid, someone’s daughter, and they could not bring themself to confess. they could not bring themself to change. they could not bring themself to fight for me, for their family. is there anything so undoing as a daughter?

perhaps not for me and my father, but for omega and hunter, yes.

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this. this is one of my fav shots from the entire show. how they both helped each other to the bridge. crosshair steadying his blaster on hunter’s shoulder. both their expressions towards hemlock, ready to do anything to save their sister. hunter reassuring crosshair that he can make the shot. crosshair trusting omega with just a single look. omega running towards them, embracing crosshair in their first ever hug and then taking both brothers in her arms. this family is my everything

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things that have happened since i posted chapter 2 of the great fight:

work drama rama!!!

got subpoenaed to testify against my dad :)

had one trial prep, have a second one scheduled

working my ass off to cover my bills and feed myself

got new shoes! converse are falling apart </3

got mad at my dad bc he insinuated i’m not taking care of our old man family dog (who lives it up at my house) good enough even tho he’s IN JAIL??

added a 3rd roommate (temporarily)

completed chapter 3 entirely!!!

STARTED ON chapter 4 already!!

chap 3 sneak peak:
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hesthermay

still have to add some things into part 3 of the great fight but it is done for the most part!! i also have a bonus chapter, a filler episode if you will 😏 i think they’re fun and can be a nice way to reveal some extra information/context/background to our story and characters!!

be on the lookout for part 3 and the bonus chapter in the next few days 🫶🏼

i would like to announce we have hit a roadblock!

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still have to add some things into part 3 of the great fight but it is done for the most part!! i also have a bonus chapter, a filler episode if you will 😏 i think they’re fun and can be a nice way to reveal some extra information/context/background to our story and characters!!

be on the lookout for part 3 and the bonus chapter in the next few days 🫶🏼

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clonehub

The way Jedi play dodgeball is terrifying and the clones absolutely refuse to play if they know their general is joining in. They just put so much unnecessary force into it--literally. They use the Force. Bitches are out here breaking the sound barrier with the strength of their throws talking about "come on rex what do you mean you don't wanna play :((( I promise I'll go easy" EASY! the last time the Jedi got involved there were bloody noses and concussions everywhere--and that was a jedi-only game! Rex barely dodged a throw from Anakin once and came out with a fade. Clones on the sidelines fight for their lives. The Jedi play dodgeball like they're hunting sith

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peysk

If you've ever disagreed or disliked something I've posted on here understand that it's your duty to change yourself in such a way that that doesn't happen again

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hi. thinking about how crosshair gaining his humanity is intrinsically tied to and correspondent with him losing his skills and his worth to the empire. how him becoming a worse marksman also makes him a kinder and more loving person. how, when he loses his “purpose,” he is left to see who he truly is. which, at his core, is someone who loves and cares for people.

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