“You shouldn’t read the comments,” George said, perhaps a bit more shortly than he had meant. But he was angry, angry at the one who had taken the picture, angry at those who had spread it around, angry at anyone who felt they had the right to look at his fiancée and comment on her like that. Eliza deserved so, so much more than that, than him. If she had never agreed to see him in the first place she never would have been this exposed. While the one comment of support she read aloud was nice he knew there were thousands more that perhaps weren’t, mixed alongside those with common decency and respect. But did anyone have that anymore, when they were so willing to humiliate them? He took his phone, shutting it off and throwing it onto the seat across from him as if it was poisonous and poised to bite. There was poison in there, alright.
Tense from head to toe George bit his tongue, needing to stop himself from going on a rampage. Seeing Eliza so embarrassed and hurt from this was enough to make him want to wage war with the world. The only thing that could possibly snap him out of it was Eliza herself, George slowly but surely beginning to soften as she took his hand, feeding him kind words that were more graceful than anything he could have come up with in that moment. He always knew that she would make a great princess, but whether or not she’d still want to be after this…George sighed, considerably relaxing as Eliza kissed each knuckle, nuzzled further into him, took his face between her hands so that they locked eyes. He didn’t regret any of it, either. Sex was nothing to be ashamed about, and the comment about sex with him made him smile ever so slightly, but she still didn’t deserve to be put in this situation in the first place. “Okay,” he murmured, letting both arms wrap tightly around her middle as he held her into his chest, pressing his forehead to her own. “But I’d still rather keep you to myself.”
His smile faltered if for a moment as he held her gaze, knowing what needed to be said. “When you become a royal, your life is no longer your own. Everything that you do is analyzed, every move that you make must be precise and careful. There’s a difference between dating me and being a member of the family and I wanted to ease you into it, all of the duties and appearances and pressures before and after the wedding.” Being exposed to the world like this was enough to send anyone running in the opposite direction. “I just hope that you still want me after this,” George added, half-joking as he rested a hand upon her cheek and leaned forward, giving her a kiss. “I love you, and my family, your family, will protect you. You have my word.”
While he held Eliza close to him throughout the remainder of the car ride, not even her warmth was enough to quell the mounting anxiety the closer they grew to the palace. He could only imagine the fight that was about to be had with his father, or how disappointed his grandmother must have been. He couldn’t bear to think that Eliza would be caught in the crossfire as the car entered through the private entrance of the palace, avoiding all onlookers. Assisting Eliza out of the car, he held onto her hand tightly, as if he didn’t wish to let go, and guided her inside where servants stood erect in greeting, acknowledging both of their existences as George bypassed them all to the woman he recognized as one of their PR. “Your highness,” she nodded her head, clutching tighter to the papers in her hand as she looked to both he and Eliza. “Your father is in the green drawing room,” she told them both, and with he resigned sigh George began his trek to the room in question, never once removing his hand from Eliza’s.
When they reached drawing room the doors were opened, George spying his father pacing as he spoke to several members of their PR, barking orders at each. When he noticed George had arrived he stopped, dismissing everyone in the room but not waiting for them to leave before he began his assault. “Here I had thought that the sex scandals were over and done with,” the man began, shooting George a withering stare as he approached them both. “Somehow you have managed to outdo that mess with the Brazilian model. I should have known better.” George felt the back of his neck prickle with anger, his grip in Eliza’s hand tightening as his father continued by turning his attention over to Eliza. “Ms. Dawson, leave us be.”
“She stays,” bit George, knowing that it was within Eliza’s right and knowing that if she left he may have done something unthinkable. Directly disobeying his father wasn’t the brightest the man’s current state but really, could it get much worse? His father once more gave him a stare that would make Medusa shudder before he turned, pacing back to one of the tables that was covered with papers. “You will fix this. Immediately. Our legal department has taken care of the primary media outlets spreading this filth. They will be removing the images and issuing apologies. Of course, it will remain all over the internet for now.” George shifted in place, expecting the other shoe to drop as he continued on without a beat. “Until then you must address the world. You will be properly and modestly clothed before addressing the press outside of Kensington to announce your engagement, and then you will sit down with the BBC for an interview. And this time,” he added, more so looking to Eliza than George, “you will be keeping your legs firmly closed.”
She knew that, she’d heard that. For months from her mother and her sister and her roommate, but also whenever she heard celebrities speak upon comments and how they affected them and why they stopped reading them. But she had to. She needed that one nice comment then, that one who had common sense and stood behind them, even though she was sure many would have a plethora of things to say about how that was why she was with their Prince. Just as that one had done, insinuating that sex was all she was good for. And how they thought she’d seemed plain-jane and boring until they saw that. Vanilla. Eliza was still scrolling when George took his phone, but it readily left her fingers and she watched him toss it away because it didn’t matter, but also like it would only hurt them if they had their hands on it any longer. She’d grown almost silent, though, at least for a moment as she gathered her thoughts and tried to swallow the large pill of people around the world seeing her naked, yes not front on, but still. It wasn’t something she signed up for. But what could she do about that? Nothing. However, she could do something about her response and that led to her speech.
Calm and as level-headed as she could be, Eliza’s touch mirrored her own gentility, stroking George’s tense muscles, knowing that she couldn’t help too much, but also knowing that if she helped even a little, she would do it forever. She loved him and that was clear as she looked at him and watched him soften ever so slightly from her attention. It was enough, but it didn’t stop her, she continued with her motions, and caring for him melted away her upset and gave her the reserve that came out a she spoke to him during. Eliza was stronger than many gave her credit for, but it was exactly that and her demeanor that would fit her completely into his life all of it, that last percentage, when she married him. A small smile even crossed her full bottom lip, curling the thin top as he held a small bit of pride as she commented on their sex. Good. Her heart was warm, and she nudged his nose at his okay before he pressed their heads together. “I’m all yours. Forever.” This changed nothing.
When his face changed, concern flashed over her expression and she paused, wondering what he had to say but listening intently when he started in, as though he were apologizing, but with more words and not the actual ‘I’m sorry.’ Care flooded her face then and she squeezed his hands as she took them better in with hers, but before she could say anything, before she could give him a kiss that would reassure him, he kissed her and she melted, hands gliding up to his shoulders. She was putty. And he was sweet. In act and taste. Perfect. And it lingered before she spoke to him again, gently but firmly as she nearly whispered. “Marry me. Use every pull you have, every stop, every connection. Marry me. Today, tomorrow, next week... As soon as we can. Forget Notre Dame, forget a large ceremony. Get the papers, get the media outlets, broadcast it live. Me, you, your family -- my family, my mother, my sister -- your family. We can even elope, baby, please. Just... Marry me. I don’t care, if this is the worst, or even if there is worse, I don’t want to ever face it without you by my side and I want to face it all. I want you, George. I need you. I love you. Always. I will never EVER let go. Marry me, George. Marry me.”
Her re-proposal may have cleared the air for a little while, but she knew it wouldn’t last. George was a worrier. It was something she learned, something she hadn’t expected the first time they met until the end of that night. She’d been awful in response to it, she still was apologetic for it, but it all led here so she couldn’t regret it, just wish she’d done better. All she could do now was hope her presence was enough comfort that he wouldn’t worry more than he already was. So while she comforted him in the quiet, she thought about how exactly she would respond to what his father would likely say, preparing for the worst -- him wanting to break their engagement, George threatening estrangement, his father forever holding a grudge because he would allow the wedding so they would’t be a broken royal family... -- but also preparing what she may say to him in return, though, she knew she really shouldn’t say anything. After all, he was the royal, and this was something they were handling, but she was a person, and was going to join them and this featured her, so she, in her mind, was willing to risk any animosity and have her piece. And damn it all to hell if he says anything to George that belittles him or worse. She wouldn’t take it. Anything said to her, though, she might. If needed.
Following George every step of the way, Eliza made sure to be quiet, she’d know when to speak. Little did she know, she’d want to speak as soon as George’s father did. It was unfair what he said and she was about to say exactly that when his father dismissed her, as though she weren’t a part of this and as thought she didn’t have every right to be in this room. She was marrying his son. She was fifty percent of this. George would not get all of the blame, puffing up slightly, Eliza opened her mouth, but then George said it for her. And while she didn’t want people speaking for her, if anyone was to, George could. Especially now. So she nodded and backed off slightly, squeezing George’s hand which she still held, even as her eyes narrowed at her future father-in-law while he gave George a dirty look. Every word she wanted to say then was in her mind, but somehow she couldn’t get it to come out when she tried: with all due respect, sir, I am fifty percent of your problem. And, honestly, we aren’t even the problem here. People abusing your names as royals as though you aren’t people is the real problem. If George and I were two regular people, this never would have happened. And yes, we are not, so it did, but haven’t you ever wanted to fight for your right as a person? Wouldn’t this be the perfect time? Instead of saying that, she nodded to everything he had to say and felt shame at the last comment. It didn’t matter to him that this was the first time her legs were open and the public caught it, there should have been no time in his eyes. And while she would fight this with almost anyone else -- even George, as she has done with him back at the beginning -- she didn’t now. She felt like a child. But she also didn’t want it to lead to the aforementioned worst scenario. So she’d take it. All of it, but she should have realized George wouldn’t. “Yes, sir.”