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neve lopez pomares. xxxv. nurse.
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neve & joel, 

Joel saw the dog first and was considering how much conversation he would have to have with the dog’s owner before completely ignoring her and attempting to befriend the animal. He’s a beautiful thing: pitch black fur and hangs close to his owner’s side.
Then she’s turning to him, she’s familiar enough, but a new face nonetheless, and goddamn Dan Johnson is on a mission. Again. He’s not really saving the woman from Dan, but saving himself.
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“Johnson!” Joel barks out, suddenly, making the shift from a slightly tipsy Joel to Staff Sargeant Biermann, looking over his shoulder at the once fast approaching guard now stopped in his tracks. “What did I tell you would happen if you got that goddamn mole of yours out near me?”
Joel quirks a brow.  Johnson finds his voice after a beat.
“You said you’d cut it off—” “I said I’d cut it off myself, that’s right.”
Johnson’s deliberating whether to say something or to turn tail. Thankfully, he goes for the second option. With a sheepish nod at the woman, he leaves. He’s smart enough to not give Joel a dirty look. Never good to piss off the boss, is it?
It’s a near immediate switch back with an easy smile at the woman, “That man is a fuckin’ nightmare. Don’t need to worry about the drink, doll.”
“Who’s this?” Joel shifts his attention to the dog at her side, who he is honestly more interested in. Perhaps she’ll repay the favour by entertaining him for a moment and introduce him to her hairy friend.

people tended to be more drawn to robocop than they were neve, which suited her just fine. there was no pressure to make small talk or force conversation. sometimes she felt guilty that she couldn’t give the dog a normal life--lazy sunday afternoons, all the treats he could eat, dog park dates ... but she was grateful that the end of all of those luxuries allowed for an end to most of that small talk too. people could get chummy with the dog, but it didn’t mean they had to talk about the weather together.

and there were worse things than small talk. like dan’s mole, for example, which her newest companion seemed seemed all too aware of. as they exchanged words, neve pretended to drink from an empty glass and murmured ‘if you cut it off yourself, it’d save us all a lot of unnecessary conversation.’ thankfully, the threat of that itself deterred dan and both neve and the man next to her were free of the mole talk, or worse, any new complaint dan might have rattling around in his head.

neve bristled at the term doll, but let it go in lieu of the pest control service he’d provided. something about picking battles flickered in the back of her mind as she returned his smile, laughing at the comment. “nightmare is an apt description.” flagging down the bartender, she ordered another drink and raised a brow, asking “sure you don’t want one?” before taking a sip of her own. “you must ... work together?” it was her best guess. if he knew dan johnson like she did, he’d have to be stuck with him regularly. “not that hipaa’s really an enforceable thing anymore, but i wish we could swap stories.” it may not exist any longer, but the public trust still meant a whole hell of a lot to her. even for folks like johnson.

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smile deepening, she glanced down at the dog. “his name is robocop.” the chuckle that accompanied the introduction went hand in hand, but at least he probably had heard of the movie. trying to explain the name to a twenty something had proven amusing if not futile. “don’t let his manners fool you. he loves the attention.” scratching an ear, she murmured to the dog arriba and he rose from where he lay at her feet.

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neve and b, ( @btheking​ ).

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power outages hadn’t been uncommon back at the eastern oregon outpost. the generators weren’t strong on a good day and it was commonplace enough for someone to forget to fill up the tank. it wasn’t like that in the triangle. the elite of fiddler’s green made it clear that money could still make the world go ‘round even after it lacked any real meaning. things tended to work here, whereas her old home had been more of a communal effort. for whatever that was worth, she could see how people gave up so much of themselves just to be behind those electric fences (a barrier that was currently in jeopardy if the power outage wasn’t localized to the den specifically). and as fucked up as she could see that it was, the offer of safety was tempting to her as well. so when the power went out, the short-lived silence that washed over the festivities spoke volumes. this was not normal here. 

scanning the crowd, neve’s eyes fell on b as the first familiar face. attaching a leash to robocop, she led him close at her side in a beeline straight for him. “b!” her voice could easily have been lost over the din of the den’s patrons as they all began to react to the sudden darkness. she tried calling to him again, voice more strong. “b!” the folks in the den would likely be thinking of themselves, those around them, or anyone they left at home, but there were people in the residence halls that might not even know the power was out. “we should find out if it’s just the den that’s out of power or if it’s everyone.” no time for greetings.

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neve & mouse, 

Mouse was enjoying this. It was rare for him to go to the Den, he had been told by his fellow Tower dwellers that he should avoid it as he was a ‘nice young man.’ This was usually told to him by the older set, while they encouraged him to socialize with their daughters. Mouse always had to resist rolling his eyes at their thinly veiled and unwelcome matchmaking, but right now his eyes were wide and slightly shocked. Women wildly gyrating on tables, drunk men shouting at each other and trying to be heard over the blasting music. No wonder all the rest of the Guards wanted him to come to the Den, why those in the Tower wanted to ignore it.
He was nursing a beer at the bar, observing the large space. Every once in a while he would let out a laugh at some interaction he could see in the crowd, the most recent a woman slapping a man before charging off with a woman in tow. He didn’t mind being alone in the crowd right now, being the center of a group was sometimes tiring. Mouse went to take another drink and noticed his beer was empty. He turned around, ready to call over the bartender for another when the woman next to him leaned in close with a tight smile and called his attention to the man on a beeline towards them both. 
Dan Johnson. He was a Guard, and Mouse could instantly identify the look in his eye. Dan was always asking him if a certain mark was a developing rash or if a cut was infected. Mouse wasn’t sure how he was a Guard but he supposed the size and strength of the man was a boon for them. “Fuck-” Mouse dropped his head, thumping it lightly against the bar top. “Dan’s gross fucking mole.” Mouse had seen it up close too many times. He glanced at the woman. “Good thing I’m out. You owe me a beer.” He straightened up, heaving a deep sigh. Turning around, his entire demeanor changed, a bright smile and a loud greeting. 
“Dan? Dan! Dan the man! You out here enjoying the festivities too?” His eye caught on a few of his fellow Guards, looking at Dan’s back with varying looks of pity and horror. “How about you talk with the guys and I’ll keep your tab covered, huh?” That shut him up, cutting off his rambling about whatever medical issue was ailing him now. He steered Dan back to them, waving off their calls for him to join them. He knew they were all about to sit through Dan, and he would rather not. 
Fighting through the crowds back to the bar was a struggle, but Mouse made it back. He only now noticed the large dog next to her, remarkably well behaved for the chaotic space. “An hour of mind numbing conversation averted! Now you owe me a beer.” Now he was really observing this woman, and he could vaguely place her. Maybe… Did she reset that finger he couldn’t reduce himself a couple of weeks back? She was a nurse right? Mouse felt a brief flash of shame for not recognizing her before. “I’ve seen you before, right? You’re a nurse!” He smiled at her, this time genuine. “I’m Mouse, uh, Murphy. I don’t think I’ve ever caught your name.”
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it had been a long time since neve had felt like she was part of a community, if she ever really had at all. when she’d been younger, headstrong and getting into more trouble than she could imagine herself doing now, she’d been so certain of her friends and their loyalty. all of that had been an artifice of a bunch of lost boys. in nursing school, she’d made a few friends, but it was mainly by circumstance--the shared experience of going through school. work friends, too, came and went. even the eastern oregon outpost hadn’t felt like home and, after everything that happened there, she felt like she couldn’t quite be apart of any community again. 

it made the den’s crowd almost suffocating, but she was determined to give it a shot. six months of observation had to end sometime and people would trust her medical expertise better if they had a relationship with her. it wasn’t reasonable, but it was part of how people worked and if it meant they’d listen to her about their wounds and ailments then it was worth the effort. except, perhaps, when it came to the frequent fliers. those folks, like dan johnson, were best treated with clinical distance and minimization of secondary gain. still, on a rare night out, she was more interested in avoidance than boundary setting. 

despite the reluctance on the man’s face--no doubt he was accustomed to dan’s antics as well, in a different context--she was surprised to see the shift in demeanor. that was a very useful skill and she couldn’t help the smirk that came to her lips as she watched their interaction. it was an assist easily worthy of a beer and she shook her head with an amused grin on her face as he returned back to her and the dog at her feet. “mind numbing doesn’t even begin to cover it,” she joked, gesturing for the bartender to bring them two more. a brief recollection of good beer made her nostalgic. it had been a long time since she’d fantasized about a black butte porter and there was no hope of anything like that crossing her palate again. 

“yeah, sorry, you look familiar, but i see so many folks in a day that unless something’s deeply amusing, terribly tragic or--” gesturing over to the table of guards, captive under dan’s spell, she continued. “--persistent, then i don’t always commit the name or chief complaint to my long term, y’know?” it was probably the same for him, she thought, inferring that he may be a guard like the group of them he’d seemed to know. “mouse, murphy, both good names.” offering her hand for a shake, she smiled back. “i’m neve and this is robocop, who is also a murphy, sort of, if you ever caught the movie.” so many of those little references were lost to time, instead of merely to generation like they had been not so long ago.

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neve & katsunari.

location : the den / with : @lobitas
from the mistake by the lake to shitsburgh… katsunari thought suddenly, surveying the crowded warehouse-turned-bar. the thought caught him off guard, city nicknames that he had pretty much forgotten about in the last sixteen years, but it didn’t feel wrong when it came to this place, this den. it was crawling with people, and even before the apocalypse kat would’ve entirely avoided any sort of place that had more than two or three inhabitants—his high school best friend joked that kat’s perfect idea of a party would be a silent room where no one talked or looked at each other. this festival, or whatever it would be considered, was certainly not his perfect party. his arm suddenly jerked, someone coming up behind him accidentally shoulder-checked him, and he couldn’t control the sneer that formed on his face. the girl saw it, and seeing the apologetic smile falter on their own face, kat felt a tad guilty. he really didn’t try to be so unfriendly, it was just natural. he couldn’t apologize for his natural reaction, though, they already walked off.
kat thought about following after them, apologizing for needlessly mean mugging them, but he felt that would probably be weirder, run up to someone to say sorry for having a bitchy face. god, why did he even care? being around people again has not been an easy adjustment. watching them walk off, his fingers flexed into fists and then relaxed repeatedly, an anxious tic from his childhood that he had forgotten about until he came to the triangle. his movement would’ve looked impulsive if kat didn’t think meticulously about every action he made, suddenly springing into movement to find the girl that knocked into him. following in the direction that he last saw her walking, he approached the first woman he saw in front of him. “uh, hi. sorry. did you just see a girl? red hair, bangs?” at least that was what he thought he could remember about her. jesus christ, katsunari, you’re a fucking weirdo. he grimaced at his own thoughts, knowing this stranger probably thought he was high.
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neve could remember a time when she’d been the life of the party. before she and her dad had started to get their shit together, she’d survived by the philosophy that since she had to work like an adult, she had the right to party like one too. it made it even easier to rummage through medicine cabinets for something she could sell or take for herself. sometimes she wondered how it ever was that she became who she was now at all. even before the outbreak, she’d started to change. maybe all of that shit had gotten out of her system early enough (or she’d seen how much like her mother she could turn out to be). by the time she’d started nursing school, she was starting to see the appeal of some serious solitude.

a year of solitude hadn’t cured her of a desire for it, but it had made the company of others more appealing. there was a reason people were social creatures, even if the celebration at the den wasn’t entirely her scene. still, there was some anonymity in the crowded bar and she was glad to have it. lost in a crowd, like another walking dead in a horde, she could kick back and observe without feeling under scrutiny. approached by a man looking for someone else, she realized that perhaps this desire was short lived only to be relieved to find he was just looking for someone else.

“the one with the gayle weathers style baby bangs?” neve asked without really considering if he’d get the reference or not. she missed movies. such a frivolous thing to care about when things like antibiotics, insulin, and reliable, potable water were so much more important. still, there was something to be said for living in a world with movies and poptarts. “i think she slipped out past the walker cage. you two get in a fight or something?” not that it was any of her business, but he looked sort of apologetic. it wouldn’t be the first lover’s spat she’d seen in the den that night. nor the most interesting. 

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it had been a long time since neve had really taken the opportunity for any sort of leisure. work at the eastern oregon outpost had become more arduous as their numbers dwindled--specifically for medical staff--and then she’d been on her own. after being inside the golden triangle for the last six months, she’d been eager to prove she was worth the invitation. the den’s offer of festivities seemed like as good an opportunity as any to finally let herself relax. 

several drinks lit a gentle fire in her belly, relaxed in a way that felt so old and faraway from her day-to-day. robocop, with his inky black fur, hung close to her calf--largely unimpressed with the antics of their fellow survivors. he had once been more inclined to react to the living, but after such a long time on the road, he was largely unimpressed with people. 

for the most part, so was neve.

it was a common thing among people in the medical field. especially in smaller communities like this. it wasn’t like portland, before the outbreak, where most of the people she saw were bland and forgettable--lost in the school of fish that commuted by the max or carpooled from bedroom communities. no, in the golden triangle, people usually knew if you were medical. and if folks recognized you, well, they were bound to treat you like you were always on the clock. and here comes one now, neve thought sharply, as dan johnson headed her way--no doubt hoping to ask her about some rash, minor scratch, or other asinine thing she was not in the mood to assess. turning to her neighbor at the bar, she brandished a hopeful smile, mind still humming from a few drinks. “if you can save me from having to look at dan’s mole, i'll get your next drink.” if they weren’t interested, well, dan was making good time on his beeline towards the both of them. they’d both be trapped in conversation.

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neve & teague, 

location: golden triangle, the den
time: sometime just after sunset
status: open
the night was just setting to a darker shade of blue as the festivities run through the golden triangle. teague– was instantly intrigued by the walker fights as per usual. if anyone knew his recklessness pattern this would be no surprise for the lead supply runner. his eyes glistened underneath the lights that radiated from the building as the heard the growls of the walkers inside the pen. isn’t this a bit strange? teague had thought to himself for a brief moment. the fact that there are walkers inside what seems like just a sacred space– fiddler’s green that is, being one of the last few outposts in this area. the thought had quickly escaped his head. no, he wasn’t going to think about that tonight like he often did at these events. seeing a walker swing at the other as it was being held down by, what? a leash? a chain? he was pretty certain he had seen that walker earlier when he was on the supply run. the thick black decaying hair had been so striking to him earlier. “oh shit– did you see that?” teague asked gently slapping the other’s shoulder next to him without even realizing who it was. at that point a walker had nearly sprawled into the other walker, nails digging into its… her? perhaps in the past life? it was really hard to tell. realizing that his dark beer bottle was now empty he looks over at the bar. “hey, you want another? i was goin’ to get one for myself but i don’t mind getting one for you too.” he says with a shrug as the growls from the walkers in the pen fill his ears rather than the cheers from the crowds of the people. that was always going to be more concerning to him really. but his full attention was now on the person next to him, finally recollecting who they are. perhaps he had drank too much already, or perhaps it was just teague being unfazed by most that happens around him. 
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events like this garnered a subtle downturn of her lips; a silent disapproval. she hadn’t been at fiddler’s green long enough to voice an opinion on much. any new place required an observation period and this one was no different from a new job before the outbreak. neve was not soft; dead meant dead. to her, a body was just a body. it wasn’t as if she was superstitious either. she was not afraid to walk over graves, even before the united states was basically one great graveyard. still, there was something exploitative about the fights that she could not quite ignore. it wasn’t the hill she was going to die on. there was something tacky about pitting those things that had once been people--contained echoes of them still in some regard--against one another for entertainment like undead gladiators. still, she found herself compelled to watch. perhaps the attraction and repulsion to violence was a hallmark of the human condition. or maybe just hers.

as a kid, she and her dad had no shortage of love for horror or action movies. jean claude van damme movies were a plenty in the lopez household. even her job had lured her in for the sense of adrenaline rush, though it was something she kept largely to herself when asked. still, she consider the fights tacky in the way she might disapprove of someone inviting a tagalong to drinks with friends or not tipping a server. if anyone around her noticed her opinion though, it was due to a keen eye. when teague tapped her shoulder, she was so sucked into the fight that she was almost startled, having not seen him in the crowd. “yeah, somehow i can’t seem to look away.” she told him with a wry smile. she was compelled, but she still felt like there was something wrong about it despite herself. “actually--yes--i could really use a beer.” it had been a long time since she’d allowed herself the luxury of a drink. fiddler’s green offered something that life on the road had long deprived her of--recreation. “how do these things usually end?” she pointed with her chin to the fight. “we just watch ‘til they tear each other apart? or is there a winner and a loser?”

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⚕ . ˚ ◝  ––––––  ❛ NEVE LOPEZ ❜   /  TD.

#⚕ . ˚ ◝  ––––––  ❛ if you get hungry enough◝ you start to eat your own heart ❜   /  MUSINGS.#⚕ . ˚ ◝  ––––––  ❛ you’ve tasted tragedy◝ surely you can handle tenderness ❜   /  VISAGE.#⚕ . ˚ ◝  ––––––  ❛ the moon is beautiful now◝ you should have seen her before the war ❜   /  AESTHETIC.#⚕ . ˚ ◝  ––––––  ❛ some days i’m more wolf than woman ❜   /  ANSWERS.#⚕ . ˚ ◝  ––––––  ❛ like a fever i burned then broke ❜   /  MUSIC.#⚕ . ˚ ◝  ––––––  ❛ how very little can be done in the spirit of fear ❜   /  HISTORY.#⚕ . ˚ ◝  ––––––  ❛ you are so brave and quiet◝ I forget you are suffering  ❜   /  MENTIONS.#⚕ . ˚ ◝  ––––––  ❛ you have turned your heart into a museum of people you’ve loved to keep them alive inside you ❜   /  FAMILY.#⚕ . ˚ ◝  ––––––  ❛ fangs for days◝ nights dig deeper than dog bites ❜   /  ROBOCOP.#⚕ . ˚ ◝  ––––––  ❛ i was the girl full of talk of coffins and keyholes ❜   /  EDITS.#⚕ . ˚ ◝  ––––––  ❛ there is no end to what a living world will demand of you ❜   /  HEADCANONS.#⚕ . ˚ ◝  ––––––  ❛ she uses a scalpel for punctuation ❜   /  MEMES.#⚕ . ˚ ◝  ––––––  ❛ godly as a child’s shriek◝ spiderlike I spin mirrors ❜   /  OOC.#⚕ . ˚ ◝  ––––––  ❛ my hands are full of ash◝ i burn down everything i touch ❜   /  SHANE STONE.#⚕ . ˚ ◝  ––––––  ❛ there is so much stubborn hope◝ in the human heart ❜   /  PAPA.#⚕ . ˚ ◝  ––––––  ❛ some memories don’t soften◝ they grow edges like knives ❜   /  MAMA.#⚕ . ˚ ◝  ––––––  ❛ maybe i’ve always been destined to end up in this place ❜   /  FIDDLER’S GREEN.#⚕ . ˚ ◝  ––––––  ❛ yippie queue yay motherfucker ❜   /  QUEUE.#⚕ . ˚ ◝  ––––––  ❛ but i had my secrets too ◝ wanting to be wanted by someone i wanted ❜   /  WANTED.
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                        NEVE LOPEZ POMARES.                        fiddler’s green prompt 001.

01. beach house - troublemaker. 02. gang starr - moment of truth. 03. kavinsky - nightcall. 04. kendrick lamar - good kid. 05. selena - como la flor. 06. joy division - love will tear us apart. 07. jedi mind tricks - sacrafice. 08. lykke li - gunshot. 09. concrete blonde - little conversations. 10. ccr - sinister purpose. 11. pete rock & cl smooth - they reminisce over you. 12. the damned - neat neat neat.  13. widowspeak - wicked game.
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