and then some people make you believe in soulmates 💚💙🧡

Okay I’m sorry I’m just like. Incredibly not normal right now and I can’t stop thinking and I haven’t felt this physically affected by something since heatwaves era so like here’s just a dump of my thoughts and others I’ve talked with since the visa being approved:

We’re going to see Dream’s eyes and nose and mouth, and the kindness in the lines of his face and the softness of his eyes and if he’ll be camera shy or easily flustered or blush easily, and we’ll see him staring at George and his smile and happiness in every single part of him. We’ll see dnf laughing and smiling and teasing each other over everything, we’re getting candid photos and dumb comments and the ways they care about each other like taking naps together and cuddling when watching movies and touch of all levels. We’ll see them happy doing a million things and going out and we’ll see Dream meeting fans and with his favorite person and how they hug and jokes and teasing on camera or slightly off and they’ll spill everything on podcasts and spaces and streams. They’ll be in the same room and they’ll speak in one mic and when Dream is being stubborn George can stop him if he wants. They’ll eat breakfast together and lunch and sleep in each others’ beds and be lazy and sit next to each other just to sit and they’ll be so happy, and we’re going to see all of it :(

Will Dream be so affectionate he leaves small kisses on George’s forehead? Will George laugh so hard he falls into Dream’s side? I don’t know. I just don’t know but I just know whatever we get, they’ll be so happy and themselves and we’ll be able to see the love written all over them and their lives and their faces and in their laughs and goddd we’re getting it so soon I feel crazy

Well folks, we've officially entered the danger zone. Good luck to all of you out there, may you be awake and unbusy when the meet up/face reveal happens. Godspeed.

soon ✨✈️

Oh how I love defiantly obedient whumpees. The ones who do what Whumper says but are full of spite. The ones who spit out the word “sir” at the end of each sentence, or wait until Whumper goes to strike before dropping to their knees. The ones who use sarcasm and humor in the worst moments, only succeeding in pissing Whumper off more. I love the ones who do as they’re told, but ensure that Whumper must fight them each step of the way.

I think in some ways, exploring your identity is like trying on clothes.

You might know what suits you, you might have a basic style that is easy and simple, and some people are perfectly comfortable with just that.

But others just wear the things they’ve been told to wear, or the things that are easy to wear, but it doesn’t feel like their own style. And they can’t really try out different styles because they can’t afford it, or their caretakers are strict about what they should be wearing, or they’re worried about being judged.

But they look at other people wearing those styles and they feel a sense of admiration. Maybe they are even envious that other people can wear it so well.

So once they are able to, they try it for themselves, they go out and wear that style. And sometimes it works and they can finally adopt the style and wear it happily and proudly.

But sometimes it doesn’t quite work that way. Maybe they realise they liked seeing it on other people but it’s not a good fit for themselves, it doesn’t feel quite right. Or maybe the change is too drastic and donning the whole outfit all at once feels like wearing a costume.

So you wary it up. You try accessories first, different makeup, single articles of clothing, adding more every now and again and growing comfortable with it. Until finally the transformation is complete and you look in the mirror and you can finally see yourself the way you want to be seen.

… or not. Maybe you put in all the work and time and effort and it still doesn’t feel right. You’re comfortable, it’s not wrong, but it’s not your style still.

So you keep trying different things. And it might take you more then ten or twenty years into adulthood before you find your style, but once you do, once it is yours and it feels right, it will all have been worth it.

Some people see a style and it’s exactly what they want to be like. Some see a style and love parts of it, but not the whole thing. They wear some of its key accessories, but personalise the rest, into something that feels more like it is their own.

But even once you have found your style, you can’t wear it everywhere. You don’t wear it to work, or to important appointments. You might not even wear it when you visit your family, might not even mention it. Because you feel that they won’t understand, or be upset, because it’s not what they wanted for you, or they hate that style, and you’re too scared to tell them its what you like to wear.

Some people are so scared of that rejection that they only look at these clothes from afar and never try them on for themselves.

And finally, styles can change. What you were comfortable with before can no longer feel right, because you’ve changed, grown out of it, or feel that you’ve grown into something else. Sometimes you hope to grow into something so you wear it early, and eventually it does fit, or sometimes you realise it wasn’t going to after all.

And people question you. “I thought you were goth. You told me you were goth.” But you’re not goth anymore. Nothing wrong with being goth, it’s still a style you love, but it’s not you anymore.

And all of that is valid.

omg this explains it so perfectly :>

Thinking about how George proudly explained that he doesn’t give out his number but Dream has it because Dream needs him for things and that Dream’s calls go through DND

Thinking about how Dream assured George didn’t wake him up after he called to confirm a silly quiz question during stream despite his very sleepy “what’s up”

Thinking about how we’ll never know for sure who called George during that one among us stream but odds are it was Dream because George’s smile said enough

Thinking about the time George kept looking at his phone to the point he had to exasperatedly explain he only texts his mom his dad and Dream....which is exactly who everyone thought he was texting in the first place

Thinking about how George kept looking at his phone every ten seconds on his birthday because Dream refused to join the discord call in favor of texting naughty messages, insults, and egg facts

Thinking about how George once again explained how Dream and only Dream’s calls go through DND, and how his calls go through DND on Dream’s phone too. How proud he was to reiterate that very important fact

Always thinking about George walking his dog while on the phone with Dream discussing the Pewdiepie seed, how they didn’t even know what was right around the corner for them

Thinking about how they’ve made the most of their distance by clearly making phone calls and texts a special part of their relationship

they love eachother so much, even if it’s just platonic

NICK & CHARLIE + HEARTSTOPPER SEASON 1

@the2headedcalf / On Love, Alain de Botton /  @tilthat / Céline Sciamma / Twitter: Nightshiftmp3 / Twitter: Thepartypope / Portrait of a Lady on Fire / The Clean House, Sarah Ruhl / The History of the Band-Aid / weird-facts.org / @roses–and–rue

WHAT ARE WE?!

WRITERS!!!

WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO?!

WRITE!!!!!

WHEN ARE WE GONNA DO IT?!

((Disgruntled muttering))

now that I have the chance to watch tommy's vod without my heart rate being cranked all the way up, I will say this: the only way to describe tommy's interaction with dream is "terrifying." tommy is running, crying, pleading with dream to leave him alone. tommy cries about how he doesn't want to be immortal, that dream is hurting him, that he wants to be left alone. he's so desperate and panicked, and watching it back was genuinely difficult. dream has no mercy. he taunts tommy, he knows exactly what to say to wind tommy up. and the worst part is that, to dream, this is fun. this is what he's wanted to do for a very long time. it's terrifying.

safety in numbers

SO LORE DAY START OF SEASON 4 HUH

connor`s lore literally

50 “Not so Nice” OC or FR Asks

List your OCs in the tags or link your lair so that people can ask you!

1. What is one word to shut them up?

2. What is the thing they feel the most guilty about?

3. What is the worst pain they’ve ever experienced?

4. Describe their worst nightmare.

5. List 3 fears; one “surface level” fear, one “repressed” fear, and one “deep dark” fear.

6. What is something that never fails to make them feel sick?

7. What feature (physical or otherwise) do they hate most about themselves?

8. Do they have anything that triggers them?

9. What is their greatest physical weakness?

10. What is their greatest mental weakness?

11. Do they have any vices?

12. Have they ever done something illegal? What was it?

13. Which of the 7 Deadly Sins best describes them?

14. Are they prone to outbursts (of violence, extreme emotion… exc… )?

15. Who do they hate the most?

16. Is there anyone who makes them feel inferior?

17. What sound always gives them a headache?

18. Is there a certain flavor that disgusts them?

19. Do they consider themselves ugly?

20. Do they consider themselves unloveable?

21. What is something that causes them great anxiety?

22. Do they have any mental illnesses?

23. Have they ever been assaulted/abused/raped?

24. Do they fear the possibility of being assaulted/abused/raped?

25. Have they ever been betrayed by someone they thought they could trust?

26. Have they ever been seriously injured?

27. How many times have they been in the hospital?

28. Is there a certain type of person that disgusts them?

29. Does what they cannot see scare them?

30. Have they ever been bullied?

31. Do they have self-confidence or self-image issues?

32. Do they have a bad relationship with their parents?

33. Have they ever been in a relationship that didn’t work out so well?

34. Have they ever self harmed?

35. If they could change one thing about themselves, what would it be?

36. Are they in control of their emotions, or are their emotions in control of them?

37. Have they ever had their freedom taken away?

38. Have they ever been imprisoned?

39. Have they ever been accused of something they didn’t do?

40. Do they often blame themselves for other people’s problems?

41. Do they get sick often?

42. Are they comfortable with where they are in life?

43. Do they wish that they could change their pasts?

44. What’s one thing they wish they could do more often, but can’t?

45. What is the emotion they most commonly experience?

46. Have they ever contemplated suicide?

47. Have they ever gone so far as to attempt suicide?

48. Is there anyone that they would willingly kill?

49. If [name] was put into ______ situation, they’d rather die than live to see it through.

50. Create your own!

Write for yourself.

Write to see the characters you can't find anywhere else.

Write to see that trope written just the way you like it.

Write to see yourself improve and grow everyday.

Write without the burden of perfection.

Write without the weight of others' expectations.

Write without fear.

Write with practice.

Write with purpose.

Write with passion.

Write for you and only you.