I constantly feel like the most unwanted thing in existence

The haunting ancient Celtic carnyx being played for an audience. This is the sound Roman soldiers would have heard their Celtic enemies make.

Man if I heard that shit while descending upon a strange land with my brethren I'd straight up dig a hole to die in right the and there, fuck the emperor fuck the gods that's a warning straight from the bones of an older evil and whatever is coming is worse than death

not to sound like your dad but if your not having a great time rn you might legitimately be playing too many video games or being on that damn phone too often, or at least without any necessary activity buffers

may i suggest coloring with physical materials? or some chores you’ve been putting off? hell go outside with a bucket and make mud soup like you’re five again. take a break. you can bring your whatever for music and stuff but like don’t play with it

lots of huffy teenagers in the notes

i mean this, after spending so long getting my entertainment online, theres something incredibly tranquil about shutting it all out for a while to do something in meatspace for myself

That last one especially is so so so right, recently after work I’ve been almost forcing myself to play my favorite video games bc „you’re in your very limited free time right now, you *gotta* have fun”, until I realized that’s not how it works. So now instead, after coming home from work or finishing all my chores I just. pause. for a good 15-20 minutes. Just doing absolutely nothing, no electronics, no distractions. And just think about what I’ve accomplished and what I want to do with the rest of the day, what I would enjoy. And with that buffer I’ve been able to get more excited and actually have fun doing stuff later instead of forcing myself to do it. You really do gotta check in with yourself

it’s healthy and strong skill to quit [a thing] when it’s no longer making you happy 

Every night at eleven I have to choose between enjoying the sweet embrace of slumber or staying up late to do something enriching and fun that I wouldn’t otherwise have the opportunity to do. And every night at eleven I take the secret third option of “doing nothing on my phone until one in the morning.”

just made the best non-looping gif i think

i said it was non-looping i'm sorry what am i supposed to say!!!!!!!

Everybody looking at this post

genuinely one of the worst things that’s happened to television in the last few years (exacerbated by streaming services) is death of Filler. going from 20 episodes to 8 because “we didn’t really need that episode where the main characters went to the beach right? it had no long lasting effect” but we DID!!! we needed to see how they act without the Big Bad Plot and to establish the dynamics between the characters and lay in the sun (do they forget sunscreen? how do they react to a thieving seagull? do they get buried in the sand or do they do the burying?). the plot isn’t everything. the action doesn’t hit as hard without the quiet moments. give us character development and our little scenes back

Noiyyyt noiyyyyt. Source: Wooway1 on Flickr.

Took a wrong turn somewhere

i took a nap and woke up in all these goddam spinanch

by mari e la flores

You know it gets bad again when you result into going back on tumblr 💀

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if your class solidarity doesn’t include people who are on SSI, food stamps, or are unable to work it’s not solidarity

this also applies to homeless people, sex workers and undocumented workers. include them or your solidarity is meaningless

i am a perfectly nonchalant person. except on days where i crave love. then i choke up and go insane and begin howling at the moon

me and the girls we. think about how we crave love so much our whole being aches with it

kat

You know what. Fuck you.

*unhallows your ween*