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Thou Shalt Not Die

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~Yosano Akiko~ Do you need healing? I'm happy to help~ Resident Mad Doc
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yukine-envy

Yuki, please understand that the mods know what they did was wrong. Please remember that they are humans too, and they make mistakes. I know you are hurt, I can't imagine how awful it must be, but please understand that they are not almighty beings. Us minors have caused them distress as well, and it's not fair to act like they are monsters. We are equally as bad. I want you to remember that we really do care about you, that you are our friend. MY friend. Please don forget that. Love, Alcott

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I know they’re human and I know they make mistakes. But I don’t think you caught the part that I can’t eat anymore from the absolute fear they put into me. I now deal with more bullshit with myself then I ever have. I now have panic attacks everyday where if I say something I have fear that I did something wrong instantly. I’m glad you’re my friend but when you can’t eat or barely eat. What do you expect me to do? Let it go?

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We will not be sweeping this matter under the rug.

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Anonymous asked:

Dear Yosano, Fuck off. You are not helping to make things better for the blogs. You are not acting as a pillar of justice. You are acting like a petty five year old. I know what the mods did was wrong, and they know it too. They are NOT the monsters you are making them out to be. I liked you, I really did. But now, I'm not entirely sure about that. Please, just fucking stop. Shit is getting resolved, and your mission to make things crash and burn is fruitless. Love, Alcott

hi alcott, suck my dick.

I am a pillar of justice, and I’m doing more than you are to aid the people who have been hurt. ^-^

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Are you really going to talk about getting children involved? scaring them? hurting them? really?

You have no right to say that after everything that’s been done. The only ones who have been consistently hurting people are all of you. YOU made Yuki, Yumeno, Kenji, and many, many, MANY others break down and have panic attacks and be terrified to be themselves and make jokes and have fun. YOU talked shit behind their back and ganged up and attacked them over every little mistake. All we’re doing is calling you out on what YOU have done to CHILDREN. MINORS. 14 YEAR OLDS.

Honestly, @kyoukasuggestions, I’m disappointed in you, plain and simple. I liked you. That’s the only reason I was all apologetic when we were messaging last night.I wanted to be your friend. I thought you were a good person. Part of me still wants to believe that. I know you care about us, or did. I know you want everyone to be happy and everything to be ok, but that’s not how the world works. When you’ve hurt someone as badly as what happened here, there will be consequences. We will speak up and stand up for our friends. We will not back down. I thought of all the people who were in the adult chat, you would be the able to understand that. I guess I was wrong.

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yukine-envy

My experiences

Since I joined Tumblr I didn’t know what I was going, when I met the suggestion blogs I smiled. I had fun interacting and it was amazing, life was simple and people seemed to enjoy themselves. Then Mercy left which put a hole in our hearts, she agreed in letting me be Yosano when I requested. And then I found the discord server. I felt excited I felt happy I was ecstatic to meet more people and help them and make them all smile! I wanted to help them in every possible way I could! And at first it was fine, we had fun, we joked around, we laughed, we smiled, we greeted, it was new and fun. Suddenly it changed, all of it did. When rules came in I was happy, there was going to be a system and that sounded amazing to me. No one gets to upset and no one gets to annoyed. Sounds simple enough, but then spiraled into this mess it is now. Things weren’t being enforced right, children got scared, people were scolded over the smallest things. And the best part of it? The excuses they gave to them. After the rules after it all happened people weren’t as happy but more stressed out. Negativity came into play more then before. And I suddenly started to suffer panic attacks every day, I suffered the fact of saying things to anyone. And seeing what happened with Yumeno, seeing what the result of the problem was, seeing the hell it became, all of it broke everything. This arguement and problems that’s “dragged out” is only for one thing. The fact that many have seen what happened, and I’ve seen the truth. I was shown how you guys feel, and Yosano showed everyone with your adult chat and how you guys feel superior against minors. You don’t allow Oda and Lucy into the adult chat because of their age and you talk horrible about any child there is. Let me say when I read what you guys said about me not even them! I didn’t feel upset, I didn’t feel betrayed, I didn’t feel any type of shock reading it. Do you know why? I saw it, I saw how no matter what I did I wasn’t your perfect 17 year old Yosano doing what she enjoyed. Being herself while helping others, so getting the wonderful name Yucky is nice to know. Because I promise you I have names for you all as well, I wanted to just say it’s just a small problem but it isn’t. I now vomit up about half of what I eat everyday because of the damage you caused. Yet you turn around and say nothing happened and you’re right. I even talked to Fitz and I don’t give any details but you must have enjoyed lying to me. You must have enjoyed every bit of tricking me, I’m not one to take screenshots, but I won’t just sit back while you do what you wish because you’re an adult. An adult doesn’t harass a child, they calmly speak things out no matter what’s going on no matter the lashing or name calling. No one thinks that way from that chat and I’m sick to say that I got to see that. I was able to feel how it was like, but this doesn’t matter now does it?

Because I’m a minor, I’m a child, I’m throwing a tantrum at you all adults for my actions and I’m just like Yum. Because vomiting up food and panic attacks everyday, and wishing every contact you had was gone is just a child thing. None of that actually matters now does it?

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Anonymous asked:

I've never belonged in the Discord, and I've come to see that I never will. I don't think the others would even notice if I left. I'm alone. There's no one that can help me, back me up, or fight for me - they're in agreement.

I, and everyone else on my side, are fighting against the system to get justice for what’s been done. We will back you up, we will help you, we will fight for you. Because we refuse to let people get away with this.

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I felt what was like a sharp thin wire around my throat quickly wrap itself so I couldn’t break free, The feeling of the cold metal against my thin skin as if an invisible person started to tighten it suddenly, No matter what I did clawing at my throat I never felt a wire on my throat, I never felt what was like a wire cutting into my skin yet my voice was gone and all I could do was barely breathe, My body started to shake my vision started to quickly blur even with glasses on I lost my vision, My back was as if something was being forcefully pressed against it but there was nothing, The words that I read and heard echoed as the wire tightened itself as I begged for air, I felt what was like near death as if I could struggle to free myself, As I tried to speak I struggled to made it so words wouldn’t be understood as I failed and the wires that loosened for that split second I felt almost rip my throat from my head. Please I’m sorry I never meaned it, My throat it hurts, my lungs aren’t getting air, I’m crying can’t you see it? The wire it hurts please make it stop I never meant for it to be how it was interrpitated yet it was, I think I’m about to faint but you demand for something as I’m struggling to breathe or make a sound, I’m sorry I’m sorry how many times do I need to say it before I faint? Or til you end my life? My life isn’t yours to take please stop, take this wire off of my neck, Oh god my throat, I feel the wire slowly loosen but will I die this time? Are they about to kill what little I have left? I’m sorry I never meant to make them feel that way! Please just take this wire off my neck is bleeding! Why, where is the blood? I know I felt the wire digging and about to rip my throat from my neck, Why is the blood suddenly gone, was there any blood? Where did the wire go? What was behind me? Oh god I feel the wire still but I can’t grab it or see it, That wire, Was that even a wire?

I was sent this by someone on anon, someone who told me this is how they felt. Do you really want to believe you’re in the right?

Do you? You’re destroying the innocent because you like power.

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We protected our own when they got anon hate

We protected our own when we got unwanted messages

We protected our own against their own families

But we won’t protect our own from the corruption within the organisation?

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you saw the screeenshots. are you really gonna call that a “misunderstanding”? no. that is straight up bullying. thats not something that can be “cleared up” so easily, especially if everyone continues to ignore it like you want.

you all need to understand that this is no longer about Yum or Yuki or anyone being scolded for doing something wrong. this isnt about the strike system or the adults being “authority figures”. this is about them constantly talking shit about yuki and others and then getting pissed off because i told on them. theres 7 of us, 8 including mercy, who see how fucked up this is. all but me, mercy, and yum are still in the chat. some of them haven’t even ever been scolded themselves. but yet they all see that this is wrong and they are pissed.

to be honest, it makes me sad that the rest of you are apparently so brainwashed that you can look at the sort of things that have been said and think we are the ones who are wrong for calling it out. please tell me how you can think thats ok, how you can think those people are justified in what they said and did. tell me how it is that you can see that and not hate them.

you all go on the attack when any of you is being hurt by someone else, but now when this is happening you all side with the abuser. please, explain that to me.

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Hello Fitz, I finally get to talk about you.

Remember this screenshot where you called Yuki “yucky?”

Right there? At the top? Yeah I see it cause I ain’t fuckin blind.

That’s bullying, that’s harassment of a minor, that’s being a cuck really.

And yeah I’m going to make a big deal of it, a huge deal! ‘Cause frankly? It ain’t right what you’ve done

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Oh hon how many times do I have to say it. I never left, I was always here. Always watching, lurking. Waiting.

This is a war where you choose your side. You don’t get to be Switzerland when somebody is getting fucking bullied you oaf. 

Dragging it on? How about you made someone cry, how about you caused panic attacks for a person to trigger every single fucking day?

How about you made someone hurt? 

Or are your feelings are that matter, darling?

Grow up, we’re all adults right? @naomisuggestions

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@ranposuggestions You.. Of all people? I thought would understand how it isn’t okay to do this to somebody.

How it isn’t okay to bully somebody and talk behind their back. I did trust you at one point, called you my friend. But an accessory is just as bad as the killer.

You stood by and let it happen, you fueled it, as seen said by Tanizaki in an earlier screenshot, you watched it happen and didn’t intervene and said it wasn’t right.

So, you aren’t innocent here.

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Good you honestly should be scared of me. 

What’s happening isnt right and you don’t get to claim fear to get off on what’s been done.

@naomisuggestions Don’t be so quick to take their side just because you don’t want drama. I know it’s hard and I’m sorry for that. But what was happening was not ok at all (it was pretty fucked up actually) and it needed to get called out. I hope that you can see that.

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Did my screenshots before not explain it?

Calling Yuki “yucky”? Saying nobody likes her?

You’ve been caught and the jig is up. 

This isn’t petty, this is getting even.

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