HELLO?
Anonymous asked:
Is the blogger still here?
Yes? Haha
Yung feeling na buhay ka nga pero pinapatay ka ng lungkot. Hindi mo maintindihan yung sarili mo kasi may gusto ka na hindi mo alam kung ano, sino at saan mo hahanapin. Hindi mo alam kung paano sisimulan yung mga bagay na gusto mo nang simulan. Hindi mo mapigilan mag-overthink sa mga bagay na di naman dapat pinapahalagahan.
ysagrcia reblogged
Ang hirap magdesisyon sa buhay lalo na kung future yung iisipin mo. Nagresign ako sa work ko kahit okay na ako dun pero ngayon balak ko magtake ng professional units or magmasteral. Hays. Siguro almost a year din kung ipupush ko kaya lang nagdadalawang isip ako. Oo gusto ko magturo, pero parang natatagalan ako sa 1year, pagdadaanan ko ulit yung hirap sa pagaaral, pagpupuyat at exams, parang college ulit ako. Haha! Or iniisip ko na lang na magpunta sa Manila at mag-apply na lang ulit, office work sana kaso syempre end of the year na kaya di ako sure kung may mga hiring. Hays. Help. Job hunting tayo. Haha. Hays. Life, y u so hirap.
Update:
I posted this last 2016, it was the time na i was really confused about my career. Hehe. But just so you know, I took certification for teaching profession at UB and was blessed enough to pass the board exam (LPT). I have been a senior high school teacher at LPU, waahhhhh and it still amazes me. I never thought that i could have it so fast and smooth (despite -- me being so impatient, depressed, self doubting). Now, I am not sure if i will be teaching again because i want to be in a medical field. Hahahahahaha. Oh G, send help.
PS: Life is still so mahirap.
Hello?
I have been on hiatus for a long time and guess what i have so much to rant. First, i don’t know if people are just testing my patience or what. Second, i don’t love my job. Its true, if you are not doing what you love, then you are wasting your time. I mean, i know i am destined for something ---- i just don’t know what yet.
16th of November // At Mary Laine’s Cafe 📍 Balagtas Batangas
I found a new place to hang out. A combination of Dreamland Cafe and Purple beetle vibes. It has a good location, affordable & delish foods plus games to play with your friends and books to read while dining in. We had so much fun and enjoyed ourselves so i came home late. 🙈
9th of November // At Pink Diner 📍 He had to feed the beast.
5th of November // At Taza Mia 📍 I was with my for life bestfriend 💯
How do i keep myself busy? I “wreck this journal”
IG: ysagrcia
Sometimes i feel like i am spiritually weak. Yes, i seem so happy but it doesn’t mean anything. When i’m all by myself i think about my life like how can i conquer all my fear, doubts and worries, i always ask God why, how, when, what should i do? I talk to Him as if he’s in front of me and i even cry. I always pray and i wish i could hug him. I know deep down that he wants me to come closer to Him. Yes, i am a sinner but God knows i repent for all of my sins and be a better person. Spiritual relationship is very important among all other relationships. I realized that no matter how happy your life is, if there’s no faith and love for Him, there’s no pure joy in your heart & there’s no peace in your soul. Truly God is the key for everything. I love you Lord God. Thank you for keeping my life on track and making me stronger. You’re the way, the truth and the life.