listening to sad music bashing my own head in choking myself out
The Slumber Party Massacre / Ginger Snaps / Yellowjackets / Stoker / Hayden Anhedönia / Twin Peaks / Twin Peaks / Boo, Bitch / American Horror Story / Lake Mungo / Hereditary / The Ring / Sharp Objects / Sharp Objects / Sharp Objects / The Autopsy of Jane Doe / Suspiria / Suspiria / Scream / Hannibal / Hannibal / Hannibal / True Detective / Penelope Scott / Aoko Matsudac
Violence
The Watermelon Woman 1996, dir. Cheryl Dunye
Eastern Promises by David Cronenberg.
PATTY MULLEN as ELIZABETH SHELLEY FRANKENHOOKER (1990) dir. Frank Henenlotter
Toby Dammit (1968) // dir. Federico Fellini
Goodness is only some kind of reflection upon evil. That’s all it is. POSSESSION (1981)
intimacy so tasty and yummy mmmmm
trying not to throw up at the fact that pete wentz seemingly wasn’t at andy hurley’s wedding
Archie Madekwe as Farleigh Start (1/2) SALTBURN (2023) | Dir. Emerald Fennell
i would give anything to have my grandmother back. i would give anything for her to see me now, just for one day. i would give anything to talk to her one more time.
she doesn’t know i got out. she doesn’t know i became what i know she saw in me.
she doesn’t know one of my happiest memories is going to the library with her and picking out a goosebumps book and reading it all in one sitting.
i feel such grief…next year it will be 10 years without her and it’s fucking unfair. she doesn’t know who i became in 10 years.
Lisa Frankenstein (2024), dir. Zelda Williams
Hayden Anhedönia (@mothercain) for Heaven by Marc Jacobs Spring 2023
the first rule of fight club is have fun and be yourself or whatever