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Fake Yours - Part 3

Title: Fake Yours - Part 3

Pairing: Dean x Reader 

Word Count: 4,892

Warnings: Fluff, Reader’s Mom is a Bitch, Nostalgia, ANGST, Self-esteem Issues, Anxiety, oh and ANGST.

Summary: Your brother is getting married to one of your best friends, and you’re the maid of honour. Your horrible mother is on your case about showing up with a date, as you ex, the best man, has moved on. Your only option is to beg the stranger who took you home, to pretend to be your boyfriend until the wedding is over. How much pretending did you really have to do to convince them all it was real?

A/N: Here we go!! I’m loving your thoughts on this series so far!! Y’all are making me more excited to post more with all of your comments!! I hope you enjoy this part!! As always, feedback is greatly appreciated!

*If you would like to be tagged, please politely send an ask. Any rude messages will be ignored*

 The sun was streaming through the windows, resting directly towards the bed. You began to stir, your body waking pretty calmly. That was the one good thing about being at the cabin. You could sleep in and not worry about when you woke up. Your eyes fluttered open, instantly falling on Dean’s sleeping form next to you. He kept his distance for the last couple of nights. The bed was big enough that neither of you touched throughout the night.

 He looked relaxed when he slept. Worry free. He slept on his side, facing you this time. His arm shoved under his pillow. Some time during the night, his shirt got lost and you tried your hardest not to stare at his freckle dusted shoulders. That was the easy part of this whole arrangement. You were physically attracted to Dean. You wouldn’t have slept with him otherwise.

This part made me cry!😢 poor Y/N..

But it was so good!💕💕

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Fake Yours

Title: Fake Yours

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Word Count: 6,338

Warnings: General Angst, Fluff, Smut, Male and Female Receiving, Alcohol Consumption, Low Self -Esteem, Reader’s Mom is a Bitch. 

Summary: Your brother is getting married to one of your best friends, and you’re the maid of honour. Your horrible mother is on your case about showing up with a date, as you ex, the best man, has moved on. Your only option is to beg the stranger who took you home, to pretend to be your boyfriend until the wedding is over. How much pretending did you really have to do to convince them all it was real?

Square Filled: Fake Dating ( @spnfluffbingo2019) Coitus Interruptus ( @spnkinkbingo)

A/N: Here we go! First part of the ride! I hope y’all enjoy this one! As always, feedback is greatly appreciated! Happy reading!! 

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 “Can I get another double please,” you pointed to your now empty glass. The young bartender nodded his head, grabbing the top shelf whiskey he had on the counter for you. This was about to be your third double of the night, and you knew deep down that you should slow down. The rational part of you did anyways. But you weren’t in that state of mind. Not this time.

 “That bad huh?” a deep voice filled your ears. In the corner of your eye, you saw someone taking a seat in what was the empty chair next to you. You mustered up your best smile, turning to face this man. He was handsome, and that was the first thing you thought to yourself as you set eyes on him. Short, light brown hair, bit of stubble coating his cheeks. Handsome, you smiled.

Loved it💕💕

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If Anything Happened to You

Title: If Anything Happened to You

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Word Count: 5,358

Warnings: Angst, Argument, Alcohol Consumption, Sexual Harassment, Implications of Depression and Anxiety, Suicidal Ideations, Fluff, Smut

Summary: After jumping in front of the gun one too many times, the Winchester’s are wondering if there is something more to it than just saving them. 

Squares Filled: Late Night Call ( @spngenrebingo) Free Space (@spnfluffbingo2019) Case Fic ( @spnkinkbingo)

A/N: This is also for my weekly writing challenge week seven. I hope y’all enjoy this one!! Feedback is greatly appreciated!! xoxox

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 The impala was completely silent as Dean drove down the quiet roads of the small town you were in. Hell, you couldn’t even remember where you were. Somewhere in Pennsylvania? You just hopped in wherever they took you. They being the Winchester’s. Your hunting partners. Your family. Your best friends.

 Right now, they were the farthest thing from your best friends. Dean especially. You could understand why from one point, but you were doing what you thought was best at the time. You were stepping in to save him. If you hadn’t, he wouldn’t have been driving right now. This night would have ended much different than with him pissed at you. You could deal with pissed. You couldn’t deal with him dead. You were fine anyways. Not even a scratch. Yes, it could have been really bad, but it wasn’t.

Omg!! Loved itt💕💕

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What Could Have Been 5

Description: Y/N Y/L/N and Dean Winchester were best friends and hunting partners, having a secret relationship for two years into their seven-year friendship. Dean out of the blue break his ties with Eveline and sends her off. What happens when he finds her seventeen years later?

Pairings: Dean X Reader (ex-best friend and boyfriend/girlfriend)

Characters: John Winchester, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Mary Winchester, Bobby Singer. 

Warnings: Angst, Smut MUST BE 18+ to read mentions of Fingering and intercourse in this chapter, Mentions of stabbing and self-harm. 

A/N: I hope you guys enjoy as always My Tag list is Open! please feel free to ASK to join. Feedback is always appreciated, even if you think it sucks let me know how I can make it better. Read my other fics HERE and give me some feedback!

Smut Begins Below The Cut

Oh Gosh!!! Finally the secret is out!! I hope Y/N forgive Dean.

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What Could Have Been 3

Description: Y/N Y/L/N and Dean Winchester were best friends and hunting partners, having a secret relationship for two years into their seven-year friendship. Dean out of the blue break his ties with Y/N and sends her off. What happens when he finds her seventeen years later?

Pairings: Dean X Reader (ex-best friend and boyfriend/girlfriend)

Characters: John Winchester, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Mary Winchester, Bobby Singer. 

Warnings: Angst, Smut, Fluff. (so far will post more as the story writes itself lol)

A/N: I hope you guys enjoy as always My Tag list is Open! please feel free to ASK to join. Feedback is always appreciated, even if you think it sucks let me know how I can make it better. Read my other fics HERE and give me some feedback!

Don’t forget to Reblog and let me know what you think! (DO NOT STEAL)

A very big thank you as always to @coffee-obsessed-writer (Beta reader) and @jamielea81 (Idea Bouncer) for your support and friendship! as well as a few others you know who you are!

May 2016, Nine months after Sam met with Y/N

“Y/N come on wake up.”

               Y/N stirred in her sleep. She opened her eyes to see the eyes of the one person she loved the most. There staring back at her were the green eyes that made her heart skip a beat. She smiled into the pillow and burrowed deeper into it.

“Go away” she muffled.

               His soft chuckle and swarm hands caressed her body as he pressed soft kissed along her body.

“Come on birthday girl, I have a present for you.” He whispered in her ear.

               Y/N groaned as she got up. Just last night, Dean had kissed her out of the blue when a guy tried to pick her up at the movie theater. The kiss sent shock waves along her body. She pushed Dean away and looked at him with questioning eyes. The next thing she knew he was kissing her more profound, his tongue asking for permission, which she gave.

“What if I want my present to be me staying in this bed and sleeping?” She mumbled.

               Dean touched her cheek gingerly and smiled. He pulled her up and carried her bridal style to the shower. Dean turned on the cold water and dumped her in, running away and closing the door. He chuckled at her screams and cursed.

“YOU ARE SOOOO DEAD WINCHESTER” she yelled.

“Take a number!” he yelled back.

I want Dean to know about AJ ASAP!! I wonder how he’ll react! 🤔

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What Could Have Been 2

Description: Y/N Y/L/N and Dean Winchester were best friends and hunting partners, having a secret relationship for two years into their seven-year friendship. Dean out of the blue break his ties with Eveline and sends her off. What happens when he finds her seventeen years later?

Pairings: Dean X Reader (ex-best friend and boyfriend/girlfriend)

Characters: John Winchester, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Mary Winchester, Bobby Singer. 

Warnings: Angst, Smut MUST BE 18+ to read mentions of Fingering and intercourse in this chapter, Mentions of stabbing and self-harm. 

A/N: I hope you guys enjoy as always My Tag list is Open! please feel free to ASK to join. Feedback is always appreciated, even if you think it sucks let me know how I can make it better. Read my other fics HERE and give me some feedback!

Word Count: 4905

(Grabbed the GIF from Google: name is on the Jufelicio is the creator of this GIF)

Thank You to @coffee-obsessed-writer (beta reader) and @jamielea81 (idea bouncer) who help me make sure this fic is headed in the right direction and for their support! 

February 2006

Y/N pushed her kart of groceries along the Isle. AJ sat in the child seat babbling happily at her.  

“ookie momma!” He squealed as he tried to reach for a bag of cookies.  

“AJ, we have cookies at home honey.” She told her toddler gently.  

AJ gave her a pout but stayed well behaved nonetheless. He learned from an early age that mommy gave him things when he acted appropriately, he was astute for a two-year-old. Y/N was amazed at how smart he was. She rummaged through her purse and fished out his favorite stuffed toy. AJ hugged it tight and began making noises for it. Y/N smiled and continued walking, She was glad to have this time with him. She had finished another semester and moving on into her next, her classes going well, smooth with all the lore and hunting she continued to do. She cursed when she bumped into the person in front of her.  

“I’m sorry, I wasn’t paying attention.” She told the person she bumped into.  

Her breath caught in her throat as she saw the familiar eyes of Sam Winchester. His hair was longer than she remembered.  

“Y/N?” He chuckled as he moved to hug her.  

“Yeah, Hi Sam. I’m sorry about bumping into you, it’s hard to control a kart with a toddler.” She smiled pointing at AJ.  

“Oh wow! When did this happen?” Sam smiled at AJ who pushed his stuffed animal at Sam to show him.  

“Two years ago. After Dean and I broke up. I guess fate is funny.” She said sadly, “He’s not here is he?” she panicked.  

Sam raised his eyebrow at her, “No, he’s back at our motel. We were on a case, and I’m just out getting supplies.”  

“Oh, cool.” She smiled in relief, “So, this is AJ.” She pointed to her son.  

Ahh! AJ was about to say his last name !!! Dammit Bobby!😩

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What Could Have Been 1

A/N: A Very big Thank you to @jamielea81 and @coffee-obsessed-writer for their help in bringing this piece to life.

Description: Y/N Y/L/N and Dean Winchester were best friends and hunting partners, having a secret relationship for two years into their seven-year friendship. Dean out of the blue break his ties with Y/N and sends her off. What happens when he finds her seventeen years later?

Pairings: Dean X Reader (ex-best friend and boyfriend/girlfriend)

Characters: John Winchester, Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Mary Winchester, Bobby Singer. 

Warnings: Angst, Smut, Fluff, Pregnancy, Violence. 

January 2002

             She dressed quickly and quietly as he slept soundly. Y/N Y/L/N watched as her best friend of seven years and her boyfriend of two snored softly. She gave him a small smile and a soft kiss on his cheek before leaving the motel room to grab a coffee. Dean Winchester knew how to make her heart race and her skin tingle. She made her way to the local diner and ordered two coffees and a pig and a poke special for Dean. Y/N knew how much Dean loved bacon. Paying for her order, she walked in just in time to see John Winchester sitting at the motel table.

             John had left them alone to hunt, but he came back earlier than expected. Y/N saw Dean’s bed empty and the sound of water running. Y/N cleared her throat and put the food on the table.

“Sorry, John would have gotten you something too if I knew you were going to be here.” She smiled apologetically.

“No worries Kiddo,” John huffed.

             Y/N knew that tone of voice, he was pissed about something. Y/N began to wonder if John knew about her relationship with Dean. For two years they had kept it to themselves, but now she began to worry. John already didn’t like her, the mere fact that he used ‘Kiddo’ was an insult. Y/N sighed in relief as Dean walked out, but his face was grave and cold. He didn’t even acknowledge her. Y/N began drinking her coffee and sighed.

“I got you some breakfast Dean, they had a pig and a poke on special” she cleared her throat.

“Yeah, thanks” he dismissed her.

             Y/N could see John stone cold face as he gave her a sideways glance. She wondered what John had told him, what John could have possibly said to get Dean to brush her off. She knew that John was mad at Sam for going off to college. But to try and control Dean? She wanted to prepare herself for the worst possible scenario.

Poor reader! 💔

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Just Want to be Loved

Title: Just Want to be Loved

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Word Count: 4,865

Warnings: Angst, Anxiety, Depression, Touch Starvation, Alcohol Consumption, Fluff. 

Summary: Sam’s away on a “hunt”, leaving you and Dean alone in the bunker. After a nightmare, Dean suggests that the two of you get drunk. Little do you know, Dean has other intentions.  

Square Filled: Touch Starvation

A/N: For @spnfluffbingo. Also for my SPN Weekly Writing Challenge Week Two. I hope y’all enjoy this one. Feedback is extremely appreciated! Gif was made by me.

  “You sure you don’t want some help on this Sam?” you offered as you followed him through the library.

 “Trust me, Y/N. I’ve got this one. Jody and Donna are going to be there. I’m merely backup,” he chuckled. “Get some rest. That ankle isn’t going to heal on its own.”

 “It is healed, dork,” you teased. “It happened eight months ago. Wait a second - are you - are you meeting up with a girl?”

 “I’ll call when I get to Jody’s,” he told you.

So cute and amazing!!!! Ahhh!!! Justt Perfect!!♥️♥️

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Annual Birthday Present

Title: Annual Birthday Present

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Word Count: 3,226

Warnings: Male Receiving, Smut, Stripper!Reader, Semi- Public Sex, So much Smut. 18+ Only, Fluff. 

Summary: Every year, you and Dean have a birthday tradition. One where he picks what he wants and you do the rest. This year, you can’t help but think about how much things have changed between the two of you since you started this. 

Square Filled: Free Space

A/N: For @spnkinkbingo. Happy birthday Dean! Feedback is greatly appreciated. xoxox

 Dean Winchester was a man of many things. He was a badass hunter with a killer right hook and aim like you wouldn’t believe. He had taken down more monsters than anyone could count, and that number was still growing. But Dean was more than just a hunter, and oftentimes, he forgot that himself. He wasn’t just a hunter. Dean was an avid pie eater, and loved watching Dr Sexy, even though he told everyone that it was the only channel he could get. He loved beer, and his car. He told jokes that no one but you laughed at.

Goshh!!! That was hot!🔥 Your writings are the bestt!💕

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Long Time Part 4

Title: Long Time: Blast From the Past

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Word Count: 2,840

Warnings: Fluff, Cigarette Smoking, Underage Drinking, Vomiting, Mentions of Death, Self- Loathing. 

SummaryDean Winchester is a single parent to his six year old daughter, Mary. His daughter brings home her best friend, Ella, who’s mother is running late. He takes her in to wait, not quite able to place where he had seen this  girl before. When she knocks on the door, he finally realizes just where he’s seen the little girl. She’s a spitting image of her mother, Y/N. The girl he fell for many years ago.

A/N: Here is part 4. Feedback is greatly appreciated!  Happy reading!! 

  Dean and the girls walked you back to your house so you could grab Ella’s stuff. Ella wanted to help you get her stuff for her. You knew Dean was going to look around while he was waiting for the two of you to come back. Ella came down with her bag ready to head over with the Winchester’s. You could see it on her face that she was excited. You remember that feeling all too well when you got to have a sleepover at a friends house. 

 You walked her to the front door where Dean and Mary were waiting. You crossed your arms over your body as she put her shoes back on. It was definitely going to be a little strange without her for the night. 

  “Bye Mommy! Love you!” she smiled, blowing you a kiss before she headed out the front door with Mary. 

 “What are your plans for tomorrow?” Dean asked you. A soft smile playing across his pink plump lips. 

 “Grocery shopping. Yay!” you chuckled. “What about you?”

 “How about you come over tomorrow night and I’ll cook you a really nice dinner. Ella can hang out with Mary, I’ll get to spend time with you,” he offered. He pulled his bottom lip between his teeth, hoping your answer would be yes. After how well the night went, you wanted to. Spending time with Dean wasn’t as scary, not after he hugged you close to him earlier on. Ella would enjoy spending time with her best friend.

So good!!♥️ can’t wait for more!✨

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Girl in the Coffee Shop

Pairing: Jensen x Reader

Word Count: 291

Warnings: Fluff

Square Filled: Coffee Shop AU

It was late, as it usually was when you sat here. The cars driving by with their headlights shining bright into the store every so often. It was still the only place you could think. The only place that you could focus on anything. 

  You brought your second cup of coffee up to your lips. You crossed your legs on the chair, trying to make yourself comfortable before continuing on. It was always so quiet at this time of night. It was comforting, at least for you. 

  “Uh, excuse me miss,” a deep voice cut you from your thoughts. Your eyes flicked up, meeting with a gorgeous pair of green eyes you had every laid eyes on. You smiled softly, your heart racing a mile a minute. You knew those green eyes anywhere. Those eyes belonged to one man. Jensen Ackles. 

  “Hi,” you smiled, reminding yourself to keep your cool. He was just another human being. 

  “Hey!” he breathed out with a smile playing on his lips. “I noticed you a little while ago, and my friend isn’t going to let me leave unless I buy you a coffee.”

  “Oh really?” you smiled at him, furrowing your brows. “And why is he making you do such a thing?”

  “Probably because he’s caught me checking you out at least five times since we got here,” he admitted. 

  “Well, I am finished my second coffee. I’m not too sure I need another one,” you chuckled. “Considering it’s nearly nine.”

  “That’s fair enough,” he shrugged. “How about I buy you hot chocolate instead?”

  “I’d like that,” you nodded. “On one condition.”

  “Anything.”

  “You buy one for yourself and you sit here with me and tell me a little about you, stranger.”

  “It’s a date.”

So sweet♥️

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One Night Is Not Enough - Chapter 1

Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader

Summary: Being an actress is not easy and there are up and downs to the job. Little did you know that being cast on the hit show Supernatural will change your life. Will you be ready for this adventure of a lifetime?

Warnings: None

Word Count: 1.2k

A/N: My attempt on starting a Jensen Ackles series. Please be gentle. As always, thank you @dean-winchesters-bacon Because I don’t even know if I would post this without her kicking my ass.

“I’m sorry miss, we’re fully booked.” The receptionist looked at you and you could swear that she pitied you. You must be looking a little lost but most of all, you probably looked pathetic.

“What do you mean, you’re full?” You asked her, raising your voice a little, but it wasn’t something you could control.

You’ve been travelling the whole day with a delayed connection flight and hearing the receptionist say things like this, let’s just say, it’s not particularly lifting up your foul mood.

“Full, as in, there’s no room left.”

There was the look again. A look that says get the fuck out. But oh no, not today, Satan.

I’m already invested.. looking forward to this!

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Studying

Hey @spn-fan-girl-173, Happy Birthday!  Lots of love from your SPN Family!

You collapsed on the couch, certain that your body would just melt away into nothingness with how exhausted you were.  It had been three straight weeks of studying and tests, tests and studying.

Med school was definitely kicking your butt.

Especially with it being finals season, everything seemed to be amped up to 1000x its normal stress level.  You spent more time in the library or study rooms than you did your own apartment.

You felt like you hadn’t even seen Sam in years, even though you climbed into bed next to him late at night and left him sleeping in the early hours of the morning.

You missed him, even when you knew he was right there.

You must have fallen asleep, at least partially, because the next thing you knew, Sam was wrapping his arms around you and pulling you into his lap.  He kissed you into consciousness, earning a hum of pleasure from you.

“Sam,” you breathed once he pulled back.  He smiled at you like he had the first day he met you, a smile filled with awe and shyness. 

“How’s studying going?” he asked you, making your heart beat in a panic.  How long had you been sleeping?  You had way too much to do for naps, it was time to get back to work.

Sam obviously read your mind.

“Hey, it’s okay.  Go grab your books, we can sit here and I’ll quiz you.”

You couldn’t believe how lucky you were.  Not only did you have the most amazing, perfect boyfriend ever, but he actually wanted to help you study.

You kissed him before standing up.  “You’re the best, Sam.”

His responding grin could energize you forever.

happy birthday from @just-another-busy-fangirl

Thanku! That was so sweet😍

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Long Time Part 2

Title: Long Time Part 2: Dean Winchester

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Word Count: 2,841

Warnings: Angst, Self-Hate, Self-Doubt, Implications of a Past Abusive Relationship, Money Problems. A Pinch of Fluff. 

SummaryDean Winchester is a single parent to his six year old daughter, Mary. His daughter brings home her best friend, Ella, who’s mother is running late. He takes her in to wait, not quite able to place where he had seen this  girl before. When she knocks on the door, he finally realizes just where he’s seen the little girl. She’s a spitting image of her mother, Y/N. The girl he fell for many years ago.

A/N: After nearly a year, here is part 2! There is lots more to come! Fasten your seatbelts. We are just getting started. I hope y’all enjoy this! Feedback is greatly appreciated! xoxox

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 You were in the kitchen, preparing everything you needed for dinner. You were going to make parmesan chicken for the first time, with the recipe off of the food network. You weren’t the world’s greatest cook, but you could follow a recipe better than anything. You wanted to do something nice for you and Ella for dinner.

 You were grating the cheese when you heard the tiny footsteps coming down the stairs. Your beautiful little girl made her way over to you with a smile playing on her lips. Not just any smile. The smile that meant she wanted something and she desperately wanted you to say yes.

Loved it♥️ so excited for the rest if the series! ♥️♥️

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Something to Tell You

Title: Something to Tell You

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Word Count: 5,187

Warnings: Unprotected Sex, Smut, General SPN Angst, Angsty Situations, Fluff, Pregnant!Reader

Summary: A really rough hunt leaves both you and Dean a little shaken up. Both of you are thankful to have made it out alive. One thing leads to another and choices are made. 

Squares Filled:  Engagement for @spnfluffbingo                           Wrong Place Wrong Time for @spngenrebingo

A/N: This is also for @squirrel-moose-winchester. I hope y’all enjoy this one! I loved writing it. Feedback is greatly appreciated! 

 You pulled Dean’s robe tightly around your body before slipping on the fuzzy slippers you had bought about a month ago. The bunker was always cold, even worse if it was mid winter. You constantly needed layers to keep you warm, and it was great when you needed to cool down. You needed something extra today.

 You carefully made your way through the bunker hallways, heading to the kitchen to make yourself something to eat. You had a craving for apple pie all of a sudden, and you weren’t going to be satisfied until you had the taste on your tongue.

Awww!! Soo fluffy! Loved it♥️♥️♥️

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The Werewolf of Lebanon

SPN Fanfic

~Dean is super tired of Sam’s beard and after some teasing, finds a creative way to possibly get him to shave.~

Dean Winchester x Reader, Sam Winchester x Reader

5,524 Words

Warnings: NSFW. Crack, Fluff, Broments, Romance, SMUT. 18+

A/N: Set in s14, no spoilers besides the epic Sam!Beard…Please let me know what you think. If you like something, say something… Please Smut Responsibly ™

“Ya gotta shave that thing. I’m tellin’ ya, between the beard and the hair… it’s like Abbot and Costello Meet Wolfman in here.”

“Dean, that’s enough, OK? Everyone likes it.”

“Everyone is lying to you.”

Their boots hit the stairs and you looked up from your book, only half listening the brothers’ argument.

Sam sucked his teeth and bounced down the stairs, quickly pulling out the chair at the head of the table and sinking into it. “Whatever.”

Dean approached and tapped the foot you had stretched out on the seat he wanted, and you lifted your leg to let him sit. “Well,” he said, grabbing your foot as soon as he’d settled and pulling it into his lap. “What’s your take?”

Playing dumb, you looked up innocently. “What’s that?”

Dean gave you a dimple laden frown and nodded at his brother. “The beard, Y/N/N. What’s your take on the fact that we’re living with Lon Chaney Jr?”

That was funny and hottt🔥🔥 Loved it♥️♥️

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Goodbye

~Dean knows he can’t have the life he wants and as hard as it is, he has to say goodbye…~

1,454 Words

Dean x Reader

Warnings: Angst, Post-Sexual Encounter, Drunkenness, Brief Mention of Loss (tw description in tags)

The bed creaked as he rolled away; it bounced when his weight lifted from the edge.

Her eyes were closed and Y/N could not bear to open them. There was no way to stop him, no way to get him to change his mind, and the last thing she wanted was to watch him walk away.

Dean sighed heavily as he bent to collect his jeans from the floor. The ripped denim stood out like a splash of indigo ink on the ugly beige carpet. His belt was across the room; tossed away a moment of passion, the buckle glinting in the dim light, calling him over. He stumbled on a shoe as he went, but caught himself before falling too hard. The tequila was still working wonders on his vision, still numbing the tips of his fingers and throwing off his depth perception; another reason he never drank it anymore.

The thud of his knees hitting the floor pulled her eyes open and Y/N clutched the sheet to her bare chest as she sat up.

“You should stay,” she said blankly. “You’re drunk.”

Dean laughed bitterly. “I’m usually drunk.” He climbed to his feet and stuck them in his jeans, trying to dress as quickly as possible. The road was calling; her stare was pushing. He needed to leave.

Damn! This is heartbreaking 💔

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