stardust

@somekindawonder-archive-blog / somekindawonder-archive-blog.tumblr.com

I'm living because I can't die but I don't have anything I want to do I'm in so much pain and lonliness but people around me keeping telling me to regain my consciousness
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i know i haven’t been active on here in like a year buuut i moved to @somekindawonder and i’m moving some of my muses from this blog but also bringing back my super old muses from when i first started rp. feel free to follow and start plots with me!

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me while plotting: let's do a slow burn thing with them!! just imagine the angst and the journey they go through before becoming a couple!! i'm so excited!!
me literally four fucking days later: so do u want me to write the starter for their wedding or do u wanna do it
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Wow yeah I know, I completely forgot to do this. I literally gained so many people in the past month that I really quickly rose from 300 to almost 600 now which is amazing and really weird and why are you all here? Stanning a trash bag? But honestly thanks a lot for that, all of you that send in stuff, interact, or watch from afar. I luh yuh. Goat kisses to you all.

Just wanted to talk about some people who make my day worthwhile and make me actually excited to get online and write shit. Ya’ll great.

@dimittcre - Literally I could say so much, including our inside jokes or the shit we talk about on the daily. We’ve been through a lot, a lot that I know we don’t have to talk about to know that we’ve been through fire and brimstone and I would never want to change a thing about that because it brought us closer. Who would have thought that we’d be together after a year, and it all started because you skyped me for the first time and we listened to American Candy together when I was going through a rough patch. You’ve been there for me and been my other half. I love you :) You know I do though already.
@oftheoi - Ah yes, my friend! We’re both just ‘old’ and bitch about things on aim, but you’re definitely on that list of people that I would jump to help at any given moment. We’ve been through very similar stuff and you’re always willing to listen and I’m always here to listen to you. You’re very much on my list of friends.
@gilstagram - I spend so much time talking to you on Tumblr IM about our sunshine babies, and I’ve never actually had such a intensely platonic bond for any of my muses like Lacey and Gil have. You’re also so so nice and remind me of a puppy, so as a puppy myself, obviously we’re destined to get along well and we do!
@xxmysticfaexx - No matter what, you’re always sending me things to make me smile. Sometimes I think it’s like you have this telepathic nonsense of knowing when I’m a little down or need a pick me up, and it’s always in the form of something having to do with Ba/ek/hy/un, which is great. You’re a really wonderful friend, and I’m glad to call you one. 

Some other really awesome people that I love and of course have so much to say but my post would be way too long:

@chainsmokersx / @pcrfectscore / @nxmeinvxin / @somekindawonder / @lovclikesloth / @softlykills / @axhes / @hxllxwbxdies / @voxmail / @stxrryeyedchxld / @gamerbled

These people are people I follow who are just so!! good!! and deserve!! so much love!! I’m constantly blown away by how wonderful their writing is! Please give them love!

@gidae / @gcthigh / @amsijang / @rvxeira / @ohnoir / @lovclikewar / @heartgiven
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You were my first kiss. Not my first actual kiss, like in second grade when you kiss someone and you get all giggly and grossed out. Not in freshman year when you kiss someone you fully believe you’ll last forever with, then a month later break up with. Not a drunken hook up that resulted in nothing but a blank vagueness of the persons tongue in your mouth. You were the the first person to make my legs shake. I think my heart dragged down my body and I swear there was an earthquake in my ribcage. You were the first to grab me so tenderly, and make me believe that this kiss was something special. I knew the first time I kissed you it was going to be the start of something. I knew in my gut that you were my first real kiss and my last.
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