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Betrayal – A Bucky Barnes Fanfic Chapter 53

AU / BuckyxOC

Summary:

Ava is an aspiring journalist, working on her first big story. Her life gets confusing when she meets James Buchanan Barnes, a charming, good-looking man, that she can hardly stay away from. She finds herself falling for him, hard, all while being haunted from ghosts of her past. But she can’t shake the feeling that he is hiding something from her.

chapter 53, in which James tries to save Ava.

CW: violence, blood, knives, death (no major character death)

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word count: 1733

Chapter 53

Slowly the image became clearer again. Ava blinked irritably into the bright light that surrounded her. Her head was pounding loudly in her ears – it was painful. Something damp was sticking to the back of her head and she tried to bring her hand to the sticky spot. Startled, she found that she could not move her hands. All at once her field of vision came back into focus, her eyes widening in fear. She was tied to a wooden chair and her first guess was that she was in one of the warehouses.

The ceiling above her was several metres high and the glare of the LED lights from the ceiling caused pain in her eyes. Desperately, Ava yanked at her handcuffs – to no avail. The cable ties that secured her wrists to the armrests of the chair cut painfully into her flesh.

“Ah,” a voice sounded behind her and Ava tried in vain to catch a glimpse of the person speaking, “Our guest of honour is awake.”

Ava heard footsteps coming towards her from behind. Her heart began to beat faster. How would she get out of here? Hastily, her eyes searched the room and got stuck on two dangerous-looking dudes standing in front of a door a little way from her. She would never get past them. Besides, there was the problem of the cable ties.

“I see our Persephone has arrived. Now it’s only a matter of time before her noble knight shows up to rescue her from the clutches of the evil Hades.” Loki made his appearance and bent down to Ava.

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Betrayal – A Bucky Barnes Fanfic Chapter 52

AU / BuckyxOC

Summary:

Ava is an aspiring journalist, working on her first big story. Her life gets confusing when she meets James Buchanan Barnes, a charming, good-looking man, that she can hardly stay away from. She finds herself falling for him, hard, all while being haunted from ghosts of her past. But she can’t shake the feeling that he is hiding something from her.

chapter 52, in which Ava and James are running out of time.

CW: describtion of violence, stalking

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word count: 3652

Chapter 52

08:20 am

James’s POV

James had been restless all night. Natasha might have wanted to jump down his throat a couple of times when he only half-heartedly participated in her briefing on the case. Natasha had brought James up to speed on what IT had been able to find out – which wasn’t much. They knew Loki was behind the art forgeries. But their captain insisted that the why should be found out first before they were to arrest Loki. For James, that meant continuing to work undercover for Loki.

He hated it. Every time he looked at Loki, he had to think about what that bastard had done to Ava. All the time he was working, his thoughts circled around Ava – around her safety, around her stubbornness. He was worried.

Last night, too, he had had to think about Ava again and again. It had been indescribable to be physically and emotionally connected to her again. It still took his breath away what just the smallest of Ava’s touches triggered in him. Natasha showed no understanding of him, nor did she inquire further about what had happened between him and Ava that night. She would certainly prefer to hear it from Ava. And what would Ava tell Natasha?

James couldn’t take it any longer. He had to talk to Ava again, hear her voice, talk about last night. It was unbearable not to fall asleep every night with Ava in his arms. She was everything to him and returning to his empty flat every night brought him physical pain. Nervously, he dialled her number, fervently hoping she would give him a chance to explain himself.

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Betrayal – A Bucky Barnes Fanfic Chapter 51

AU / BuckyxOC

Summary:

Ava is an aspiring journalist, working on her first big story. Her life gets confusing when she meets James Buchanan Barnes, a charming, good-looking man, that she can hardly stay away from. She finds herself falling for him, hard, all while being haunted from ghosts of her past. But she can’t shake the feeling that he is hiding something from her.

chapter 51, in which Ava puts the pieces together.

CW: mention of sexual abuse, abusive relationship

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word count: 1910

Chapter 51

“Ava?” James’ voice seemed to reach Ava from a great distance. It sounded like he was miles away, but the next moment she could feel his hand on her arm. He pulled her close and held her tightly in his arms. A sob tore from her throat and Ava felt tears running down her cheeks. This was the last piece of the puzzle she was missing. Suddenly it all made sense.

Loki had indeed broken into her flat so many weeks ago. He had found her, even though she was sure he wouldn’t find her in a city of millions. She had been so sure that New York had been the perfect retreat, the perfect refuge from Loki. She had been wrong. All at once she also understood why Natasha and James had been so keen to protect her. The two of them had known all along that Loki was behind the business with the vans and the warehouses. That was why the taskforce was called in.

Ava knew Loki was a dangerous man and that he would put up with a lot to get revenge on Ava. What she didn’t understand was why Loki had started art dealing. What did he get out of it?

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#yes tfatws ep 4 is my favorite ep because of the plot BUCKY BARNES in THE FALCON AND THE WINTER SOLDIER 1.04 “The Whole World is Watching” (2021)

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An Old Fashioned Meet Cute

A/N: hi! this is my first fic here and i hope you like it. comments and constructive criticism is very much appreciated just please be nice and i tried not to describe nor reader nor the Hilda character too much apart from the fact that they are plus size so it can cater to more people (altough the Hilda character is a white woman originally, I left that out because I wanted everyone to be able to read it) :D. and a huge thank you to @divine-mistake for encouraging me to make this blog and post my fics. ily Tay <3, this one’s for you.

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x plus size Reader

Word count: 2.1k

Summary: Bucky didn’t remember much of his life before the war. Not as much as he would like, anyway. But he was content to at least have remembered something. The memories of his teenage shenanigans with Steve always made him laugh. But there was a memory that he didn’t even know it was on his mind until that day when he accompanied Steve to the thrift shop. And until an Avengers party, where he met you.

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PAIRING: Soft!Dark!Bucky Barnes x Reader (no Y/N)

SYNOPSIS: Bucky and a girl he never met before have to go undercover as married on a mission to Europe. He feels alienated in the modern world, while she goes through life alone and abandoned. Maybe they can find a new home in each other, but she’s not easily convinced.

Soft!Bucky turning to Grey and then Dark as the story progresses from pining, jealousy, unrequited love, to forced (real) marriage and noncon. The slowest of slow burn, but will have a happy ending!

Will contain: angst, fluff, smut, hurt/comfort, masturbation, brat wife taming, sweet dirty talk, frottage, bondage, cockwarming, and breeding kink. One instance of violence, but not toward our main characters.

LEGEND: Angst ◈ / Smut ◎ / Noncon ◩ / Violence ▲

THEMES: Hope, Forgiveness

WORD COUNT: don’t know yet but it’s gonna be a long boi

Chapters:

  1. Prologue
  2. The dawn’s recurrent light ◈ ◎
  3. Clouds environ now
  4. Do not forget
  5. To mend their own ways
  6. Calling to us, from the deep
  7. Fiercer than the pain that folds you
  8. I have loved thee, love, before
  9. Shadows make it swell ◈ ◎
  10. Long, long years of dark despair
  11. Her thorns were my only delight ◈ ◎
  12. Whilst thou dost sleep ◈
  13. This wild lust of having ◈
  14. Immutable and cold ▲
  15. All alone, my glory
  16. One repelled, one fond ◎ ◩
  17. Excuse from pain ◎ ◩
  18. On which my ruins rest ◈ ◎
  19. Behold my soul’s true face ◈ ◎
  20. Epilogue
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color - part two

bucky barnes x reader | winter solider/soulmate au | themes: angst, fluff | warning: language/violence | words: 3k+ | part one

Your life is in black and white till you’re connected with your soulmate. Everyone gets one right? Or so you’ve been told. But all your life you’d come to never expect on. A monster like you doesn’t deserve one. But things happen when you least expect it.

blue ~ stability, tranquility, calm. 

Ooooo this is so good so far!!! Can’t wait for more!!!

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The Midnight Coconuts

Summary: Bucky and his girl take a trip to the grocery store. Several things are involved, including coconuts, a 25cent gum-ball machine, Avengers branded Jell-O, chocolate milk straight from the jug, and tampons.  Characters: Bucky x Reader Words: 3k Warnings: Some swearing. Insane levels of fluff. Dangerously adorable Bucky. One (1) random reference to Not Another Teen Movie. 

A/N: Listen, I will never be over silly domestic Bucky! I originally started this story before TFATWS came out and when I imagined Sam had a niece, so just go with it. Part of me wrote this, because I needed to convince myself that I love grocery shopping (one can only eat takeaway and Trader Joe’s Orange Chicken for so long) and the other part wrote this because I firmly believe domestic routines can be the most romantic adventures out there.

When the doors to the grocery store whoosh open with a gust of stale manufactured air, Bucky skids to an abrupt and dramatic stop.  

“WAIT!”

Behind him, you stumble in panic, fumbling with an armful of reusable grocery bags. Instantly you’re imagining spilled blood and stab wounds and clean ups on aisle three and god dammit, how can there be a problem? This is a grocery store at midnight on a Wednesday. Shouldn’t the forces of evil be sleeping? Why is it so impossible to get a day off work? Don’t they know you need rest? And peanut butter? And that you’re dangerously low on toilet paper?

The forces of evil are the worst.

Raising weary fists, you huff.

“What? Where is it?”

Bucky sidesteps toward a row of small red and green machines beside the entrance, falling to his knees and smushing his nose eagerly against the glass. Reaching a hand behind him, there are several impatient grabby motions, before he glances back.

“Babe, can you give me a quarter? I need a gum-ball.”

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Two Kingdoms Masterlist

Summary: Y/N, set to be a queen, is taken on her wedding day by King James, the ruler of another land. At first glance James’ Kingdom seems to be thriving but Y/N soon realizes something darker and more sinister is at work in James’ land. And she seems to be at the center of it.

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3B - Series Masterlist

Summary: Bucky is used to being alone, so is the girl living in apartment 3B. He keeps to his routine, to crossing off amends. But mutual loneliness forges an unlikely friendship. Alone and reclusive, sweet and incredibly strange, with deep secrets and regrets, 3B has more to reveal than meets the eye.

Pairing: Bucky X Reader

Series warnings so far: Mentions of god (not religion), mentions of death, abandonment issues, panic attacks

Tag list is now closed.

A/N: This series will be 6 parts. I will try to keep to an upload schedule of every Sunday at 3PM EST.

  1. Bucky Barnes vs. god
  2. Confessions at the 7-Eleven
  3. Vanishing Cabinet
  4. New York, Interrupted
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chromatic | prologue

*gif not mine

AUTHOR’S NOTE: welcome to my new series! this is my first marvel oneshot, let alone one shot series. there's more to come! <3 (side note, don't judge my wandavision gif, it sticks to the plot best lol)

  • PAIRING: Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader / Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader
  • WORD COUNT: 201
  • INSPO: a series on TikTok by @serenaivory of the same name.
prologue | 1 | 2 | 3

In a dystopian universe, individuals cannot experience color until they meet their soulmate. Black and white is solely what familiarizes them. A burst of color explodes the world around them when facing their kindred spirit. Their soul, mind, body, and spirit are finally intact. As if they were reborn. Kismet, one would say. Though, for her, it is serendipity—a fortunate accident. She was certain that she had met the one, although she was not able to see color with him. She completed him, as he completed her.

Steve lost everything in his life; a chance of love, happiness, and individuality. Entering a coma of 70 years destroyed him. He leaned on a person to revive him. Her.

Seeing color was insignificant to them, prone to their black and white world around them. Colors did not justify the intense emotion felt for one another. They knew they were soulmates, no matter the vivid colors they dreamt of seeing. Until Bucky, the best friend enters the subject. The moment he and her lock gazes, chromatic colors appear before them. They welcome the beauty of the blues, reds, purples, and greens. Overwhelming it was, enough to give them a headache. Similar to the circumstance.

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