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White cis (he/him) bisexual Californian leftist (Swiss-German-USA tri citizen) 31-year-old who is from and currently resides in the California East Bay Area. UC Santa Cruz and Berkeley City College alumnus. More of a reblogger than an active original content blogger. This is a multifandom blog, so expect posts relating to a lot of different kinds of anime/manga and western animated shows to appear on here, as well as comics, video games, and fantasy/science-fiction/drama series and films. I'll also sometimes reblog about social issues/current events and media criticism. Posts of photography, art, and animals are also par for the course here.
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jonesywrites

We never do. That's the thing about aging. You won't really notice (if you're not obsessed, that is) until you look up one day and people are referring to your bracket as "old".

I asked my grandmother once, in her 80s and a Society of Illustrators Hall of Fame member, when she started feeling like she had her life together and was a Real Adult, and she told me that the answer was never. I asked my mother the same thing, and she also said the answer is never. Deep down we’re all still muddling through it and wondering who let us be the adults and sometimes wishing there were an adult-ier adult to help us out.

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fleshdyke

you guys all know i'm in the panopticon too right? just because i'm in the tower doesn't mean i should be treated any differently. all of you can see me just as well as i can see you. my position is worse actually because you're all looking at me at once while i can only point the spotlight at one of you at a time. have some compassion. we're all in the panopticon here. we're all in the same boat

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desinteresse

It’s funny when American authors come up with a new European nation so their main character can be a secret royal without the pain of researching a real nation. We should all start doing that with North America, just make up a new state. My protagonist lives in New Utahioshington which is the 51st state and located between Delaware and Maryland

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theozilla

Milo (Marmalade’s brother) hasn’t been eating the past few days, we took him to the veterinary hospital yesterday. His blood tests indicated some form of kidney failure & they had gotten worse this morning (plus a potential blood clot in a front limb). We’re going to euthanize him at home today at 2:30pm.

My mom brought him back from the veterinary hospital about an hour ago. He drank some water from his kitty fountain. We’re all saying our goodbyes to him and doing our best to have him be comfortable. I had him lie on my belly since that’s always been one of his favorite spots.

Milo’s gone. We all cried a lot. We also cried more, for a combination of reasons: one being that we simply had a few more hours with Milo before we put him to sleep, but the other reasons were also this happening less than two weeks after Marmalade’s death and that Milo was our last living pet. In fact, this is now the first time in both me and my sister’s lives (and for my parents since 1988) that we don’t have at least one living pet cat or dog in our house. This was an odd somber realization to have. Milo was so tired by the end. The veterinarian who came to perform the at-home euthanasia was so nice and kind (and answered so many of our grieving process questions, especially from my dad). As a silver lining, since she also ran an animal sanctuary (for pet type animals) in Martinez, we were able to donate to her some of Milo’s various unused medicines, dry cat food, and kitty litter (which we still had a lot of). Also thankfully my Oakland Unified School District job is on its spring break, so going in for work is at least a non-issue this week (though I still have one of my teaching credential courses in San Francisco tomorrow, and a assignment from it due this coming Saturday). This has been really hard, and still aches a lot. Though at the same time after the veterinarian put Milo to sleep and took his body for cremation (we selected the same type of urn for him as Marmalade), it does feel like a weight of some sort has been lifted. Everyone in my family is at least glad we were able to say goodbye to Milo at home and with him surrounded by love and affection.

Goodbye my baby boy.

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theozilla

Milo (Marmalade’s brother) hasn’t been eating the past few days, we took him to the veterinary hospital yesterday. His blood tests indicated some form of kidney failure & they had gotten worse this morning (plus a potential blood clot in a front limb). We’re going to euthanize him at home today at 2:30pm.

My mom brought him back from the veterinary hospital about an hour ago. He drank some water from his kitty fountain. We’re all saying our goodbyes to him and doing our best to have him be comfortable. I had him lie on my belly since that’s always been one of his favorite spots.

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Milo (Marmalade’s brother) hasn’t been eating the past few days, we took him to the veterinary hospital yesterday. His blood tests indicated some form of kidney failure & they had gotten worse this morning (plus a potential blood clot in a front limb). We’re going to euthanize him at home today at 2:30pm.

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the reason it is necessary to educate yourself on colonialism and specifically on settler colonialism is that it is very easy to be stupid and think about asymmetric power as bad strategic decisions in a war, like the average blue-check replying "FAFO" under every palestinian death toll. there is some kind of comfort in believing that a colonial power can be out-strategized or appealed to and that palestinians somehow have been making the same strategic mistakes for 75 years which is why they're being genocided (this is what stupid people believe and evil people are trying very desperately to get stupid people to believe)

but once you understand it is a colonial struggle and not a war, patterns begin to emerge. no colonized people "lost" a war because no colonized people have ever asked for a war nor have they engaged in one. colonialism imposes war upon indigenous people. colonizers come to you in your home, where you are a civilian, and force a fighter out of you. every civilian is now engaged in an existential struggle simply due to the bad luck of existing in a home coveted by colonizers.

many complexities have been manufactured to disguise this simple truth. but across the world—in canada, in algeria, in south africa, in the united states, in australia, in lebanon, in the philippines, in hawaii, in puerto rico, in argentina, in sudan, in india, in every region that has experienced colonialism (and that is almost every region in the world) this remains the base truth of it. and it is also instinctively why everyone recoils at the images of idf soldiers gleefully dancing on the ruins of gaza. it doesn't look like victory in war, does it? there's no honor nor achievement in it. the more they kill, the ease with which they do it, more obvious it is. it looks like what it is.

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