Last Goodbye

“Yes, it’s time for you to accept what has come for once” is what I think like a mantra, a thousand times, everyday, since you left.

I know, you left some months ago, but I still dream about you, about us, and the feeling of your skin when I wake up is so real that it’s killing me.

I remember every nook of your body, your soft lips, your perfect smile as you looked at me like I was some kind of miracle to you.

Time has passed, I’m still looking for a reason to go on, and I cannot find any without you. You’re part of me after those 3 years we passed together, everyday. You’re in my veins, and I’m sure about something: I will never forget you.

I will never forget how happy I was able to feel when I’d see your face the first thing in the morning. No matter how bad the day could be, how sad I could feel, you always were there for me to make me smile: your hugs, your kisses, your words, YOU were like home to me.

We are not perfect, we all have made mistakes in our relationships but, what is love? Is it wrong to think that love is about accepting those mistakes, and solving them together? Because when you love somebody, you are willing to face anything that could come.

I may have disappointed you, but it was never my intention to hurt you, and you know it. I would never let you go because of some mistake you made, I didn’t mind facing them. I was prepared to fight, becoming stronger by your side, but you can never expect others to feel or to behave towards you the same you do towards them.

I suppose you didn’t feel real love, and I’m trying to assimilate it. You are free to leave, but you take with you a part of me.

I know I have to say goodbye to you, I cannot keep anymore this silly dream in me. I’ve already done everything in my power, but you are never coming back. The only thing that remains is my love for you, and it’s time for me to accept it.

I know someday I will be able to remember this feelings with a smile in my face, without crying all night long, and I’ll be able to love another person again. Someday I will get over you, but you will always be in my heart.

Thank you for making me feel the way I felt these past 3 years.

Please, be happy. I love you with all my heart.

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Creo que nunca he expresado tan claramente lo que son los libros para mí :)

“After the first note resonated through the hall, You became everything I yearn for.“ - Kaori

Mark Twain

Save your heart for someone who really cares.