whatever happens, happens.

got some control, but not that much in the grand scheme of things. gotta learn to let go, slow down, and not take things so personal.

it's better/easier when i have things to distract myself with: music, working out, work, looking after the dogs.

god rememeber how badly i felt in baltimore tho. at least i had good friends there i could relate to and go out with. i kinda understand that local mentality a bit better now. i'm thankful i left home for 5 years and saw other shit. i can't imagine being ok with living in the same spot for all my years on this earth. like ok maybe ima end up buying my first house in LA but i'm glad i''ve lived/experienced other places after graduating high school.

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When two Chaotic Neutral people get married

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“I understood that I was inventing myself, and that I was doing this more in the way of a painter than in the way of a scientist. I could not count on precision or calculation; I could only count on intuition. I did not have anything exactly in mind, but when the picture was complete I would know. I did not have position, I did not have money at my disposal. I had memory, I had anger, I had despair.”

—

Jamaica Kincaid, from Lucy: A Novel

(via lifeinpoetry)

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it takes years to develop your craft. do not romanticize the idea of an ‘overnight success’. be a student. grow organically. get really good. hate your work. start over. find new ways to express the same ideas. the student becomes the master. your time will come.

encxgnito

god damn i really just need to meet somebody who i click with and not fuck it up

all i do is fuck up in the worst ways and im tired

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catchymemes

kwikemart

This goes so hard

i looked for this for so long

dirgeofcerberus111

I…I don’t have words.

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Source: play-the-game

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in all actuality i should stop fucking around and send a portfolio to modeling agencies and get picked up

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tired of feeling

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need it bad man

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Satyajit Ray at home in 1969.

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Baby-Doll Batman: The Animated Series

twostriptechnicolor

This is one criminally underrated Batman villain.

muchymozzarella

SERIOUSLY THOUGH SHE WAS MY FAVORITE BATMAN VILLAIN

Her physical condition didn’t allow her to age

No one took her seriously as an actress

And even when she was trying to get into a happy romantic relationship (albeit with another villain) he still couldn’t take her seriously as a consenting, sexually active and romantically interested adult

That’s a lot of blows to someone’s psyche

and Babydoll is both a sympathetic villain and a formidable one

barnabasdeimos

I remember this episode fucked me up a a kid.

darkslover

And man, do I wish we could see this Batman again: the Batman that consoles his villains, because the majority (if not all) of them are mentally ill people. And Batman knows this and wants them healthy again, not punished and GOD definitely not dead.

Baby Doll is so underrated as a Batman villain

but her episode was perfect

wolvensnothere

Batman: The Animated Series The story of one fucked up, traumatized little boy, doing his best to help other fucked up traumatized people.

absentlyabbie

#this show is the only batcanon that matters to me #dc can burn everything else down but they’ll never pry the dcau from cold dead clawed hands

The Batman that cares about the inmates is my favorite. He doesn’t put up with their shit, but he does try to reach out here and there and he’s as human as he can be to them.

When Harley was re-institutionalized, he got her that dress she wanted.

In the comics based on B:tAS, there was a time during Christmas that there was snow and it was Mr. Freeze’s fault, and he was making it snow because Christmas was his anniversary with Nora and she LOVED it when it snowed on Christmas, so Batman let him finish mourning before calmly taking him back to Arkham.

He never, ever gives up on Harvey possibly recovering.

Sure, Batman is going to throw punches and do what it takes to take these guys down when they’re hurting or threatening people. And he’s not going be a complete bleeding heart; he has to protect the innocent. He’s going to take them down and take them back to Arkham, but it doesn’t mean he’s incapable of being a bit human to the ones who deserve it.

hoku-san

Batman needs become human again

wetwareproblem

Because it needs to be here:

lehrastar

eric-coldfire

Remember that time a young girl with near god-like psychic powers threatened to destroy reality and the only one that could stop her was Batman because he had a previous encounter with her and was tasked with killing her to restore reality.

But instead, Batman sat with her on a swing and kept her company as the girl’s psychic powers slowly killed her.

No?

chaos-heim

Fuck you people making me emotional

thecelestialchild

The. Batman.

filbypott

This is MY Batman, not the murderous fascist they’ve made him into.

encxgnito

met a girl over summer. shit had its ups and downs and it is what it is. i dont think either of us are really feeling it anymore. a damn shame cuz i thought we really had something. it had been a very long while since i felt this way.

last convo was saturday and it was a bummer. i'm an option and she was someone i was prioritizing. thats on me though but thats why i wanna pull out of this cuz i dont wanna get my feelings hurts. today she texts me wondering where's the pic of the zucchini bread i baked with my sister (i did that instead of go on the date she blew off). FIRST OF ALL, bitch it's zucchini bread fucking google a pic or something like come on idk this clearly isn't about any damn zucchini bread and you wanna talk to me. so why not just talk to me? ask me how i'm doing or call me? not a fucking zucchini bread headass text.

i responded two hours later and idk it was just a weird exchange. i miss when this wasn't all fucked up. but i don't see why she would want anything serious with me at this point. and i don't see a reason as to why i should wanna be serious with her (altho the feeling is still very much there). i wear my heart on my sleeves and i readily spill my insides for people. maybe my existence is flawed but i am who i am. this is me. and that should be respected to some degree i would like to think. and that's just not the case.

feelings suck 10/10 wouldn't reccomend.