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the family we chose

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annie. i'm just a girl, hanging out on the internet, asking for distraction. i follow from @becominglionhearted. AO3
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tender is the waiting

As he stands there, staring, Eddie has three thoughts. The first is that everything is so, so pink. The second is that he doesn’t care how stereotypically pink everything is. The third thought, the one that makes his heart accelerate in his chest, is that everything is so tiny.
His throat feels thick and his eyes sting as he stares at the onesies and imagines holding their daughter in one for the first time.
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ayo-edebiri
I just hid myself in drսg and alcohol. And then people started coming into my life. This girl El, and Joyce just happened, and I told myself they needed me. But that wasn’t true. That’s a lie. They didn’t need me. I needed them. I needed them. You were right, what you said last night. I knew the risks, breaking out of here, but I did it anyway. The minute I sent for Joyce, the minute I sent for her, I sentenced her to death. Just like I did with Sara. Everyone I love, I hurt.
We had a funeral. Anybody show? (4x05 - 4x08)
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— seventy years of sleep #4, nikka ursula (x)

[Image ID: four gifs of Evan Buckley and Eddie Diaz from multiple episodes of 9-1-1. Overlaid over each gif is a line from a poem written by Nikka Ursula, in capital typewriter letters:

GIF 1: A transitioning gif of Buck and Eddie from 5.14, sitting at Eddie’s kitchen table. Eddie has a wry, slightly self-deprecating twist to his mouth as he looks down at the table, while Buck sucks in a breath as he watches Eddie. The text reads, “I think we deserve.”

GIF 2: A transitioning gif of Buck and Eddie from 5.18, watching Hen and Karen’s vow renewal with soft, affectionate smiles on their faces. The text reads, “A soft epilogue, my love”

GIF 3: A transitioning gif of Buck and Eddie watching the Marine reunite with his family in 2.10. They both have tears in their eyes as they watch. Eddie’s expression is a little pensive as he looks away for a moment. The text reads, “We are good people.”

GIF 4: A black-and-white transitioning gif between four scenes. Buck insisting that firefighting is his life to Maddie with red-rimmed eyes in 2.18, Eddie shaking his head with tears in his eyes as he talks to Bobby about his anger at himself and Shannon in 3.08, Buck wiping tears from his eyes as Christopher leans against him after Eddie gets shot in 4.14, and Eddie crying as he clutches the baseball bat in 5.13. The text reads, “And we’ve suffered enough.”

/end ID]

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bieddiediaz
@911desis ravi panikkar appreciation week day 2 - rescues

[Image ID: 10 GIFs of Ravi Panikkar from 9-1-1. GIF 1: Ravi steps towards the victim with Chimney in s05e01. GIF 2: Ravi bends down to pull the victim out of the water. GIF 3: Ravi stares at a chemical fire as he tries to figure out how to extinguish it in s05e05. GIF 4: Ravi tells Bobby, “These chemicals are reacting to water. We need CO2.” GIF 5: At a call at a prison, Ravi tells Hen and Bobby, “I can do it,” referring to a dangerous mission involving going out in the midst of rioting prisoners in s05e06. GIF 6: Ravi, disguised and visibly scared, walks away from a sea of prisoners. GIF 7: At a hospital fire, Ravi calls Hen towards the victims, “Hey! Over here! Come on!” in s05e08. GIF 8: Ravi regrets the way the call went down, “I was supposed to save him. Not th other way around.” GIF 9: Ravi tells Buck, “Just like that, I guess,” as Lucy performs a daring stunt that Buck was trying to figure out in s05e11. GIF 10: Ravi leans over the edge of the extended ladder, grabbing the arm of the victim as she reaches up towards him. /end ID]

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