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peacepey
Anonymous asked:

would you be up for writing a fem!reader x dwayne and paul smut??? i love your writing!! <3

A/N: Alright guys, here’s some absolute FILTH for you. Sorry if this has some mistakes, like 80% of this was written on my phone which is not ideal, but I’ll be getting my computer back next week! hope you like this anon, this is my first super long smut and I really like it tbh, hope y’all do too!

tags: fingering, cunnilingus, threesome, dom!dwayne, pleasure dom paul, g-spot orgasm, squirting, Dwayne and Paul are exhibitionists in this, choking, nipple play, blood drinking, biting, and much much more

Summer was in full swing in Santa Carla, as hundreds swarmed the boardwalk and beach every night, with tons of activities happening constantly. Concerts, traveling shows, and street markets kept the nightlife busy as people of all ages descended upon the small town for their summer fun. The boys had seen a flyer earlier that week about a movie being shown on the beach, and immediately planned on making it a date night. It was an older movie from the 50’s that they all knew of, and they started to show their age as they told you about seeing it in old drive-ins back in the day. Their enthusiasm was endearing, so you of course agreed to go, and met them at the beach with no idea what to expect.

They set up tons of blankets on a dune far away from the main crowd, as the screen was large enough for you to see from yards away, and the audio echoed across the beach, so you were able to understand what was happening from so far away. You figured they were wanting to be able to talk and mess around without having to deal with the other patrons, but it also was nice to have a spot all to yourselves and be able to let loose.

Chinese takeout was scattered everywhere as you all casually watched the movie, the boys making comments here and there and breaking out into smaller conversations occasionally, not too invested in the movie that you all had to stay quiet.

You were sandwiched between Marko and Dwayne, and Paul and David were further down the blanket, chatting about the trouble they would get into when they used to go to old drive-ins when they were younger. You felt Marko’s attention drift elsewhere from beside you, and you followed his gaze to see a group of drunken surf nazis walking not too far away from where you guys were set up. It was a secluded enough area that they could feed without worrying about getting caught. David noticed this and quickly pointed it out.

“You boys hungry?” They all turned their heads to look at the surfer nazis and you felt Marko shrug from beside you.

“I could go for a bite. Paul? Dwayne?” He looked at the boys for their answers, and you watched as they gave each other a look you couldn’t really place, and you could’ve sworn they glanced at you for a split second. It was obvious they were having some sort of discourse mentally, and it drove you absolutely nuts when they did because you felt disincluded from the conversation.

“We’ll hang back, you boys go ahead though. We’ll be here when you get back.” Dwayne nodded them off, and pulled you closer to his side as David and Marko walked away. It was nice when you got to spend time with just two of the boys, as it was always fun to see what their dynamic was like. Paul and Dwayne were close, and it was pretty laid back when it was just the two of them. Paul was of course still playful, but since Dwayne was more quiet and mature, it simmered his hyperness down a bit as compared to when he hung out with Marko.

So then it was just the three of you. Dwayne pulled a blanket over you and pulled you so you were resting against his shoulder with his arm around you and Paul had made himself at home in your lap, your hands reaching down to lazily play with his hair as he enjoyed the movie. You could have dozed off just like that, cuddling with your two boys, if Paul’s wandering hands weren’t keeping you awake.

As you scratched his head and played with his hair, he didn’t hesitate to return the favor by massaging your thighs that were on either side of his head, his hands occasionally dipping into your inner thighs. Normally this wouldn’t be enough alone to get you worked up, but Paul kept on shifting and pushing his head further back into your lap, which put pressure on your mound that felt oddly good when combined with his massages. You tried to ignore it though, not wanting to ruin this sweet moment with your horny self.

However, you began to suspect ulterior motives when Paul pushed the blanket up to your hips and laid back down on your lap so that he now had access to the bare skin of your thighs. You squirmed a little as you felt him start to place soft kisses on the insides of your thighs, kneading the flesh slightly harder as you did your best to stay quiet. You quickly bit your lip and leaned more of your weight into Dwayne, trying to hide your blushed face from Paul’s view, not wanting to give him the satisfaction of seeing you so worked up.

The gig was up, however, when Paul flipped onto his stomach so that he was now looking up at you from his place in your lap, and Dwayne pulled the blanket off of you, exposing more of your body to their wandering hands. They both shared a smirk as you were now sandwiched between the two horny vampires, who both looked as if they wanted to absolutely ravish you in that moment.

You quickly realized the two bastards had planned this, and flushed in embarrassment when you considered that David and Marko might have left the three of you to give you some privacy. You didn’t mind the attention of course, it was just that the boys usually preferred to keep their sex-capades in the privacy of the cave, where all four of them could have you screaming and yelling from pleasure without having to worry about others interferring.

You were snapped out of your thoughts, however, when you felt Paul begin to unbutton your shorts and Dwayne’s lips attaching to your neck, beginning to leave marks across your skin that would be visible for quite some time. You quickly placed your hands on them, obviously wanting to continue but your own anxieties getting in the way of you doing so.

“Wait guys, hold on a minute. What if someone sees us?” You asked, looking between the two of them for an answer. They both just softly chuckled, and you felt Dwayne’s breath on your cheek as he talked lowly into your ear.

“That’s kind of the point sweetheart. Want that pretty pussy of yours on display for the whole boardwalk.” To further enunciate his point, you felt his hand slowly make it’s way between your legs and softly cupping your cunt, his thumb rubbing lightly over where your clit resided beneath the fabric of your denim shorts. You let out a moan under your breath as you squirmed from his touch, but still shared an uneasy look with Paul from his position between your legs.

“Baby, We chose this spot for a reason you know. No one is going to hear or see you, and if they do we’ll take care of it like we always do. Just trust us, okay?” You eyed him warily but seeing the sincerity in his gaze had your defenses come crumbling down, and you quietly nodded your consent at him, leaning your head to the side to let Dwayne continue his assault on your neck.

They both groaned as they continued their actions, your shorts quickly being unbuttoned and ripped down your legs, your panties quickly following suit. Dwayne began to scrape his teeth and fangs along your neck, licking the area he had run his fangs over after. He pulled your shirt over your head, which was an old band tee from one of the boys, and began to lightly roll your nipples between his fingers, since you had decided to go braless for the night.

You soon felt your legs being pulled further apart, your soaked pussy being exposed to the cold ocean breeze. It caused goosebumps to erupt all over you, and you peered down at Paul as he simply took a minute to stare at your womanhood, entranced by the arousal he could already see between your lips.

“Dwayne, she’s soaked.” You heard Paul moan, and you didn’t miss the way he ground his hips into the blanket below him, without a doubt already sporting a hard on. Dwayne chuckled from behind you, and you felt his fingers beneath your chin as he made you look up at him, the height difference between the two of you becoming hard to ignore as you had crane your neck up.

“Are you excited thinking about what Paul’s gonna do to you sweetheart? Gonna be a good girl and let him make you feel good?” His words sent shivers down your entire body as you submissively nodded at his suggestion, staring up at him with lust filled eyes. You could feel your face heat up, your cheeks becoming a dark shade of pink at his words. He chuckled at your willingness, and quickly connected your lips with his, not hesitating to let his tongue explore the inside of your mouth. You fought it back with your own tongue lightly, but you both knew who was really in control here.

You let out a surprised moan as you felt Paul's lips finally connect with your mound. He ate you out like a man starved, his tongue thrashing wildly along your heat, spending extra time licking at and sucking on your clit. Your mouth hung open as pure bliss flowed through your body, his mouth making you feel things you had never felt before. Stars crossed your vision as he alternated between fucking you with his tongue while toying with your clit with nimble fingers and taking your clit into his mouth while paying special attention to licking it with his tongue at the same time.

You were panting at this point as Dwayne was becoming more aggressive with his kisses, one hand in your hair, tilting your head right where he wanted it to be, and the other wrapped around your neck, applying just the right amount of pressure. He would occasionally pull back and squeeze your throat even tighter, watching you look up at him helplessly as he held your life beneath his palm. He’d praise you through all of this, calling you his perfect little slut and telling you how beautiful you looked. Tears quickly flowed over your cheeks, overwhelmed with pleasure as Dwayne continued to verbally and physically dominate you while Paul worked magic between your legs.

You let out a choked cry as you felt Paul’s fingers finally enter you, and he crooked his fingers up, up, up, until he hit something inside you that had you helplessly crying out, overwhelmed by the sensation. Dwayne quickly wrapped his legs around yours and forced them open, effectively holding you in place as Paul continued his movements, looking up at you with a shit eating grin as you couldn’t help but squirm from the feeling. You screwed your eyes shut as you could only focus on his fingers, as they quickly were pumped in and out of you, Paul moving them to hit that special spot everytime.

He eventually stopped pumping, and you let out desperate moans as he held his hand firmly against your mound, his hand staying in place but his middle and ring fingers moving in a “come hither” motion as his other hand came up to push down on your stomach, and you would’ve collapsed if you weren’t already laying down as the sensations became even stronger with his actions.

“D-Dwayne, please let me cum, please. Feels so goo- fuck!” You were barely coherent as Dwayne continued to paw at your chest, harshly squeezing and pulling on your nipples as he watched Paul go down on you with a lust filled gaze. Your pleading was cut off as you felt one of his hands go back to squeezing your neck, pulling you harder into his body, as the other began to trail down towards your clit. You choked when you felt his dick beneath you, hard and huge as he grinded into your ass.

You screamed when he began toying with your clit, and Paul sped up his fingers inside of you as you thrashed around wildly. An obscene wet noise could be heard as he fingered your pussy, and you couldn’t control the noises that came out of you as you felt a pressure building deep in your gut. You barely had time to warn the boys you were cumming when your vision went white, and you helplessly tucked your head into Dwayne as you screamed from ecstasy.

Just as you came, you felt two pairs of fangs attach to you, one on your jugular and the other on your inner thigh. You whimpered and moaned loudly as this carried out your orgasm for even longer, and you felt a second wave hit you even harder than the first. You also felt a stronger sense of release, but your eyes stayed shut as you rode out your climax and let the boys continue to feed off you.

It wasn’t long before they detached themselves from you, and you kept your eyes shut as you panted wildly, trying to come down from your high. You snapped your eyes open when both boys began to chuckle. You stared at Paul dumbfounded, whose face was soaked with your release, and you gasped when you noticed that not only had it gotten all over his face, there was also puddle beneath you. That was then you realized you had squirted, something you had never done before. You gaped down at Paul, who was cockily licking your release off his fingers.

“Damn babe, didn’t know you had it in you.” He pressed a light kiss to your mound before lightly pulling up your panties, which were also soaked. You groaned from embarrassment as you tried to hide from the boys, who were chuckling and teasing you. You would never hear the end of this and you knew for a fact that the boys would not rest until each one of them individually made you squirt. David would not be happy that Paul had also taken one of your firsts, as he usually liked to do the honors.

Speaking of the devil, you heard footsteps approach as Marko and David came fresh from their feeding, Both of them grinning at you devilishly as you shyly tried to cover up, realizing how exposed you were under the moonlight. The movie had long since ended, and the five of you were alone on the dune.

“Well well well, looks like we missed a party, didn’t we Marko?” David came closer and didn’t hesitate to look at the mess you had made of the blanket. His smirk dropped slightly as he stared at Paul’s wet face, starting to connect the dots.

“Wait a minute, did you make her-“ He was cut off by Dwayne, who was smugly smirking from his spot behind you.

“Ohhhhh yeah, he did” He chuckled as he pressed kisses all over your flushed cheeks, and you could tell he was proud of you. David stared in disbelief at Paul, who got up to move closer to the group. You didn’t miss the wet spot on his pants, realizing that he had gotten off himself at some point in the night.

You were shaken out of your thoughts, however, when you heard David’s belt buckle click and zipper come down. His gaze had shifted towards you, and you couldn't help but feel helpless as he stared at you in such a predatory way. His hand dipped beneath his pants as he stared you in the eye.

“Hope you’ve got some more left in you girl, because I’m not stopping until you’re cumming all over my face.”

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eddiesxangel
Never Have I Ever… | E.M x Virgin!Reader

TJ’s 2K Request celebration!

@nailbatanddungeon : “I have a request for youuu. Okay, this is Eddie x Virgin!reader, reader is still new to everything, but there is one thing that the reader needs but is scared to push because the reader is TOUCH STARVED (So am I)”

Cw: reader and Eddie are in their mid to late 20’s, touch starved virgin!reader, angst, fluff, alcohol, throwing up(too much alcohol consumption), hangovers, fingering, oral (f receiving), p in v, protected sex. Friends to lovers

WC: 3.1k

I hope you enjoy!! 💗

“You’ll get there; you’re just a late bloomer, is all”

A late bloomer, you’ve heard it your whole life- and you’re sick of it. Sick of feeling behind in life? You’re in your twenties now and getting absolutely shit-faced because you’ve never done anything in this game of never have I ever.

You, Nancy, Steve, Eddie, Robin, Jonathan, and a few others were at the block party, and you somehow ended up involved in the juvenile game.

“Never have I ever kissed the same gender,” you drank.

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𝐍𝐄𝐖 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄

pairing: eddie munson x fem!reader

word count: 2.3k words

summary: in which it’s hard to see eddie with anyone who isn't you

warnings: friends to lovers to friends again (kinda), explicit language, alcohol consumption, very brief mention of weed, pining, angst

author’s note: this is fully inspired by the song "new love" by girl in red. enjoy<333

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。. .・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

“She’s right over there. Should I do it?”

“Yeah, go for it.”

Eddie nodded at your words and then he was standing up from the long patio chair that you, him, and Robin had been occupying for the past thirty minutes, and heading over to where his newest crush stood with a few of her friends. 

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munsondjarin

you absolutely love hearing eddie nerd out. when he apologized for ranting once, you admit that not only do you think it’s really cute, but it’s a bit of a turn on. he never lets that fact go. you’re making out on his bed and he starts trailing kisses up your jaw. nearing your ear, he leans in to whisper “wanna hear about the different types of orcs?” you whip your head at him in confusion before he continues whispering in your ear, deepening his voice. “there’s uruk-hai, actually uruk means orc in black speech..” you fight back a laugh and he pulls away just enough for you to see the smirk on the corner of his lips. days later when he picks you up for a date and sees your outfit, he immediately goes “have i ever told you about the fall of gondolin?” as he wiggles his eyebrows. it becomes a common occurrence, hot whispers about elven politics and defeating dnd monsters in hopes to hear you giggle and feel your smile against his lips.

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illinicoise

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

not even risking that shit

scrolled past this, re-evaluated my life, then SCROOOLLLED back up and hit the damn reblog button. 

Last comment same thing. Sorry to the next person who sees this. I just can’t risk it. I have things I need to do before my life becomes hell. Lol

man i fucking hate yall who tf put this up knowing damn well we all gonna reblog it im heated im really sick af bout this 

I don’t play that shit lol sorry

WHyyyy

Sorry everyone

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just-jay25

If only if only the woodpecker sighs the bark on the tree was as soft as the sky why the wolf waits below hungry and lonely he cries to the moon if only if only

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kixgbear

Shiddd

this post followed me to Facebook and im sooo annoyed!

It’s been a MINUTE since I’ve seen Madame Zeroni, fr fr

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glamhoeour

I HATE TUMBLR FKKKK SAKES

LMAOOOO

venusians

Not tryna fuck up any of my planetary Returns~

One time I didn’t and I was broke for like a month but the next time I seen it I rebloged it and a bitch just got 500 out the blue and a 20 gift card

Not risking this shit

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First time with Eddie would include:

  • Bumping into the kitchen table and bedroom door
  • Slowly undressing each others with trembling hands
  • Smiling into the kisses
  • Eddie zooning out at the sight of your beautiful breast
  • You kissing his chest and scar
  • Lots of neck kisses and hickies
  • Eddie slowly trusting into you
  • Eye contact for almost the whole time he is inside of you
  • Hands travelling all over your bodies
  • Moanings that turns into giggles because of happiness that turns again into moanings
  • Whispered "i love you" after you both reached the orgasm
  • Showering and cleaning each others after
  • Making sandwiches because you are both starving
  • Laying on the bed with his head on your chest, his finger trailing on your hip while you leave kisses on his head and touch his soft hair
  • Falling asleep in each others embrace
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voyeurmunson

I genuinely love dorky Eddie. Eddie who can’t stop himself from busting inside you within two minutes the first time you fuck. Eddie who gets so nervous he rambles on and on about the craziest shit at an insane speed while his hands wave around frantically. Eddie who can’t hold eye contact with you for very long at all because he just thinks you’re so fucking pretty. Eddie who gets semi hard and has to squeeze his eyes shut and think of something else every single time you brush up against him. Yeah.. I love that guy.

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I just really need best friend!Eddie to have that rom-com moment of clarity where he realizes he’s in love with me, runs to my house in the pouring rain, and kisses me so deeply that I my soul leaves my body.

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ficmotel

Lives Changed

part one

4.5k words

summary: eddie receives a deal of a lifetime, while reader is put through a life altering position. Their lives are changing, just not together.

warnings: pregnancy, break ups, just all angst

Eddie Munson had been everything to you, your boyfriend of two years, the love of your life and the man you had wanted to spend the rest of your life with. You had your future with him planned out from the first date, that was until it had all come falling down.

You had just graduated High School, Eddie was about to repeat his second senior year. It was a Sunday morning in the middle of August. A simple Sunday morning, before both your lives would change forever.

You had been feeling nauseous and tired for a few weeks, and had decided to run to the pharmacy for something you never thought you would have to buy at eighteen . A pregnancy test. It wasn’t far from the realm of possibility for you to be pregnant, You and Eddie were passionate to say the least. So there you sat on the floor of your bathroom and waited the ten minutes for the pregnancy test to give you your results.

While waiting you thought for the first time about the possibility of a baby. To be a mother, you never hated the idea especially if it was with Eddie, but now? at eighteen ? You had just gotten accepted to University, could you really let that go? It was a crazy thought. If you were being honest you weren’t that worried about it, fully denying the possibility. You were prone to overthinking, it was something that had caused problems for you and Eddie in the beginning of your relationship before you learned to trust each other, to communicate. So you thought it was just that. You, thinking too much.

Though the two blue lines on the pregnancy test before you proved your worries to be true. You were pregnant.

To be sure you decided to take five more, all with the same results. There was no denying it now, you were a hundred percent pregnant. Tears streamed down your face as you stared at the five positive tests. Terrified was an understatement on how you were feeling.

You weren’t ready to be a mom. Oh my god! your mom was going to kill you, she herself had gotten pregnant at a young age. Having to raise you all by herself, she had always warned you to be careful, it was something she always said every time you left to spend time with Eddie. She was going to be so disappointed in you.

Your body began to shake with how hard you were crying, but your thoughts then turned to Eddie. Your understanding and loving boyfriend, as you thought about it you knew that with Eddie by your side, you could get through anything. Or that’s what you thought.

While you were on your bathroom floor, with tears flowing down your face, surrounded by pregnancy tests. Thinking about how different your life would be from this moment on. Eddie was at his trailer surrounded by his bandmates thinking the same thing but instead of fear or uncertainty, he was feeling the exact opposite.

For the first time he felt true certainty for himself, he felt joy and hope for the future. For a second did he think of you through the smiles and joy but when he did he only felt panic. So he pushed it aside, it was a happy moment. He needed a happy moment for once because for Eddie Munson, his Sunday morning didn’t consist of pharmacy visits, pregnancy tests or tears. It was him and his bandmates and a phone call.

Never in his life did he think he would actually receive the life changing phone call, but when he picked up the receiver, saying his usual “The Munson Residence”

The news on the other line was one that Eddie had dreamed of hearing his whole life. He had almost dropped the phone onto the floor as the person on the other end, identified themselves as a LA Music Producer. They had actually listened to the Corroded Coffin tape he had sent them, and they loved it. Corroded Coffin had been offered a record deal, the deal of a lifetime.

Both of your lives were changing, just not together.

After you collected yourself, You knew you had to tell Eddie. For a flash of a moment you felt absolute fear, but you knew Eddie loved you. There was no doubt about it, he was your biggest fan. Always there to shower you with praise and compliments, it was also a known fact that the boy hated to be away from you. The boy practically had to be peeled away from you every time you had to go to class or go home.

So you picked up the phone, you weren’t going to deliver the news over the phone but you knew Sunday mornings were designated band practice days for Eddie and Corroded Coffin. So you called.

If you were being honest with yourself you just wanted to talk to him before placing such a burden on him. The phone rang longer than you were used to which only worsened the anxiety you were currently feeling. When the call finally connected you breathed a sigh of relief at the sound of the voice you loved so much.

“Hello, Lead Singer of Corroded Coffin speaking” Eddie Answered with pure joy lacing his tone. You could hear Gareth's laugh on the other side of the phone.

“Well hello Lead singer of Corroded Coffin” you replied, giggling softly at his antics. If you only knew.

“Oh, Hi Sweetheart. What’s up” He said with less enthusiasm, if you weren’t so wrapped up in your own thoughts you probably would’ve caught the change in tone.

“Nothing, just wanted to see if you and the band were still practicing. Wanted to talk to you, hear your voice” Your voice shook slightly, trying to hold back the tears that we’re returning once more.

Just like you, Eddie was too wrapped up in his thoughts to notice the shake in your voice. Something he usually would’ve noticed instantly.

He was silent for a moment, a long moment that only filled your gut with a feeling of dread. Could he possibly know? Did he see you at the pharmacy? He couldn’t have. You would’ve noticed him.

After a few seconds of silence and shuffling on the other end, Eddie finally replied “Um.. Uh yeah we’re still practicing, Jeff is still having trouble learning the riff to this song we’re working on... Ar-Are you okay?”

“Yeah Yeah, I’m fine but can we hang tomorrow?” You asked, he had sounded so happy when he answered the phone. It had been a rare sound recently as he had been feeling low since flunking his senior year. Even when he congratulated you after you had walked in your cap and gown, you knew he felt disappointed in himself. You couldn’t drop this on him when he was finally sounding like his usual care free self. You could tell him tomorrow.

“Of Course, Sweetheart. I actually gotta get back to the boys but I’ll see you tomorrow” He rushed out. You should’ve noticed the unsteadiness in his voice. If you had noticed it, you would’ve been prepared for what was to come.

“Yeah, I’ll see you. I love you” you said and then he hung up.

Eddie never said goodbye without saying ‘I love you’ back. If anything he was always the first one, berating you for not saying it back quick enough. The dreadful feeling in your stomach only grew after that.

When Eddie hung up the phone, for the first time that day he felt the gravity of the deal he had accepted. He was undeniably happy, this was his dream come true. He would no longer be the trailer park trash that everyone thought him to be, the freak of Hawkins or the idiot who had to repeat his senior year because he was too busy drug dealing to actually participate in class.

But what did that mean for the two of you?

“What was that? Why didn’t you tell y/n? She should be on her way here to celebrate with us.” Gareth said his hands held out, confused by Eddie’s actions. Never has Eddie been able to keep something hidden from you. It was actually something that had bugged Gareth in the beginning as he knew that if he told Eddie something, you would be told the same information only hours later.

“Yeah! And I completely nailed that riff by the way” Jeff inserted, slightly offended by Eddie’s choice of excuses.

Eddie ignored them both, slowly and silently making his way to the couch, all excitement he had previously felt, gone from his body. The only thing on his mind was you. You would be happy for him, there’s no denying that. You loved him and always encouraged him to seek out his dreams. Hell, you were the one who convinced him to send the tape out anyways, helping him pick the right songs and mail it. This was as much your accomplishment as it was his.

Yet why did he feel like something was ending, like he was giving up one dream for another.

“What’s wrong dude?” Doug asked, moving to sit next to Eddie, sharing concerned glances with Jeff and Gareth at their friends' sudden change of mood.

“He lied to y/n for one thing, he never does that. '' Gareth replied, his arms crossed. While you were friends with all of Eddie’s bandmates it was Gareth who had introduced you to Eddie in the first place after meeting in Biology. You were true friends outside of your relationship with Eddie.

Eddie stayed silent, barely registering Gareth’s words.

“ I forgot about her. We just accepted the deal and I forgot about her” Eddie muttered silently more to himself than anything but the boys heard him perfectly, Suddenly understanding.

The boys knew how much you meant to Eddie, after having to endure two years of you two clinging to each other and sucking face. Though they knew you made Eddie happy and that’s all they wanted for him.

Jeff came to sit on the other side of Eddie on the couch, hand on his shoulder in reassurance. “ Don’t worry about it, man. Y/n will understand she knows this is your dream. I mean didn’t she help out with the tape”

“We’re going to have to move. That’s what the producer said. I was too caught up in the excitement, I- Oh god. Are we going to have to—break up?” Eddie's voice shook and it was the first time the boys had ever seen Eddie scared. He was their confident leader , the guy who stood up to bullies and made fun of them back. Even when he felt like shit for not graduating, he was never scared.

“Don’t think about that dude. It’s y/n, I mean she could come with us?” Doug suggested but even he couldn’t be confident about his words. Eddie always puts your wants and needs first.

You had just got into Indiana University, you had specifically chosen one close to home so you could stay close to Eddie and your mom.

“I-I can’t do that to her. Force her to live my dreams” Tears began to brim Eddie’s eyes as he thought about it. “She’ll hate me for it” The last part he said quieter but in the silence of his living room, the boys heard him clearly fully understanding where his mind was, knowing the history of Eddie’s parents.

His dad wanted kids, his mom didn’t but she had Eddie anyways to make his dad happy. She used to remind Eddie of that every day about how he ruined her life. That's when the fighting started, Eddie’s mom resenting him and Eddie’s dad for ruining everything. Then when Old Al Munson finally went to jail, Eddie’s mom did what she always wanted. She left.

He couldn’t let that happen to him and y/n, he loved her too much to force her to give up her dreams, to uproot her life for him. What if she began to hate him like his mom? But then could he give up his dream for her? The initial answer was yes but his evil mind played out the same ending, with him hating her for making him give it up. He could never hate her, but he’s seen couples break up for less.

“Y/N could never hate you, Eds. You know that, We all know that. That girl adores you, she loves you.” Gareth said, trying to help.

“Exactly, fucking exactly. She loves me, she would give up University, she would give it all up for me. Then in a few years she will realize how much she gave up. She’ll resent me for ruining her life. Then she will hate me.” Eddie stood up and began pacing, his words tumbling out.

This was how Eddie was, when he came to a conclusion no matter how twisted it was, he would stick to it. He was stubborn like that, the only person who could ever calm him down, change his mind, was you.

“Eddie buddy, just talk to y/n. I can’t believe I'm saying this but you two are meant for each other. I knew it from the moment I met her. Just talk to her and you’ll work things out” Jeff stood up, resting a hand on Eddie’s shoulder once more to steady him.

Eddie only nodded but kept his gaze low, far away. The boys looked at each other, Gareth nodding at Jeff. Though while they silently agreed it was good advice, they just hoped Eddie actually heard them and would listen to them.

Eddie had heard their words and for a while it calmed him down, you were Eddie and Y/n. There was nothing you couldn’t handle but that night as he tossed and turned all he could think about is what you would say when you found out. The boys might have been right in just talking it out with you, but they didn’t know you like he did. He knew you, he knew you would jump at the opportunity to go with him, you would give up everything and leave it all behind for him.

You were selfless like that and a selfish part of Eddie wanted to let you but then he remembered the look on your face when you walked to him in your cap and gown, you were absolutely beautiful but the look of happiness and pride in your eyes. You were proud of yourself and that look only increased by ten when you received your acceptance letter. You had raved about how you would come down every weekend to visit him and help your mom out. Another thing he couldn’t do, Los Angeles was thousands of miles away from Indiana. If anything happened to your mom and you weren’t there, you would hate him forever.

It was three in the morning and every way Eddie thought about it, it ended with either you giving up your dreams or him giving up his. He knew he would give it up for you and you for him, but he also knew that kind of sacrifice could only end in heartache. He rather lose you to your dreams and happiness then even let the possibility of you hating him one day happen.

Eddie Munson knew what he had to do, and it was just about to kill him.

You had spent the majority of the rest of the day in a trance. Your eyes redrimmed and face covered in dried tears. After your call with Eddie you hadn’t cried any longer, in a weird state of calm even with the dread filling your stomach.

There was nothing you could do at this point, at least not until you talked to Eddie. You laid in bed for most of the day, watching old movies and entertaining the different futures you could have with Eddie.

Could you be a mother? It would be terribly difficult, first with the way your mom would react to the news. You had had money saved for when you moved to school, hoping to start a fund for you and Eddie to move in together. Would you even be able to go to University anymore? Lots of people worked and went to school pregnant but could you? So far away from home?

You weren’t sure what you wanted.

Your thoughts turned to Eddie, how would he feel? He just flunked his senior year, what would being a teen dad do to him? Even when Eddie carried his carefree facade, you knew the things people said about him being “a freak” or “trash like his father” got to him. You knew because he told you, late night whispers as he ran his fingers up and down your side, and your fingers combing through his messy hair. Bodies slick with sweat after your usual night of dirty sex or ‘lovemaking’ as Eddie liked to call it.

The insults thrown at him would get worse if you had a baby, you knew that. A small conservative town like Hawkins wasn’t one that was particularly open to anything or anyone different. Eddie would support you but would he want this? Eddie wanted to be a rockstar, it’s why he spent every sunday morning and wednesday afternoon’s practicing so hard with his band. You even helped him send a bunch of tapes to music producers in Los Angeles. Eddie would support you but he didn’t want this, at least not now.

The true question was, if you wanted this?

You had spent all day contemplating every possible outcome for your ‘little problem’ and had fallen asleep early. So when you woke up, you didn’t want to think anymore about possibilities. You just wanted him, your sweet loving Eddie. So still in your sweats, you grabbed your bag. Holding up one of the five pregnancy tests, you looked at it for half a second before shoving it in your bag. Then you made your way to Eddie’s trailer.

As you walked up, a wave of nausea hit you but it was different than before. Probably a sign of the pain and stress that awaited you on the other side of the door. You knocked and waited for Eddie to open the door for you. When he did, you noted his messy hair, his eyes had dark circles around them, you wondered if he had gotten enough to sleep. You couldn’t help but smile at the sight of him, your worries washing away for a few seconds as you stared at him, God did you love this boy.

Though while you smiled, Eddie didn’t. Which was odd, he would’ve scooped you up into his arms at this point.

“Sweetheart? You're here early. Is everything okay?” He asked, opening the door wider to let you in.

You made your way inside, noting the beer cans that remained on the coffee table.

“I- I don’t know, I just really needed to talk to you” You said looking at him, trying your best to keep your composure. Twiddling with your fingers, gaze set on the boy.

Eddie’s brows furrowed and for a second he looked confused before he sighed. Taking your hand and leading you to sit on the couch.

“I’m guessing you talked to Gareth”

This confused you ultimately, now you really looked at Eddie. You had noticed the dark circles around his eyes which was normal after a night with the boys but now you noticed that he looked much like you did yesterday, eyes bloodshot and swollen, a wave of panic flooded you.

“No? Why? What happened?” You questioned not hiding the panic in your voice, all the things were coming together in your head now. The redness in his eyes, his lack of “I love you” when you said it yesterday and even now while you sat on the couch, hand in hand, he was an entire foot away from you. Something was wrong, and it had nothing to do with you or the fetus in your womb.

He was silent for awhile, looking everywhere else but you. Which only worried you more, Eddie never had trouble expressing himself, especially to you.

“ Remember when we sent those tapes out a few weeks ago” You nodded quickly unprepared for the turn this conversation was going to go.

“Well um, they called, Sweetheart. They want me, they want to sign Corroded Coffin” For a second you forgot about all your life and problems, and smiled brightly, you surged forward hugging him.

“Eddie, that's amazing! You're going to be a rockstar. I knew they would love you” You pulled back but Eddie wasn’t smiling or giggling with you. His face was passive, he pulled back, putting you at arm’s length. Your eyebrows furrowed at the loss of contact.

“Baby? What’s wrong?” You tried to reach for him, to cup his face but he stopped you, grabbing your hand and putting it aside but not letting go.

“ The band and I were moving to LA” These words were like cold water being dropped down your spine, you pulled your hand away like if it burned. You were happy for Eddie but this news was very bad timing. Incredibly bad timing.

You mulled over his words, ‘The band and I’, and he had yet to say anything after, the silence telling you everything you needed to know. He wasn't asking you to go, he had decided, you weren’t going.

This was not how you expected this morning to go.

“What about me? Us? ” You said softly, you had already cried all your tears yesterday, if anything the feeling of dread and panic was now overshadowed by a bigger feeling, anger.

Eddie sighed running his hands through his hair, “You have your whole life ahead of you darling, and this is an opportunity of a lifetime and I - I don’t think” He stumbled over his words, his eyes focused on the wall in front of him.

He couldn’t look at you, if he looked at you he would break.

“Just say it Eddie” Your voice was harsher now, you had spent all of yesterday crying thinking your life was over. Your only consolation was that you would have Eddie but you were wrong. He was leaving you.

He turned to you then, looking you in the eye, his own brimming with tears. “I think we should break up.”

Just like that the world had dropped from under you. An ache settled in your throat and chest. You fought the tears brimming but that didn’t stop the strain in your voice when you spoke . “You think?”

You didn’t look at him, only heard him as he spoke. “Sweetheart, It’s not right for me to ask you to come with me”

You scoffed bitterly “You didn’t even ask. I thought you loved me, you promised— We We h-had plans”

His hands came to cradle to your face as you continued to stumble over your words “Shh Shh, Sweetheart breathe”

You pulled back and stood up, laughing bitterly, he only looked at you with a concerned gaze, tears marking his cheeks.

“When-When did you find this out? huh? Yesterday?” Realization hit you and you couldn’t help the glare that you sent to Eddie.

“That’s why you were weird, Why didn't you tell me you loved me? What? you were planning on how to break up with me, all day? What? So you could get a new hot LA model girlfriend?” You rambled angrily

He stood up trying to touch you but you stepped back, trying to be as far away from him as possible. “No No Sweetheart, I’m doing this for you because I love you”

“ YOUR LYING” you yelled, you and Eddie never yelled to each other but you also never lied. “I know you Eddie Munson, you aren’t doing this for me. You are doing this for you. What? Were our plans not enough for you! The family we dreamed of !” Your hands moved to settle over your stomach but Eddie was too focused on you to notice.He was silent, and his silence only made you more angry.

“SAY SOMETHING” you yelled

“NO!” he yelled back harshly, his eyes hardened “You want the truth? That little white picket fence dream family you wanted. It was never going to be enough for me? I never wanted it, to be stuck here as the town freak, stuck here with you” He stopped abruptly knowing the cruelty of what he was saying.

It was like all your worst fears and doubts about your relationship with Eddie came true, you could feel your heart shattering. Everything you had ever dreamed of with him, the silent promises whispered at night, all the hopes, they were all lies.

“Sweetheart I—”

“It’s fine, Eddie. It’s just the truth right? You never wanted a future with me, you were just settling until a better opportunity came around, and now it’s here” Your voice was cold and calm. Gone was any fight you had, what was the point, Eddie didn’t want you, or a future with you. So why fight a one sided battle.

“Right?” You asked as a final attempt, You looked him in the eyes, hoping that he would say it wasn’t true, hoping to see a little sliver of regret in those brown eyes that you loved. That he would say that he did want a life with you, even if it got messy, but there was none.

His eyes set on you, “Right. This— It’s what I want Y/n” He said dejectedly. No regret, just guilt, he was choosing a life without you rather than one with you.

Eddie Munson was a stubborn man, when he wanted something he was set on it. You could always talk him out of things because well he loved you more, wanted you more. Though it looks like he had found something better to want.

You only nodded, moving to grab your bag. The pregnancy test sitting inside, long forgotten. He only stood there, frozen, staring at you as you moved to leave. As you opened the door you looked at him once last time.

“You were never a freak to me” you said before slamming the trailer door.

You walked down the steps to your car, stopping as you reached the door handle, you looked back to the trailer, thinking of the past two years you had spent with the boy you thought loved you. You waited, tears silently falling from your eyes, using the last thread of hope and trust you had in Eddie Munson. Hoping he would run out and stop you. He didn’t.

Eddie watched from the window of the trailer watching as you looked up at the trailer, unknowingly looking at him through the window. He didn’t move, he just watched you stare, then get in your car and drive away.

It was the last time Eddie Munson would see you for six years, eyes red, tears streaming, and heartbroken.

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A/N: I’ve missed this man. I hope you like? Next part will have some saucy little smut. Just trying this out first, also for self-indulgence.

Warnings: Tooth rotting fluff, language, mentions of injuries, self-esteem issues, mentions depression and body image.

Pairings: Eddie Munson x Plus size!Reader

Eddie Munson loves his new band of misfit friends, an extended family that has welcomed him and Wayne in with open arms. Hell, he’s even getting along with Harrington, Wheeler is tutoring him, and everyone else just understands. And then, well… Then there is you. He’s never seen someone so in tune with the needs of others without ever considering herself. Someone who purposely pushes herself on the world’s hottest back burner to avoid opening up and letting anyone truly see what’s going on… Behind incredibly beautiful eyes, if Eddie does say so himself.

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don’t you want me | boyfriend!steve x reader x eddie

content & context: you and steve are tasked with checking in on eddie while he’s hiding out at reefer rick’s. 

mentions of drugs & all parties smoke, virgin!eddie, eddie gets caught masturbating by reader and steve, oral (all receiving and giving), steve accidentally initiates oral with eddie (makes sense i promise), fingering (f receiving), unprotected sex, steve!breeding kink, cum play, cum swapping. everyone’s a lil fruity! reader is kinda just passed around!! **emphasizing that there are sexual interactions between steve and eddie!**

she/her pronouns used for reader!

author’s note: … i can’t believe this is finally getting posted but here we are! its been ages in the making and i’m so glad to finally have it out there. if i missed something during editing pls let me know! <3

word count: 8.4k - i added plot to this one!

If you thought Steve complained about being the babysitter, you should hear the way he complains about being Eddie’s caretaker. 

In all honesty, he still wasn’t quite sure that Eddie was completely innocent in all this mess. Was he a killer? Probably not. That doesn’t mean he wants to hang around the guy, let alone have you hang around him. 

He’s protective, that’s all. 

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