2008-2011

I hate the “open floor plan” that everyone is obsessed with in houses now. I want nooks and crannies and bizarre floor plans. I don’t need to be able to see what someone is doing on the other side of the house. I want places to hide and lurk and dwell in the shadows. I am the beast who awaits in the labyrinth

Most fucked up thing i ever drew...

Logis du Feés, France by Sies Kranen

I'm like if a sensitive sweetheart was a bit bitter and loathesome

Neil!!!

unrequited love for siblings is the saddest thing you could ever portray on its own but over the garden wall said what if the kid is like the sweetest most kindhearted five year old you could imagine and he loves his brooding wistful bitch of an older brother sooo so much and enough to offer up his life in exchange for his brothers when his older brother saw him this whole time as just an annoying step sibling at best and a nuisance at worst and you cant be too mad cause hes also a kid and then when he finally figures it all out it saves them both, the decision to leave lethargy and the rot of melancholy behind and take the love he already has as proof the world is worth it after all and aaa a a. aaaaaa. aaaaaaa. aaa. what a sweet story. what a lovely thing.

2006-2007

2010

2010

My view (sped up) of eclipse in Indiana.

Ohio Total Solar Eclipse

i wanna be normal so bad but every few hours i think about how the bar for the future has been dropped to I Just Want People to Stop Dying and Have Food and then i think about how insidious and cruel that is, how cruel that this is what they've decided will be normal, that now we have to fight to raise the bar of humanity to Living and Eating again

because once people stop dying and have food to eat we're going to need to deal with those who not only have the power to kill and starve people at will and chose to use it that way, but they did it against the wishes of the majority of the world. we've been lowered to unfathomable depths by these people.

all I’m saying is that I went backpacking for the first time last summer and slept overlooking a waterfall and then I made some really hard decisions when I got back and then cried because I realized that my loved ones weren’t who I thought they were and laughed a lot with my best friends and saw some amazing things too. this life is just ongoing and it sucks and then it’s beautiful again somehow and I’ve done things I never thought that I would have both good and bad but damn living life is just ongoing and forever a trip

Fuck your entire life