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BEST INTEREST | Jaehyun

SUMMARY. Be careful what you wish for. It may be your dream come true or your biggest nightmare.

GENRE. fluff | angst | time travel!au | ex friends to lover!au (this one’s going to hurt) | inspired by the movie 13 going 30

WORD COUNT. 11k+ words (yes, idk what’s wrong with me either)

author’s note. this is unedited so if there are any mistakes, i am sorry! also i highly suggest listening to pluto projector by rex orange county while reading this monster of a fic! it gets you in the mood. happy reading~

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Fake it til you make it

- Part 2 -

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Scenario: you confront Hendery to work out some guidelines for your fake dating and eventually come clean about your dream

Pairing: Hendery x female reader

Requested: no

Genre: fluff

Warnings: reader visibly blushing, awkwardness, suggestive, mentions of a sex dream

Word Count: 2100+

A/N: idk how this is gonna turn out in the end, I dont have a plan anymore.

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Part of you wanted to avoid the topic but the bigger part knew, you still had to talk about how exactly he had imagined your pretend relationship to go. And so you asked Hendery to meet again in the evening.

There was no way around it. The more of a plan there was, the more convincing your act as a couple would be and hopefully, the faster you could both end faking anything.

It still didn't make sense to you and you knew there was nothing he could say to give a good explanation for a lie like this either.

"How long... At what stage do they think we are in this relationship?", you cut right to the chase when you sat together again.

spidey boy ; 이민형

Fake it til you make it

- Part 1 -

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Scenario: Hendery tells you to pretend to be his girlfriend in front of his friends, which seems like an easy job at first but the more you think about it... (fake dating)

Pairing: Hendery x female reader

Requested: no

Genre: fluff

Warning: suggestive, one kiss, mention of a sex dream

Word Count: 1200+

A/N: not yet sure how this little series will end.

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"Oh, by the way, sometimes in front of the guys instead of >my best friend<, which already upsets certain people, I say >my girlfriend<. So if you hear that coming out of my mouth, don't worry about it", Hendery let slip casually as you two were walking up to his apartment.

But you were a bit slow, hanging on to your own thoughts. "You have a girlfriend?"

"No, I don't. That's why I'm telling you. Just go along with it when I call you my girlfriend, okay?"

still here

summary: it all started with a kiss from your best friend, mark. and most cases, one night stands do not usually end well... right?

note: best friend!mark, sexual implications, cursing/profanities, making out? and purely confused and panicking mark lee.

genre: 99.9% angst and 0.1% fluff | word count: 1.5k

- mark never had a good night's sleep in a while until now.

he opened his eyes and the window to his left side almost told him “good morning”, so bright, so sunny. but he looked at the bookshelves beside a study table, and the bulletin board stacked with utility bills and polaroid films of friends just above a supposed to be a replica of surely an andy warhol pop-art painting.

this was definitely not mark’s room.

he was about to remove the blanket that is sitting on his legs when a figure beside him shuffled a little. the back facing him was bare, messy hair all he could see. but he instantly recognized it, and the room, for so long; because it was you.

slightly panicking, mark carefully removed the warm clothing above his thighs then there he saw that he was only wearing his boxers. right above, just a little, he could see the messy lining of his shirt, and it was definitely worn the other way around.

he rose from the bed carefully, avoiding causing any disturbance. mark made sure his footsteps were inaudible while he was looking for his pants and grey hoodie on the floor. he slowly picked his jeans up, but the belt still made a faint clang noise that he held it so tightly while putting it back on. he also removed his wrinkled, reversed shirt so it would be worn correctly this time before topping it with his grey hoodie.

then mark just… stood there in front of your bed, watching you, trying to recall what has happened last night. then it was all slowly coming back to him.

now, if you happened to wake up at this very moment, then what would he do?

Your older self is probably mad at you.

are you mad at me?

- sincerely, 18 y/o phoenix

dude fuck off, why tf would I be mad at u 😭😭 bffr

Like Fine Wine

➪the one where you can’t resist hayden’s look for his role in ahsoka.

Warnings: hubby hayden bc i want to marry this man so badly, current age (or 41 year old) hayden, smut, fluff, pet names, unprotected sex, handjob (brief), hair pulling, soft smut, you guys just straight up loving on each other, reader is feral for him, spoilers for ahsoka if you haven’t seen the last 2 episodes, takes place during the filming of ahsoka (back in may 2022), this is just self-indulgent tbh

Word Count: 2.5k

Do not repost this anywhere, reblogs are fine ♡

[10:57 pm] 

(cw: angst, mentions of receiving hate and threats, no happy ending) (I also have no knowledge of being an idol, I’m a 23 year old teenage latina, I doubt this is accurate)

“I can’t do this anymore,” you sobbed, wiping away at your tears.

Taeyong’s head snapped up, looking at you with teary eyes, “Please don’t tell me you mean us.”

You nodded, trembling hands going up to muffle your sobs. Everything was awful, your perfect little bubble was popped with one stupid slip up. You were both usually so careful about being out in public together, only going out at night, dark clothes, masks, and hats to disguise who you both were. You had both decided that after a year of publicly sneaking around maybe you could finally have dinner together. Wrong, so, so, so wrong. A “fan” had taken both your pictures and someone else must have tipped off Dispatch because the next morning you had woken up to pictures of yours and Taeyong’s faces plastered on every site you clicked on and countless calls from your manager.

The meeting with your company had been disheartening. Even though you had let them know about your relationship months ago, everything had now fallen on your shoulders. You were bringing a bad look to your group and tarnishing your own reputation. It was at least a little hopeful when they told you they’d put out a statement and this would all blow over soon. It felt even more awful sitting beside your manager while she got her own earful for allowing you to sneak off as if she were completely responsible for your own actions. You had apologized profusely after the meeting, begging for her forgiveness. She of course forgave you, but it didn’t ease the pit in your stomach.

Two weeks had passed and you were still under under scrutiny. Scrolling through your instagram, every single post had hate comments that were vicious and heartless. Even your group’s page contained the same comments and threats. You had apologized to your members, promising that it was never your intention to have anything like this happen. They understood, some being in their own relationships and reassured you that everything would work out. Again, it didn’t do anything to ease the guilt and anxiety you felt with the mess your love-filled relationship had become.

Your guilt only grew, learning that your comeback would have to be held off because of all the backlash against the group. You could comeback and risk having your worst public reception yet, or comeback and not be given opportunities to promote anywhere. You had even overheard a few managers from another group from your company talking about how the company shares had taken a very noticeable drop after the news came out. The pit in your stomach only grew at that news.

“Taeyong, nothing good has come from us being exposed to the public. I can’t open any apps because all I see is hate, my members are bombarded with hate too, and we can’t comeback so we don’t make money. I heard them talking about the threats they were getting,” you paused as your voice cracked, “The stocks at the company have taken a hit from this too! All this is my fault!”

“It’s my fault too, but we can’t give up on this- on us. I’ll talk to my manager and we can get the company lawyers involved,” Taeyong tried, reaching for your hand.

“You’re not getting hate like I am Taeyong, you still get to make your comeback and make appearances because no one will assume that my senior is dating me to get his name out. You can keep living your dream, but if I double down this can be all over for me and everyone I work with. My manager almost got fired over this, Taeyong. I’ve known her since I was 15 and she’s the closest this I have to family besides my members this far away from home. I’ve almost ruined people’s livelihoods over this news,” you cried with your head in your hands.

“But we know that’s not what this is, please, my love. Don’t give up on me.”

“It’s not like I want to Taeyong! My manager will get in touch with yours so a statement can be made about us splitting up,” you decided, wiping away your tears as you stood up and left his dorm before he could protest any further.

It was the hardest decision you ever had to make. Nobody understood you like Taeyong. There was no one in the world who could get you like he could, simply because he had gone through the same things you had, he understood the busy schedules, the constant change in time zones, the shoots, the promotions, living with your group members. Unfortunately, that also meant he understood the consequences that could come from both of you becoming public. You had both seen so many peers experience the same thing, and chose to ignore that when it came to the two of you since there wasn’t any plan for you to go public any time soon. It obviously didn’t work out like either of you wanted.

You were about to step out the door, when Taeyong’s voice rang out, “I love you, is that not enough for you? You don’t even want to fight for us? Please, just tell me you love me back.”

“I can’t just think of myself here, It’s beyond me Taeyong- beyond us. I will not put my needs and wants before a team of people, I can’t do that,” You replied, wiping away your stream of tears. “I do love you, but that can’t be enough.”

It was over and it felt so heartbreaking and awful. You loved Taeyong with all your heart, but you had worked so hard to get where you were, where your group was. You couldn’t risk all your hard work and the work of your team going down the drain because you chose to be selfish. In an ideal world, you could live your dream and have your love, but it didn’t always work like that.

Volleyball for Dummies (In Love Edition) | L.MK SMAU

pairing: manager!Mark x fem!volleyball player!Reader

synopsis: Mark Lee has been called many things. Dedicated was one of them and that dedication lead him into joining NeoTech College's well coveted Women's Volleyball team, the NeoTech Tigers, as their manager in hopes of winning the infamous setter, Y/N's heart. But there was one problem, being academically inclined did not come with the extensive knowledge of anything related to the sport and to put it simply, Mark Lee doesn't know shit about Volleyball.

genre: college au, social media au (may contain written parts in the future. maybe), sports au, idiots to lovers, “he fell first, but she fell harder” kinda thing, fluff, comedy, crack treated seriously.

warnings: profanity, dirty/inappropriate/dark humor (dark as in 'kms' 'kys' jokes), may contain some inaccuracies of the sport, Mark is a disaster, Mark is whipped and so is Y/N (they’re so in love it’s kinda gross).

featuring: NCT DREAM, aespa, LE SSERAFIM'S Yunjin and Chaewon. There will also be some random idol appearances.

status: COMPLETE

mark lee fic rec list 2

one shot

the marriage and baby project [group project au, roommates au] s,f,a

give me the greenlight [street racing au, childhood friends to lovers au] s,f,a

surviving no nut november ft. haechan [mark lee x fem!reader x lee haechan] s

parking lot shenanigans [churchboy!mark x fem!reader] s

day dream [brothers best friend au] [90s au] f

watch me [neighbor!mark lee x fem!reader] s,f

back arched like a cat. [mark lee x fem!reader] s

safety zone [bestfriend!mark lee x fem!reader] [roommate au] f,a

eyes on you [roommate's brother!mark lee x fem!reader] s

reunion [ex!mark x barista fem!reader] s,f,a

hate me more [camp counselors! mark lee x fem!reader] a,s

pass it [friend!mark lee x fem!reader] [smoking au] s

sunday kinda love [frat!mark x fem!reader] s,f

golden hour. [waiter!mark lee x fem!reader] s

craving you like the devil craves heaven [priest!mark lee x succubus fem!reader] s

something new [sub!mark lee x fem!reader] s

play with me [bestfriend!mark lee x fem!reader] s,f

prove it [bigdick!mark x fem!reader] s

cry for me [idol bf!mark lee x fem!reader] s

what's mine is yours [mark lee x fem!reader] [suggestive] f

may I be the blunt? [stoner mark lee x fem!reader] s

for my eyes only [childhood friend!mark lee x fem!reader] s,f,a

across the room self-promo hehe [idol!mark lee x idol fem!reader] s

still here [best friend!mark lee x fem!reader] a

you want me so bad [rival!mark lee x fem!reader] a

play my way [churchboy!mark lee x fem!reader] s,f

meant to break ft. jaemin [mafia au] s,f,a

in your arms [mark x fem!reader x jaehyun] s

bed of spider webs [spiderman!mark lee x fem!reader] ft. jaehyun and johnny s,f,a

out of my league [bestfriend!mark lee x fem!reader] [smoking au] s,f,a

sunday sinner [churchboy!mark x fem!reader] ft.haechan s

a clouded fate [badboy!mark x fem!reader] [addicition au] s,f,a

na jaemin fic rec list 1

one shot

cherry girl! [twitch streamer!jaemin x fem!reader] [fwb, college au] s,f, a

besties (gone sexual) [ best friends to lovers au, college au] s, f, a

the walls are thin [roommate jaemin x fem!reader x roommate jeno] [threesome au] s

hey angel [ best friend!jaemin x fem!reader] s, f

top of the world [rich kid!jaemin x fem!reader] [private school/ fake dating au] a

12:37am [established relationship au] s

mark doesn't know [boyfriend's friend!jaemin x fem!reader] a, s

all mine. [enemies to lovers au] s

ROCK ME [player!jaemin x hair stylist fem!reader] s, f, a

that '90s show [actor!jaemin x pa fem!reader] s, f, a

ghosting you [real estate agent!jaemin x entrepeneur fem!readr] [comedy/crack haunted house au] s,f

kissing na jaemin [ friends to lovers au] a,f

cat & mouse [friends w benefits au] s, f

no, thank you [roommates au] [med student!jaemin x fem!reader] s, f, a

subtle [summer vacation, established relationship au] s,f

backseat chronicles [street racer!jaemin x fem!reader] [college ay] s, f, a

VENI, VIDI, VICI [ jaemin x mark's sister!reader] s

One day closer [ soulmate!jaemin x soulmate!oc] f,s

complicated [bestfriend's boyfriend!jaemin x fem!reader] a,s

party favors [friends with benefits au] s

talk to my skin [porn with plot, fwb au, friends to lovers] s

rager teenager! [bad boy!jaemin x fem!reder] a,s

touch me now [friends to lovers, best friend!jaemin x fem!reader] s, f, a

strawberry cake [neighbor!jaemin x fem!reader] s,f

a hundred dollars [enemy!jaemin x fem!reader] [college au] s

just tattoo of us [brother's bestfriend!jaemin x fem!reader] [tattoo shop au] s

PROMISE ME LOVE [boy next door!jaemin x fem!reader] f, a

picnic with jaemin [established relationship au] s

24/7 [boyfriend's best friend!jaemin x fem!reader] a, s

something to prove [enemies to lovers au] s, a

mark lee fic rec list 1

gif creds to @bangzchan

one shot

this is (not) easy. [fwb while bestfriends] a,f

a series of (un)fortunate events [rising actor! x fem!reader] a,f

merry new year [established relationship au] f

elevator pitch [fratboy!mark lee x f! reader] a,f

PUNCH! [ best friends to lovers au] f

It’s Friday, Baby [established relationship au] f

flipside [streetracer!mark , strangers to lovers] a,f

Follow Through. [friends to lovers] ft. lee donghyuck a

chiaroscuro [art student! mark lee x reader] a,f

drive me crazy [fratboy!mark x afab! reader, established relationship au] f

NERVOUSLY IN LOVE [established relationship au] f

Creepin’ [university student!mark x reader] ft. nct dream a

CRAZY ♡‧ ⁺彡 [mark x reader. kissing]

Delphinium. part 1 [religious virgin!mark x experienced reader] a

Delphinium: Part Two [religious virgin!mark x experienced reader] a,f

DIRTY LITTLE SECRET [mark lee x camgirl! reader]

At Night [Spider-man!Mark Lee x Reader]

[1:56AM] [ mark lee x reader ]

TEMPORARY FIX [friends with benefits au] f

When I Need You [established relationship, idol!mark lee]

Kinktober Day 07 [church boy!mark lee x experienced reader]

MY AWARD [idol boyfriend! mark lee x reader]

Prep For The Test [mark lee xfem!nerd reader]

NO PROMISES [mark lee x reader]

alcoholman [fuckboy! mark lee x rich reader] a,f

jealousy [almost step-siblings au] a,f

TRUE FRIENDS [friends with benefits au] ft. jaehyun a

MARK LEE: FIRST TIME [nerd!mark lee x nerd reader]

Indulge in me [mark lee x reader] f

KISS U RIGHT NOW [mark lee x reader] f

Pretty Boy. [ shy!mark lee x playful reader, college au]

gorgeous [college football au] (humor)

CHERRY FLAVORED THOUGHTS [perv nerd! mark lee x popular reader] f

a series of white lies [best friends to lovers] f

Make me sin [churchboy!mark lee x reader, childhood friends to lovers] a,f

can you keep it down? [neighbor dilf!mark x (f) reader]

your dark side. [bad boy! mark lee x reader]

closed doors. [meandom! mark lee x reader, brothers friend au]

this is (not) easy. (m.l)

PAIRING: mark lee x reader GENRE: fwb, f2l, crack humour, fluff, smut, angst WORD COUNT: 13.2k

CONTENT WARNINGS: explicit content, oral (f & m receiving), fingering, squirting, unprotected sex, sofa sex, doggy, creampies, big dick mark as always (he gets cocky bc his cock is big), a lot of crack humour, kissing, make-outs, sorta slow burn, heavily implied jaemin x reader moments, alcohol consumption, mentions of weed

Your older self is probably mad at you.

are you mad at me?

- sincerely, 18 y/o phoenix

“I Love You” - Song Hyeongjun

a/n: I may or may not have gotten carried away with this one…hehe

Hyeongjun was adorable. He knew it. You knew it. Everyone who had laid their eyes on him knew it. He liked being cute but that doesn’t mean he wasn’t tired of hearing it. He would often voice out that he wanted to be recognized as his own person or by doing great things and not just being cute. You would comfort him and assure him that he was more than just his soft and lovable features.

Right now, you were sitting on your balcony porch, admiring the dark velvet sky and the few stars that were visible through shining grey clouds, reflecting off the moonlight. Hyeongjun, on the other hand, was lying down, his head on your lap. “What time is it?” he whispered, eyes closed, enjoying the feeling of your fingers running through his hair. “Almost 10″. 

He sat up and eyed you, appreciating your presence and you as a whole. “Penny for your thoughts?” you smiled at your boyfriend who was busy staring at you. “Let me guess…there’s something going on in that mind of yours.” you called out finally, noticing him being uncharacteristically silent. The concern you had for him, the attention you paid to him made Hyeongjun all warm and fuzzy. 

He shook his head and cleared his throat. “Nothing, just this stupid thought” his voice was laced with doubt and you picked on it rather quickly, after all you did know him like the back of your hand, You knew he was hesitant so you reached out your hand and intertwined his fingers with yours as a sign of encouragement as well as reassurance. “Am I really just this boy who’s cute and adorable and nothing else?” he questioned, eyes towards the sky, reflecting the moon. “Is this the only reason people talk to me and hang out with me?” 

“Is this…the reason you’re…” he trailed off, not wanting to admitting his insecurity out loud for the fear of being mocked. “Is that the reason I’m dating you?” you finished his question. He nodded, unable to face you. You understood it immediately. It wasn’t as much about other people bothering him, it was your relationship. 

You started playing with his fingers, a habit both of you found comfort in. “Hyeongjun…” he still didn’t meet your eyes, too embarrassed about being insecure over something like this. “Look at me, please” the plea behind your soft voice was enough for him to meet your eyes. “I don’t know about others, but I’m pretty sure, they like you for who you are; compassionate and amazing friend, who is ready to put his friends and the people he cares about first. You are so talented, baby, and you dream big and are not afraid to reach out for them. As for me…yes, I find you very cute, adorable, endearing and handsome. But that’s not why I’m dating you” you spoke, your voice hushed as if there were prying ears around you. “I’m dating you because I love you and the person you are” you finished.

This was the first time you told him you loved him. The first time you admitted your strong feelings out loud to yourself, afraid that it was too soon into your relationship to say those three words. But your doubts were blown way like the clouds that were painted in the sky a couple of months ago as a beautiful smile decorated Hyeongjun’s face and his eyes shone brighter than ever, his ears turning the softest shade of red. 

“I love you too” he whispered back, his hands taking yours in his. Just like the clouds and your previous doubts, his also vanished away when he saw your flushed cheeks and your attempt to hide your smile.

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