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sick flips, m'lord

@itsjustbeek / itsjustbeek.tumblr.com

hi, im beek ( he/him | 34 | queer trans man) i like anime, Dungeons and Dragons, and video games! Check out my art!
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Note: I am not asking necessarily which of these songs you like the best, just which one puts you in an emotional state that you can't quite express. Because I am of A Certain Age, my answer would probably be either "Clocks" or "Viva La Vida". Personally, "Adventure of a Lifetime" reminds me of dissociating while mopping a convenience store floor, but maybe it speaks to you.

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Tbh this isn’t an ask but your hetelia art of 2p America aka Allen and your ask blog of 2p England made me want to draw in 6th grade and I wanted to say thank you for being my inspiration to begin drawing. Nowadays I’m 22 and haven’t stopped, I’m so happy that I found you on tumblr ever since.

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Aww, I'm glad my silly drawings from way back when have inspired you all this time! Welcome back!! Nowadays, my interests have shifted over to the fantasy genre, my OCs, and World of Warcraft mainly. But I'm glad I helped even a little with your artistic journey!

I will say although I've revived this tumblr a bit, I am Very active on bluesky too! ( you'll always find me somewhere lol )

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people are really fucking clueless about generative ai huh? you should absolutely not be using it for any sort of fact checking no matter how convenient. it does not operate in a way that guarantees factual information. its goal is not to deliver you the truth but deliver something coherent based on a given data set which may or may not include factual information. both the idolization of ai and fearmongering of it seem lost on what it is actually capable of doing

Remember what generative "AI" does, kids: it GENERATES. That means it generates answers to questions based on whatever garbage has been fed into it. Not "goes and looks up the answer." Not "already studied and knows everything." It's just reaching into its sack of word salad and dumping a pile on your desk. Sure, maybe the words fit together to form sentences, but that doesn't make it correct.

a generative AI search result vs the exact article it is citing. the website it scrambled that information from also just happens to include info on winged roaches. gisborne cockroaches are completely wingless. even if it's pulling info straight from one reliable source, there is every chance it'll mash up that info into something false.

If you need a visual, here’s how poorly AI performed when asked to create citations for news articles. And that’s just for citations, imagine what it’s doing when you ask it more complex questions and tasks.

On the cornsnakes subredit someone there used generative AI to "answer" someone's question about what the raised black lump on their corn snake could be. Another person called them out and AI-user responded with "I can do what I want, and what's the harm anyways?"

I stepped in and explicitly detailed everything that the list got wrong, which was about 95% of it, to show why is was harmful. After an hour they deleted their comment plus they deleted most of their comment history.

AI is a lie generator. Don't use it.

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itsjustbeek

Commissions open for March 2025!

Hi guys, I'm on VGen now and taking commissions! I would appreciate any help whatsoever achieving verification so I'm looking forward to working with you! If theres any questions, don't hesitate to DM me! Ask me about payment plans! Examples of my work are under the Portfolio tab!

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amygdalae

Being like. Post-suicidal is so strange. Like hiiiii everybody im new I spent a good chunk of my life languishing and have like 3 or 4 lived experiences. But now I'm ready to fuck and party or whatever. Can we be friends. Im so happy to be here. Can we be friends

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your life is not an optimization problem

as in you'll never achieve the perfect daily routine, sleep schedule, coping mechanisms, mannerisms, fashion sense etc. even after years and years of healing and improvement and self-discovery. you will never be so good at life that you manage to utilize every waking moment. its great to be productive and all but sometimes you'll suck ass. sometimes you'll take eight hours to be done with a twenty minute job. you'll prioritize the wrong thing. you'll sleep for 12 hrs just to avoid being awake. you'll relapse. and you'll relapse again. you'll forget to turn in the assignment. you'll order too little food. life is far too large and complex for you to even experience it completely, much less try to make sense of and control it. you can't. please give up on that and be at peace with the hours you lose. they are not separate from your life.

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Commissions open for March 2025!

Hi guys, I'm on VGen now and taking commissions! I would appreciate any help whatsoever achieving verification so I'm looking forward to working with you! If theres any questions, don't hesitate to DM me! Ask me about payment plans! Examples of my work are under the Portfolio tab!

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pitbolshevik

genuinely makes me sad how many young gay trans men settle for cishet men who blatantly misgender them and see them as women because they assume that no cis gay man would be interested in a trans man

anyway dump your cishet boyfriend. do it for me. i promise you there are plenty of gay men, both cis and trans, who would treat you way better than your awful boyfriend who gives terrible head and still refers to you as his girlfriend when talking to his coworkers

dont tag this as transandrophobia or i will block you. the word transphobia is right there.

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