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Another series yey! Haha. I initially planned to write about my Data Analytics Journey before and during when I start the bootcamp, but some circumstances happened (and some laziness mixed in).. So yeah. But now, I think it's about time to start this, to hold myself accountable because wew girl, I'm such a lazy ass bish.
Simple Plan’s “ I wanna start this over again” from Untitled hit so much today than ever before. It’s 11:00 freaking AM, and I’m crying on this song. Damn this adulting. Damn this confusion. Damn my life. In about 3 months from now, I’ll be 26 and I still haven’t figure out what to do with my life. Dammmn... it’s depressing.
Exile is that fucking song that made me cry real hard.
Still Memories: 30 Days of June
Honestly, what’s happening right now feels surreal; never in my mind did I imagine I would be experiencing a pandemic. Life can really throw you into unexpected situations and you just have to wing it.
Like Bhobbie who’s waiting for my mother to come back to the car, I’m patiently waiting for the time that all will be well and we will survive this crisis. But as I wait, I need to do something to keep myself busy and to continue living despite all.
I want to be outside without being wary of acquiring a virus.
I want to be free to appreciate the sky in all its gloriousness.
Somehow, I miss the stress brought by commuting.
It’s funny but I miss my boring work routine.
I may have been given the opportunity to the things I put on-hold before, but with the uncertainty of tomorrow, I can’t seem to start anything. It’s really frustrating.
Most of the times, I just lay down in my bed and stare at the ceiling, imagining it to be the skies I see on my way to work.
It became foreign what the sun’s heat feels like on my skin.
But I’m trying to make a new routine. A new normal. To survive. And to keep living.
Update: i just want to run away. Far from everything. After a month of being at home, the feeling of going back to work make me want to run away. I dont know
I wasted so much time and now I’m drowning with so much regret ad self-blame. How to get out of here? How to move forward and keave all these regrets?
I am stressedt.
You always have something— a song, a series, or a drama— that defines you or that evokes something in you. It will always be this drama for me, Because This Life is Our First.
I want to be outside without being wary of acquiring a virus.
I want to be free to appreciate the sky in all its gloriousness.
Somehow, I miss the stress brought by commuting.
It’s funny but I miss my boring work routine.
I may have been given the opportunity to the things I put on-hold before, but with the uncertainty of tomorrow, I can’t seem to start anything. It’s really frustrating.
Most of the times, I just lay down in my bed and stare at the ceiling, imagining it to be the skies I see on my way to work.
It became foreign what the sun’s heat feels like on my skin.
But I’m trying to make a new routine. A new normal. To survive. And to keep living.
I don’t want to say this but I really need to get this out. It’s starting to get depressing these days.. Di ko alam anong dapat gawin. I should be working from home but I’m procrastinating (Sorry boss). And as days goes by, I keep wondering until when will this be.. Honestly, I was tired of ranting about how the gov’t is doing because it’s becoming exhausting and stressful so I just end up focusing on the small victories we have. I am starting to accept (tho baby steps nga lang into full acceptance) that when the time comes the quarantine got lifted, we will have a new normal. And we will adapt to it eventually because that’s what life is, always changing, and we humans will just have to adapt to it.
I hope you are fine. Practice proper hygiene. If you can, help even how small it is because with it, not only will you be able to help others but also give hope to them that everything will be pkay, someday. We all need little sunshines in this year. Hugs to everyone. :)
Vaccine for covid?
Yes, anon. May effective na yata ganon (out of the many developments going on). Pero sa May pa lang yata siya magiging available dine sa pilipinas. Sana talaga.
And yung virgin coconut oil, helpful din ang sabi. Two days lang, gumaling na yung may covid.
Can we just not, please. Kakabalik ko lang ng Tumblr eh.
The earliest vaccine for COVID is currently for early human testing (so-called Phase III testing). There is no timeline that will make it available in the Philippines by May.
As for VCO, clinical trials are currently being conducted by the DOST and the National University of Singapore. We do NOT want a repeat of the hydroxychloroquine debacle. There is no evidence yet that VCO is an effective antiviral agent in general, much less a specific treatment for COVID-19.
Currently practicing my hatching skill (digitally) in Procreate. I searched for some basic exercises/beginner's guide in digital art in youtube and I stumbled on this video. So yep.
I still have a long way to go but I think, this is a good start? Hehe. Sana magtuluy-tuloy, chos.
Apps I’m currently using more often:
Notable mentions (because I just use them like 2x a day or maybe a week or when I just feel like using them)
So yeah. Hehe 🥰
I want to explore these:
But I don’t know when/where/what to start. Though baka alam ko unconsciously pero di ko lang mafigure out? Parang nasa dulo ng dila ko ganon?
That was the kind of conversation I love— about our childhood adventures, our deepest secrets— just anything. When we jump from one topic to another without pause. And with it, we get to know more about one another.
Even if it gets really late, it’s still okay for as long as I get to know you better.
My wishes for my birthday were for us to be COVID19-free and a better governance. So for those who will be able to come across this post, I hope you will:
Aja, Pinas [and the world]!
Hoping to really get my groove back into the reading game. It’s been so long since the last time I read and actually finish a book so hopefully this will be a success. Also I did join the Dalgona Coffee bandwagon and well, I will convince myself to write a post about it. You know, documentary puporse. Char
And yes. I’m using my Snapchat again because I uninstalled my IG in my phone. Hehe
So how are you all? Stay safe, and please do proper hygiene and boost your immunity with fruits and vitamins, okay? 😊
PS. You can also visit my site hahaha. Promo promo langs char. Though it’s stillnunder renov but yeah
