it's the things we love most that destroy us.

[buck flirts with a man] [a wild eddie appears]

As of April 4th, 2024, Evan “Buck” Buckley is officially a queer man.

Louis on stage in Amsterdam photographed by Eva Ruitten

EVAN BUCKLEY | 05.05 “Peer Pressure”

ANOTHER CINDERELLA STORY (2008)

EDDIE YELLING FOR BUCKKKKK

I stumbled across someone recc-ing my first on twitter and the person who they recc'd it to mentioned that I'd said I had made floor plans in my first AN and the other said they didn't think I'd ever shared them. (Also stumbling across rec's is insane! I also stumbled across the sweetest tiktok talking about the fic and I don't even know how because they hadn't tagged me or the fic and we didn't follow each other and it only had a handful of views. My FYP worked over time to get it to me).

Anyway, I never had posted them but here they are.

Ironically I did them in Word lol.

In my head the orientation of the dining table change and the utility room was smaller making the dining bigger.

With the top floor, Liam's room was wider and didn't take up the entire back wall because there was a window there. Because of that, the staircase was further to the right of the landing. I don't know if that makes any sense, and I could just re-do it to show you want I mean, but that seems like a bit of a waste of time (Do you have any idea how long it takes to format in Word? Lol). Bathroom also had a completely different layout.

HOWEVER, YOU IMAGINED IT IS CORRECT! DO NOT LET THIS SPOIL IT FOR YOU!

I also had a playlist that I listened to every time I wrote (which was all the time and I definitely am ready to take a long break from it). They're all quieter songs so I could focus on writing but idk, might be of interest.

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/63wYnP7EokEYhsbuLxvljf

do you think that when buck moves in with eddie and christopher sometimes when he’s really tired or a little tipsy or it’s been a long day he’ll have a moment where he’ll be like well. i guess i should start heading off and then halfway through he’ll kind of trail off and eddie will huff a laugh and take his hand and lead him to the bedroom they share and buck will remember he never has to leave again

For As Long As I Can Remember (It’s Been December) by green_feelings  @greenfeelings

Length: 109k

Ao3, Chaptered, Completed, Must Read

look at me, my wine, and my christmas presents harry and louis 💙💚

BUCK and JEE-YUN in 9-1-1 6.08 ✽ What’s Your Fantasy?

more zine pictures

Ok lets try this again - Buck bts mini meta!

So we have the above jumper which I’ve already written a little bit about how its similar in chunkiness to a couple of others, this one from season 3 - adaptive skateboarding with Chris

and this one from season 4 - games night at the Diaz house

but there is something else I remembered. the colour and waffly-ness actually ties into this jumper from 3x06

and the very same jumper from 4x04/5 when Buck finds out about Daniel.

I’ve never really connected these two scenes before, but actually it makes totally sense when you think about it - a woman driving around completely oblivious to this person stuck in her windshield - just like Buck - completely oblivious to this massive secret in his life - until the baby box reveals it.

Then there is this new bts

which has me all kinds of 👀👀👀 because this is so not a Buck costume - trust me as someone who has spent far far to long staring at the clothes worn on this show, I can assure you we’ve never ever seen Buck in anything thats even close to this outfit and thats why I’m fairly convinced that this is for an AU scene(s) of some kind because there is a very specific reason that you’d change Bucks style in this way.

there’s been the arguement floating around that this is just Buck dressing up because his parents are in town, but he didn’t dress as preppy Buck the last time they were in town

We had this dark grey shirt - very in keeping with Bucks costumes

and this dark purple (almost black) sweater - again in keeping with his other costumes

and then the only other interaction we have is when he’s in uniform. Even flashback Buck’s outfits are in keeping with present Buck outfits, so this preppy Buck outfit is standing out because it is so different from his usual choices.

I wouldn’t normally comment on trousers - its hit and miss as to whether they’ll be seen on screen, so while a costume designer will make sure they’re in keeping with a character, its not the part of the outfit you generally choose to relay information to the audience - that isn’t to say it doesn’t happen (we’ve seen it with Hen a few times) but its less common.

Unless you go very out of character with them - then it becomes intentional and that is what we have going on here. Buck tends to wear either navy, black or grey trousers, but we’ve only seen him in a colour outside of those 3 colours a handful of times - some olive khaki ones (1x05, 1x07 2x06 2x07 2x17) and then some tan ones in season 2 (2x08). we saw him in some teal green shorts in 5x09 but thats it and all of those trousers are muted in tone. So these bright yellow ochre trousers (which I think are corduroy) are very very loud!

The striped shirt is fitting in to to theory I have about when we see Buck in vertical stripes and it representing Buck being emotionally compromised in some way - if this outfit does sit within an AU of some description, it still maintains that theory - because who is to say how Buck would’ve been treated if Daniel did live - because although it would have meant he was a different person - it doesn’t necessarily follow that that alternate version of Buck wouldn’t still have parental issues!

The green jumper is very interesting as well- its tonally in the same range as the mint green shirt from 6x07 and these two greens sit separate from all the other greens we’ve seen Buck in - those have either been jewel toned or olive toned. What I’m going to be interested in seeing between now and when this outfit appears is if we get a steady darkening of the greens Buck wears. The mint green is very very light - its almost white, while this one is much brighter and subsequently darker and my feeling is that we’ll get to see Bucks growth manifest in a darkening of the green he wears - the concept of which makes my colour theory loving heart sing - because green means growth and watching a character grow as the greens darken - chefs kiss 😎

Then there is the preppy nature of this outfit - which I have to say - really doesn’t fit Buck at all - the shirt and jumper combo - again not something we’ve seen on Buck before - shirt and jacket, yes, jumper and jacket, yes, but shirt and jumper - well this will be the first time (Unless we see one between now and this one being on our screens. I also want to add a little aside about the fact that Buck is wearing his watch - in the past when we’ve seen Buck in long sleeves outside of work, he hasn’t tended to be wearing his watch - I’ve said before how his watch wearing outside of work is sporadic and doesn’t seem to fit into a specific pattern - unlike Eddie’s watch wearing. Well this season Buck has worn his watch ALL. THE. TIME!! and it appears this is carrying on into 6b and its clearly intentional - almost like the Eddie and time metaphor has been transfered onto Buck - which is a whole other post!!!

Ok I’d typed up all of the above before 6x08 aired - I just hadn’t posted it because I finished writing it just before the episode went out and I didn’t want this to get lost in the tsunami of live blogging etc! I’m adding this in because my little thing above about the green shirts getting darker - we actually saw it start to happen last night!!!! that shirt in the return to the ren faire scene with Hen - same tone but a darker shade!! I love you Kenni Wallace you are making this costume and colour nerd very very happy right now!