Hiiiiiiii, Awa here ✲ﾟ｡.(✿╹◡╹)ﾉ☆.｡₀:*ﾟ✲ﾟ*:₀｡ 

Are you guys surprised to see me ? No? I know its been a reaaaaaaaaaaaaallllly looooooong time since I was last  here. Missed me? (maybe not lol) 

Okay, so straight to the point. Because its a special day, I decided to make my 2nd follow forever, and this will also be my FAREWELL POST T_T. For those who noticed, I’ve been inactive for quite some times. After giving it so much thought, I’ve made up my mind that it is time to say goodbye. I would like to use this opportunity  to officially says my farewell to all my beautiful friends and followers here who have been with me all this time. I will no longer making gifs and post anything on my tumblr but I do come here once in a while to check out exo’s news, activities and stuff, and check my messages, but that’s it. HOWEVER I will not deactivate my blog.This blog is too special to me and I have tooooooo many wonderful memories here, and I want keep them forever ❤ . 

I want to thank all of you guys for giving me such a memorable memories that I will never, ever forget. I met awesome people, made new friends, share my happiness, my stories and i got to share my love for exo with all of you. I never for a moment imagined that my blog would received so much love (my blog is just a trash T_T i dont deserve you guys). Im overwhelmed that I still gained new followers despite my inactiveness. From the bottom of my heart, thank you. Thank you for bringing me so much happiness. I really enjoyed every moment I get to spend with all of you here. And I want to apologize if I have ever hurt anyone’s feeling. Please know that I've never intended to do so. You guys are all truly wonderful and I wish you all the best in anything you do. Stay awesome and keep loving exo.

🌷This is a SPECIAL SHOUTOUT to my amazing, beautiful, wonderful, fabulous, lovely friends that i met here on tumblr. Goshh i dont deserve you guys T.T You always make me feel special🌷

So….i think that is all I wanted to say. Once again, a big THANK YOU to everyone here who have showered me with lost of love and  given me a beautiful memories to be remembered. Goodbye…

-AWA

Thank you for including me, it's so sweet of you 💕 but I hope everything goes well for you ^-^

When some says that Taemin is untalented and overrated, Just remember that Taemin is the fourth riches person in S.M. ❤ I love you Taeminie ❤

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I’m Here (SHINEE Taemin)

Summary: A ghost from your past shows up and saves your life

Type: Angst

Triggers: Death, car accidents, scars, alcohol, attempted sexual abuse, sadness, just angst in general.

A/N: I wanted to try something new, I’m so sorry for this. I might make a part 2 to REALLY give closure. For Adayshia.

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Everyone has had plans for their future at some point. Every little girl has had dreams. Every little boy has had goals. Everyone has dreamed of getting married at some point. You’ve dreamed of getting married at some point, but that dream is dead, buried in the past. But even as life was going wonderfully, everything was ripped apart. Because he came back.

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3 years ago tonight was the accident. 3 years ago tonight was when you almost lost your life, and your soulmate lost his. When a drunk driver slammed into your car the night before your wedding, killing him instantly.

You didn’t even get to go to his funeral.

Your fiance is dead, your body is incomplete, scarred. Self loathing consumed your soul. Every time you looked at the scars marring your skin, you were  reminded that your love, your happiness, was stolen from you, and it wasn’t fair. But finally, after three years, you were ready to let go. You sat at your vanity, applying makeup to cover the scars on your face for a date with a guy you met online. You were nervous about falling in love again, naturally, but you were sick of being reminded how lonely you were. While in the middle of your thoughts, your doorbell rang. Confused, you got up to answer it, but all that was left was a small envelope. You jammed a foot in the door and peered into the hallway, looking for the sender, but it was empty. You opened the envelope, removing a rosary and and a handwritten letter.

“I’ll always be with you.”

It wasn’t signed but you knew exactly who it was from. Tears ran wildly down your cheeks as you slumped down your door, gripping the letter, the rosary wrapped around your hand like you were in prayer.

Suddenly desperate to hear his voice, you placed a CD into your computer of the last voicemail he ever left you. You listened to it almost every day, of his cheery voice saying he couldn’t wait to marry you tomorrow, gushing about how happy he was with you. You could picture his face…soft features, glittering eyes. Everything you tried so hard to forget. You just wished you had closure. Something.

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If it weren’t for your date and the fear of disappointing him, you would have stayed home all night. But you carefully smoothed out the letter and placed it in a plastic baggie along with the rosary. You had called a taxi to take you to the new restaurant in the city, because your legs we’re still bothered every once in a while from the surgeries. You arrived at the restaurant, your date was waiting outside. He escorted you in and even pulled out your chair for you. He was handsome sure, but your mind was forever on the rosary, and the letter, and how it got there. There was no way…it wasn’t possible.

You don’t believe in ghosts.

And yet, as your date left to go wash his hands in the restroom, you reached into your bag for lipstick, you looked up, and saw him.

Dark hair spilling from under a dark hat, a dark jacket, tan hand, the same hand you could still feel running over the curves of your body. The same hand that cupped your cheek the first time you kissed, the same hand that held yours as he slipped the ring on the finger, the same one he held yours with as the truck slammed into his door. That hand was propping up his chin as he stared intently at you. It slowly fell to the table as he lifted his chin, never once taking his eyes off yours.

Your first instinct was to scream, the second, to run, but you were frozen, electricity coursing through your body, making you want to vomit, cry, anything. He didn’t break eye contact until your date came back, asking if everything was all right. Only then, did Taemin look down. You turned for a second, jaw unhinged to look at the man sitting across from you, but when you turned back, he was gone.

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You were distracted at dinner, you knew you had blown your chances with your boring date, which was fine. You saw Taemin again. 3 years, and you saw him, undeniably. The bore bought you round after round of drinks to get you to feel better, and although you weren’t fond of alcohol, they suppressed your emotions, your burning memory of that night. After a while, you began to feel too drunk, and he suggested a walk in the park to get fresh air. You agreed, suddenly desperate to get out of there.

Deep in the park, he turned to you and began to kiss you roughly. You were too drunk to stand on your own, much less have the strength to push him off, and as you felt cold air hit your bare skin you realized what was happening. Your pleas for him to stop were ignored. He pushed you onto the grassy hill under a flowering tree and began removing his clothes. You began crying softly, praying for anyone, anyone to come save you.

Suddenly he was gone, his weight off your body allowing air to enter your lungs fully again as you choked through sobs. A chilling wind began to blow and you saw Taemin in front of you. He cupped your cheek, rubbing a thumb over your tears. “Don’t cry angel. I’m here.”

You clung to his jacket, inhaling his scent, as he pressed a warm kiss to your forehead. A cold gust of wind blew, scattering the flower petals around the two of you. His warmth was gone.Your arms were empty. You opened your eyes, but you were alone.

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