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Confessions of a Genderfluid Pansexual Christian

@gender-fluidpansexual-blog / gender-fluidpansexual-blog.tumblr.com

I am gender fluid and pansexual, but I'm also Christian. I'm just here to spread a little love and share a little awareness.
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Shows I’m Told I Should Watch but I Don’t Have Time For

1 Game of Thrones

2 Death Note

3 Black Butler

4 CSI (any/all of them)

5 Sword Art Online

6 Any Star Trek other than Next Generation

7 Daredevil

8 Green Arrow

9 Archer

10 Fullmetal Alchemist

11 One Piece

12 Flash

13 The Walking Dead

14 Dexter

15 Breaking Bad

... and I’m sure there’s a lot more

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I guess I’ll just start off by explaining that I, up until recently, was still friends with my rapist. But I’ll explain why. I was in a three year relationship with the man. At the time I didn’t realize that he was raping me. I didn’t realize that I was allowed to tell the person that I was in a relationship with “no”.When I finally realized what was happening, I talked to him about it and at the time I thought that he honestly didn’t realize what he was doing. So i decided that I no longer wanted to be in a relationship with him but we could still be friends. We slept together off and on (all of which was consensual), but recently he wanted to sext me and he wanted to play out a rape fantasy. That was when I realized that when I said no and fought against him, it got him off. He got off on forcing me to have sex with him. I guess the point of all of this is that I want anyone who is reading this to know that what I chose to do was the wrong thing to do. I wish that I had gone to the police when I first realized what was happening. Never let someone tell you that what you feel is invalid. And don’t let anyone talk you out of doing what you know is the right thing to do.

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Health

So I am about to the point where if one more thing goes wrong in my body, I’m gonna just call it quits. Let me explain what I mean. I have type 1 diabetes, celiac disease, I am allergic to practically the entire planet, I have low iron levels, anemia, constant abdominal pain, pretty frequent nausea and vomiting, and I am bleeding somewhere in my digestive tract. I get to find out where I am bleeding on the 7th of June. Needless to say I am a little nervous. Sorry, I really just needed to get that out.

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