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i'll break the sound barrier for you

@ghostsxagain / ghostsxagain.tumblr.com

18+ multi muse, oc & canon indie rp penned by ariel. pronouns are she/they.
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hello & welcome to my indie rp. my name is ariel, I’m 27, I use she/they pronouns, and I reside in canada, est timezone. I would appreciate it if you read my rules before interacting. note: there will be mature themes on this blog so please dni if under 18. queue is currently operating at 5 posts a day. using the beta editor! 

muse pages are a WIP with missing info - apologies for that!

FORMERLY WINGSANDAHALO!!!!

draft count: 332 memes: 64ish owed starters: ????

muses: oc | canon

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I could fix him. I could make him worse. Good for you. I could gently take the weapon out of his shaking, blood-soaked hand and hold him until he finally believes that he doesn't have to be defined by all the ways the world has hurt him. Then we could ruin the lives of everyone who has ever treated him like he's a monster who doesn't deserve love.

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//just a tiny heads up that your girl is suffering from a small case of sad bitch disease. this weekend is a hard one for me so I can't really speak on what my activity will be like//

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etxrnaleclipse || Independent multi-muse blog ft. canon and OC muses from various fandoms including Mission Impossible, Supernatural and Criminal Minds, as well as fandomless. Multi-ship and crossover friendly. ~ ~ ~ ~ Rules || Muses ~ ~ ~ ~ © Graphics by the amazing asteriarph
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@ghostsxagain sent -> 'shivers' for tuck's reaction to mars trailing his fingers down tuck's spine.

Football season is over, and they've settled into their apartment together. Things are nice and blissful, perfect, even, but Mars likes to remind him that times won't always be so easy. Still, Tuck can't find a reason to complain, even after the ordeal with the hospitalization. He'll have Mars anyway he can take him, thank you.

Sitting beside one another on the sofa, it's easy to fall into a casual silence. They're both working on something, each one deep in their own thoughts for one reason or another, though you can practically hear the the gears turning in Tuck's head as he stares down at his work, tongue poked out through his lips and brow furrowed in thought.

The only thing in the world that could pull him from his ocean of thoughts right now is the physical touch of his husband, and it's as if Mars knows he needs to reach out and save Tuck from drowning. The feeling of fingers at his spine sends his back up straight, and — immediately — Tuck is grinning that thousand watt smile. He folds his book closed over pencil and paper and sets it aside to lean into the touch, wrap his arms around Mars, practically mash him against the sofa. "That tickled!"

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Back at the start of the school year, Mars couldn't have imagined he'd end up with Tucker Harmon, let alone married to him and living in their own apartment yet here they were. It wasn't lost on him how batshit crazy it was to launch into marriage while still in high school and in a relatively new relationship (Mars' first sexual relationship to boot) but it felt right. Every hurdle they worked past seemed to further confirm that they were destined for each other.

With the end of their senior year rapidly approaching, Mars' workload has increased to the point where he's rarely not doing something pertaining to course work or university prep or club projects. The only thing that keeps him from losing his mind is Tuck. His husband needs him in one piece, of course, and that dazzling smile of his is enough to keep Mars together just a little while longer. He appreciates that he's never shamed for spending so many nights like this, working instead of playing. It's why he decides to reward Tuck with a well-deserved break.

He knows what reaction his touch is going to garner before he does it. As it plays out exactly as he thought it would, Mars can't help but laugh at his lively, beautiful man - especially when he's suddenly contained by him, pressed together tightly with no way to escape. "Ah did it? It's almost like that was exactly my intention, honey. It was too serious in here, I needed your smile to brighten the mood," he replied smoothly, covering for the fact that he really did it for Tuck's benefit. "Besides, it's a proven fact that the brain functions better if it's given husband breaks. I'm just looking out for you."

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Kailah couldn't quite put her finger on it, but meeting Kayn for the first time felt effortless, and she didn't feel the need to question their friendship. He came into her life when she needed him the most. A time when even her sister couldn't pull her from her thoughts, but Kayn had immediately been able to.

It was a natural thing for feelings to wind up where they were at now right? All the bonding and the trauma healing. It was something more than that but Kailah didn't know how to put it into words what exactly that feeling was but it was something akin to feeling whole. Something she hadn't felt in a really long time.

Rubbing her lips together once the kiss ended, it was almost like she was trying to keep that memory of what it felt like before she snapped back to reality with the realization that she had to answer his question. The kiss was so much better than she imagined it in her head to be, it was like wowza, in her opinion and she was pretty sure Kayn hadn't kissed a lot of people - at least to her knowledge.

"I felt like it." That was the first thing that came out of her mouth before she cleared her throat. "I mean, it's my way of telling you that I like you as way more than a friend. Did the message come across clear enough?"

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The intensity of their bond went beyond mortal comprehension. If Kayn even attempted to put it into words for Kailah he was positive he would fall short. 'Soulmates' was as close as he could get, most likely. There wasn't any limitation on what he'd do just to make her smile, let alone to keep her safe. Helping her heal from the wounds of her past over the years was beautiful and his highest accomplishment to date.

The fact that she felt romantically inclined toward him was surprising. Kayn never expected she would open herself up to him in this way but now that she had? He was warm all over, practically glowing as if he had any grace left in him.

Her words confirmed what he felt through the kiss. Instinctively Kayn moved closer, gently cupping her face in his hands as he initiated another kiss. It didn't matter how little experience he had with physical affection. With Kailah it didn't require any thought, just feeling to guide him.

He was still smiling when the kiss broke, not daring to drop his hands from her face. "The message came in crystal clear, but thank you for confirming. The last thing I wanted was to get ahead of myself here... I've liked you as more than a friend for some time now. I'll accept whatever path you want for us, just know that my heart is yours."

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‘we both work at the same strip club — you’re a performer, i’m behind the bar counter — and we had this chill friendship thing going on of heading home on the subway together after work and hanging out a lot to watch movies but then one day we’re alone at work, you ask me to judge your new show and damn i never noticed just how good you were at taking your clothes off’
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PROMPTS FROM RED, WHITE & ROYAL BLUE *  assorted (and slightly adapted to suit this meme format) dialogue from the book by casey mcquiston, adjust as necessary
  • on purpose. i love him on purpose.
  • i've always thought of myself as a problem that deserved to stay hidden.
  • i'm going to have you offed. you'll never see it coming.
  • take anything you want and know you deserve to have it.
  • get in there.
  • you're literally putting your dick in the leader of a foreign state.
  • before you, i was all right letting everything happen to me.
  • i can't believe even mortal peril will not prevent you from being the way you are.
  • sorry, are we not? did i skip ahead again?
  • you've been warned.
  • he died as he lived: avoiding plans and sucking cock.
  • my life is a cosmic joke and you're not a real person.
  • hey, have i told you lately that you're brave?
  • i honestly have never thought i deserved to choose.
  • we're gonna make it work. you and me and history, remember?
  • if you finish that sentence, i'm gonna spend tonight in jail.
  • but the truth is, also, simply this: love is indomitable.
  • i actively wish for the sweet release of death.
  • yes, good, carry on.
  • i won't hear a word against it.
  • we're gonna do it together.
  • i said you look great, baby!
  • i meet you in every dream, and when i wake i cannot close my eyes again for ruminating on your sweetness.
  • i'm so in love i could die.
  • you can take your legacy and your decorum and you can shove it up your fucking arse.
  • i wonder if it's too late to swan dive off the roof.
  • i'm learning all your hidden depths today, sweetheart.
  • you must invent an entirely new system.
  • a curious thing about grief is the way it takes your entire life, all those foundational years that made you who you are, and makes them so painful to look back on.
  • he's proof that it doesn't matter where you come from or who your family is.
  • i've bloody well had it!
  • we can unpack the ironic symbolism later.
  • that's beyond our sense of decorum!
  • i'm not afraid of anything i feel. i'm afraid of saying it. i'm only afraid of what happens when i do.
  • aw, you do care.
  • if there's any legacy for me on this earth, i want it to be true.
  • straight people probably don't spend this much time convincing themselves that they're straight.
  • the moment you first called me a prick, my fate was sealed.
  • you are the absolute worst idea i've ever had.
  • should i tell you that when we're apart, your body comes back to me in dreams?
  • can you perhaps stop putting your sodding life in danger now?
  • what are we even defending here?
  • history will remember us.
  • when i sleep, i see you.
  • i hate this so much.
  • every person who bears a legacy makes the choice of a partner with whom they will share it with.
  • we're just gonna fucking fight.
  • he is my choice.
  • i can appreciate that maybe this isn't your fault.
  • i've been gay as a maypole since the day i came out of mom.
  • when i wake up in the morning, it feels like i've just been with you.
  • i can feel your skin against mine, and it makes every bone in my body ache.
  • your spine's a ridge i'd die climbing.
  • for a few moments, i can hold my breath and be back there with you, in a dream, in a thousand rooms, nowhere at all.
  • the phrase 'see attached bibliography' is the single sexiest thing you have ever written me.
  • i promise you, one day we'll be able to just be, and fuck everyone else.
  • give yourself away sometimes, sweetheart. there's so much of you.
  • i want to set myself on fire, but i can't afford for anyone to see me burn.
  • you see, for me, memories are difficult.
  • never tell me the odds.
  • i wish there weren't a wall.
  • jesus christ, it's like they can see into your soul.
  • you're it, okay? i'm never gonna love anybody in the world like i love you.
  • i'm finished. i don't care.
  • god, i want to fight everyone who's ever hurt you.
  • the whole world watched, and history remembered.
  • are you quite finished?
  • just so we're clear. i'm about to have sex with you in this storage closet to spite your family.
  • you insane, hopeless romantic little shit.
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