i don't know man, i just wish that we could [suddenly realising i'm coming dangerously close to expressing a real and earnest thought instead of filtering everything through several layers of intangible running bits] blow up the entire world. or something.
at my sketchbook. straight up “drawing it”. and by “it”, haha, well. let’s justr say. Nothing
Lazy
simply dont monday
Mary L. Macomber, Night and her Daughter Sleep (detail)
1902
"Recalling Days Past" by Yuki NAKADA
strangers, ethel cain / bones and all (2022) dir. luca guadagnino
Eclipse
Edna St. Vincent Millay, from a letter featured in The Letters of Edna St. Vincent Millay
I love my cat 🙂 (had to blur out her feet because this website scares me)
MARCH 2024 (Now through the delicate darkness you go)
zariforthewait / He Jiaying / Jack Gilbert / Richard Siken / Heikala / Madeon / Beyoncé / Rainer Maria Rilke / Ambalila Hemsell / Justine Thibault / Alice Hoffman / Mine / Fangpeii / Heather Havrilesky / Ottessa Moshfegh / Darya Shnykina / Chelsea DesAutels
sea story; el matador beach, california
gay people will romanticize anything. fossilization is an act of love. the earth holds the child that returned to her so tight in hopes that she never has to let go. eventually you'll fall away from her grasp no matter what, but at least you can leave behind an impression that she'll hold onto forever. fuck. hold on bad example. gimme a minute. fuck.
cats are small and you can pick them up
i will defend to the grave that literary analysis IS enjoyable and a valid hobby but it's amazing how a hyperfixation on The Character will have you writing essays for fun
i hate when ppl act like the only reason to not like a "sad" ending is because you can't take it or whatever. personally as a tragedy enjoyer, i hate a poorly written ending. i hate an ending that is just kind of a bummer. i hate an ending that feels mean-spirited to the audience. i hate an ending that's redundant. i love a sad ending that is thematically consistent, poignant, and bespoke to the rest of its narrative.