Karlie

The thing about friends is that you either love them or hate them

But that doesn’t really make them friends

You could never hate a friend but you can hate a stranger

Someone that suddenly ghosts you for no reason

They didn’t even tell me the reason.

Someone that leaves you at your darkest moments

They didn’t really ever care did they?

Someone that makes you feel bad about your appearance

They made me feel so damn ugly.

Someone that’s made you cry night after night

They don’t even deserve these tears don’t they?

Strangers aren’t friends

Strangers can’t be trusted

Strangers will just leave you bruised and broken hearted

Oh the love letters I’d write to you

Because I just love everything about you

Oh the way I’d kiss you when you smile

Because that grin makes my heart beat over a mile

Oh and when you look at me with your beautiful eyes

Because boy I regret not saying a thing after our goodbyes

Oh but you know I do love you

Because I just do love everything about you

Blonde blonde hair

Deep blue eyes

Something in the way you smile

Just wanna make you mine

You may think I’m crazy

But we’ve all been crazy once

But the way you make me laugh

Makes me feel amazing

Oh and your stupid grin

That’s amazingly handsome

Gives me the butterflies

The day it finally happens

I’ll be over the moon

Because being with you

Would make it all come true

Our little conversations

Not caring at all

We’re laughing in the moment

We’re laughing for the moment

With you life is brighter

And together

It could be even greater

I know you have no idea

Of these feelings I have

But I do hope

That you know in the slightest

Because

I really do like you

You know I really hate people

People who tell you what to do

People who think they’re better than you

People that constantly blame you for little things

Humanity has really lost its touch

People never love you

People never trust

People simply stab you in your back

Thinking what’s the fuss

You can never trust a soul

Not even yourself

Because honestly

You know you’ve lost yourself too

Just like everyone else

I know I often get infatuated

But you know this time it’s different

There’s no awkwardness

All your jokes

And our never ending conversations

I’m sure you feel it too

Although I’m still unsure

I honestly hope it’s true

That you and me

We’re meant to be

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You know that feeling when you really really like someone

Well I really really like someone

And I you know that feeling when you know they’ll never like you back

Well I also have that feeling

Life is full of feelings

And I only want one feeling

The feeling of being loved

I want to be loved

Why can’t god just give me love

Love is all I want and need from life

So please

Give me love

Dear fake friend

All you ever gave me was hell

Turning my friends against me

While I tried making amends

When you were yelling

I was listening

But it hurt

You said you didn’t know me

That I have no personality

But I know myself better than you

It’s truly sad

All these years

Going to waste

But in the end

All you cared about was

You, yourself and your stupid ego

Anxiety they say

Depression they said

All my fingers bleeding

All my tears fleeing

You know it’s hard

It’s hard fighting all these feelings

The stress the sadness

It’s really getting to me

It’s hard to fall asleep

All this overthinking

All these thoughts

All this

Just this

It’s sad to see things change

But you do have to admit

It’s never gonna be the same

I know it’s my fault

But it’s yours too

But this a good thing

We need to move on

Because we both know

This is the end

Bullshit

That’s what life is

It’s a load of fucking crap

You know

You think you know yourself

Until someone tells you otherwise

Well fuck

Now I don’t even know myself

You know

I do hate confrontation

It makes me anxious

It makes me wanna cry

And it makes me go silent

But I do know my feelings

And I know myself

But life

It’s fucking bullshit

The ghost of you is still here

Holding me when I cry

Loving me unconditionally

Damian

Now when I think of you

I don’t cry

When I reminisce our memories

I laugh and smile

Damian

Thank you

I hope God and heaven are treating you dearly

I hope you’re at peace

I hope you rest well

I love you

As I look back on my memories

I realise I’ve never been truly happy

Life just is never good

But as I reflect on these memories

I become stronger

Stronger than the wall holding me back

All the people I met

All the people I lost

Helped me through this

I love you

I wish someone would love me

I give so much love

I give my whole heart to people

Then they end up leaving

Or hurting me without even knowing

I want to be loved like in those romance movies

I want to be held while I sleep

I want someone to lean on when I’m depressed

I want those late nights of movies and popcorn

I just want to be loved

Can someone please love me

I’m so exhausted

Sick of all these rocky roads

It’s making me car sick

Feeling happy and sad

Just sick of everything

I’m tired

I’m exhausted

Now I know the truth

And that really breaks my heart

I feel as if I betrayed you and your trust

And to you I’m sorry

Just know that I love you

And hope you rest in peace