the king of cringe

so yeah in short, i had time management issues before when i was in uni and had to work atst because i had a family to feed. it was terrible but nothing new since i've been working since i was like 13? i graduated with master's this january and i thought i could finally live, but something shitty happened again in february, so now i have zero will to live and just work 24/7 trying to make ends meet and secretly hoping i'll be able to escape the place i live in one day, though there isn't a single chance of that happening unless it turns out i have a super rich aunt living across the globe who's gonna come and rescue me. so i just log in and change my age on this blog every once in a while hehe last time i changed it from 20 to 22, and now it's time to go from 22 to 25. times goes by so fast huh i hope i still remember how to edit info lol i live in russia if that can give you any idea of what i'm dealing with. but i still watch all the videos felix uploads or collaborates in, hearing him kinda gives me relief for some time and reminds me of times when i was a teen watching him at work after school. when everything was considerably fine, if you can say so. i'm loving the videos from japan and i really wanna get back to making gifs, but i'm not sure if gifs are still a thing? like, do people still make them? are people still interested in them? it's been years since i properly made any content, so i'm not sure if i can just come back easily. i'm a teacher and also working a night time job and doing some online stuff to survive. don't wanna sound pity but if what i make is not needed anymore - i'd rather save my time and get some extra sleep. in the end, original videos are the main thing that matters, not the gifs fans create afterwards

OMG HELLOOOOO thank you :( life's been difficult these days ngl

i'm sorry, i never wanted this to happen X) if you de-active other accounts to give me space to create again, then i'll be happy to make a comeback at any point xoxo

i have actually never missed a single video from felix so i do watch all the videos from japan, yes :) in fact, they're probably my favourite ones to watch these days since they're so peaceful. i also loved maya and edgar's appearances in videos, so now that they're in every single blog - i get super excited. not to mention i miss marzia's videos and i love japanese culture, these vlogs are absolutely amazing to me. the gateway i need for sure ah i went too far with my answer but yeah i kinda wanna make gifs again, but again i do not know how many gif makers are out there on tumblr these days, so i'm not sure i'm needed here. the niche was probably taken years ago and there's no place for a comeback from me

i don't have any other blogs atm and i won't be making any other blogs anytime soon because they take too much time to maintain and i don't have that time unfortunately. plus i don't think i'd be interested in posting about anyone or anything really aside from pewdiepie stuff. every passion of mine gets its own way of expressing, and none of the other hobbies i have require a 'blog' thingy to make me feel happier

oh no i'm really sorry

not all all, actually. i live in russia, i haven't been okay since 2014 tbh

welp guess it's too late

no

help it says this was sent 5 year ago

thank you! i feel like it's impossible to come back from a hiatus that long though, the niche has already been taken, i guess. i didn't really have the time to check, but i bet there are tons of new creators here. i don't even know if gifs are still popular? damn it's been a while

absolutely not and realizing this was sent to me few years ago and things are still the same... yeah kinda sad ngl

it's been 84 years.......

i haven’t been on tumblr for 2 years huh what’s up how’s it going ?