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#i'd probably never say this to her face but farzana is probably the only person who has seen every shade of gray and stuck around for me#s I really want to tell her about what's going on with me#because at this point she's the only person I know who would be simultaneously able and willing to help#there's like one other person but I don't want to ask her for anything in case it brings her down or she doesn't want to#but of course#farzana is asleep#and I probably won't be able to talk to her to#tomorrow*#I hope so because I'm not kidding when I say she's my last hope#I'm ready to die like. right now
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A part of me died inside with you.. 💔

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My heart is so heavy. Linkin Park’s lyrics got me through some really dark times. I know every word to every song this man has ever sang.

I’ll treasure every song for the rest of my life. RIP Chester.

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I can't change what happened to Chester. I'm certainly not in a good place myself. But if any of you ever, ever feel like you might commit suicide, or are coming close to hurting yourself: there is an email service you can talk to. It's run by professionals who are trained to respond, and they are sending out responses 24/7. None are auto. They're all written by real people who DO NOT SEE your email address (in case you're afraid of your identity becoming known). The email is jo@samaritans.org, and I personally haven't used it yet, but I'm definitely planning on it. You are all so beautiful and worthy and I'm not in a place to help anyone right now, but if you do need help, there are people. Much more qualified than me. I love you all so much.

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Tell me I’m forgiven, tonight But nobody can save me now I’m holding up a light I’m chasing up the darkness inside ‘Cause nobody can save me

Linkin Park - Nobody Can Save Me  (via pastapizzacheesedragon)

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Regarding the future of the band, I will respect and support their decision. I know they love music and probably won’t nor cannot stop making it, but whether they continue to do it together or separately remains to be seen. I’m sure this is probably the furthest thing from their minds right now and probably from most fans, but it’s something I’ve thought about among the many different thoughts that have been racing through my mind since the news.  

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