It's been 18/19 days since I last posted(who's counting tho) and while I'm positive this post will receive a big majority of you rolling your eyes, I hope this will stick with the few that read it all and listen to what I have to say.
I usually put my long winded posts under a read more, but I'm gonna subject all of you to actually see this and if you don't like it, that's fine, it's the last post I'll be making on here anyways.
I'm stepping away from the GVF fandom. I'm not looking for sympathy or anyone to beg me to stay, this is something I've been thinking on for a while now since the last round of nasty anons I got. And trust, I'm aware I don't need to announce my departure. I could leave silently like others have. But, we all know I don't work like that.
After what I saw on Twitter today, it was the nail in the coffin for me that I'm done here. I know what some of you are thinking 'Don't let a few bad people ruin the fun for you!' but the sad fact of the matter is it has. This fandom isn't fun. It's full of mean spirited people who would rather trash somebody who just passed away bc she listened to an artist they don't like, than be there to show the slightest bit of compassion for the people mourning.
Have y'all no home training? What tragic event happened in y'alls lives to make you so HATEFUL? Does it not get exhausting?
Y'all need to understand that your words/actions have consequences. They might not directly effect you but they WILL effect others. THAT'S why so many people don't last a year in this fandom. THAT'S why people are even SCARED to interact in this fandom. You tone deaf, cold-hearted assholes ruined this space and this band for so many people. And I've decided that if you guys can't even be respectful of someone's passing then it's not a space I want to be associated with. I've been pretty open about my grief and it's not something I take lightly.
I'm so disappointed and let down. All I wanted was to make friends and soul bond with people over music. That's literally impossible though here bc if it's not a pissing contest then it's not worth it to MOST of you.
I'm tired of fighting to prove my worth as a friend, and a fan of this band. I'm tired of wondering what innocent thing I will say that might piss some chronically online soul off. This isn't a fun hobby anymore. I have anxiety when I get on here now and that's not right. I shouldn't be nervous to be around people who love the same band as me.
Sorry to bring down the mood on the dash, there's was never a right time to post this and I've accepted I'll never make anyone happy on here as it stands lmaoooo.
Hope you all thrive and have successful lives. I'll still be around and supporting GVF. Just not active in the fandom. If you need me, you know where to find me.
