full of grief and admiration

did i ever post about my weird cali roommate kyle who wanted surgery to “look korean” and racefaked irl and i just remembered when he was moving in his mom saw my art in my room and was like “oh this is great your art is so so good my boy is an artist you can help kyle learn more” and i was like. EXCUSE ME??? because oh my god there is so much more i can say. he used to fail to dye his hair and use the dye remover over and over again and go out on the patio and vape at 3am smelling like rotten eggs directly outside my other horrible miserable couple roommates room and theyd be texting me pissed “fucking kyle is doing it again” he used to steal hangers. from my closet. ONE BY ONE.

do you fucking mind im kind of busy wrapping the world into my wings in a healing embrace here

those posts i rbed earlier put it on my mind and tbh me using fag/faggot less and less definitely correlates with people who dont even understand the threat behind the word “reclaiming” it every other sentence and not even in ways that make sense sometimes clearly just to get to say a slur. like we can all be honest when people were slinging that and the r slur around like crazy on here a few years back in peak kinblr it wasnt reclamation lmfao but at the end of the day i wish you could actually reclaim fag without some out of touch queer who wont even face the discomfort/real life danger of acknowledging their ability to be a fag taking that as an open invitation to be actually homophobic to you on a regular basis.

finally bought a chicken sandwich off my coworker idk why i was fucking around with the popeyes curse this shit is so much better