hello! i was thinking about this since weeks ago and i think it’s time by now. i’m sorry because i couldn’t post, fortunately i have a job now so it’s taking my time and i don’t want to screw it up, that and also because i tried to be more active in streaming and stuff for sj, i deeply apologize but i can’t continue writing currently. i tried and it’s just awful. the situation in the fandom is not so good lately. about what’s happening i just want to stay please don’t crucify all the members for a mistake from 1 of them, don’t insult them, i don’t even think i have voice in this situation, but if people decide to leave they have all the right to do it, just please don’t throw hate at them for it i think they have enough with all kpop community against them and mentioning things from years ago and it’s sad. at this point i just want them to retire from the industry and live quietly because is nuts how much hate they receive, i think everyone deserves to be happy but this is just my opinion. i’m just leaving it here. i deactivated my other blogs because idk it was like a waste for me, i can’t keep up with things and i never learn. i thought about deactivating this one too but i’ll let it be.

and also i am sorry for those who sent their requests because there were a lot of great and wonderful ideas but i’m not doing well mentally talking and i just need to focus in my future and get over it because i have a lot of issues and it seems that i was like just keeping it for myself and i think i need another kind of help or someone else helping me besides being alone. thank you if you keep reading my fics and thank you to everyone who came to me to write their ideas, it was a wonderful experience and helped me a lot to practice my english. please take care and have a good day, drink water and stay healthy. thank you. :)

rambling: soooo during my small vacation from tumblr i saw on fb a fan acc that reposted one of my layouts and a lot of layouts created by blogs and posted here on tumblr. i'm not bothered, i mean it's cool to see that people use them, but don't claim them as yours? or at least tell people that you actually didn't make them? that's it, if you want people to think you made them because they're pretty or look cool just don't, for other people this might look easy or like it's nothing, but it's not really. this is tumblr users work and tbh there isn't much sj content in here to "steal", so... finally i didn't contact the acc because it was my personal fb, i just have one and tbh i don't want to involve in petty fights because of it and want to be private about me and shit. thing is don't claim stuff as yours or at least clarify that in your post, because i saw a comment saying “oh you did them? it’s so pretty” and the poster hearted the comment and didn’t answer or clarified that in fact, they didn’t, what does that mean? personally i think it's ok if you use them and stuff but don't repost them, that also includes other social media and websites, not only tumblr. or give credits when you repost them, that’s the least i ask for.

One Last Time - Heechul (angst)

Anon said: hello! may i request for an angst w/ heechul? tysm for your time 🥺

Summary: Slowly, Heechul forgot about you scared to go to the next step, but you had enough and needed to move on from everything, specially him.

Pairing: Heechul x reader.

Word count: 755.

A/N: requests are still closed. :)

MASTERLIST

Super Junior reaction to Eunhyuk trying to hide his partner in his little tent

Anon said: Have you seen Hyuk's room? He has a little tent in it. The group's reaction to him trying to hide his partner in there. Like who would roast him, scold him etc?

A/N: hi! I’m half back? lol I’ll be posting just fics and some requests occasionally, don’t have the mood to reblog and be around here, sorry! I’m still trying to be healthier, hope you’re all doing well! And this was so cute to write, I loved it skskks.  ❤️

hi! i left for like 2 days (again lol), but i’m just having horrible pains on my body, mostly my back and my legs, idk why, i’m sorry i haven’t been posting fics and requests, i’m busy cleaning and throwing garbage because my home is a huge mess and also i’ve been stressed bc it seems i can’t find a job currently and i need to save money for school, i’m so unlucky. :D that’s basically the reason why i’m not on tumblr right now, sorry because i haven’t been posting the requests, i promise i’ll do it soon after i recover. by the way requests are closed (still), they were open for some stuff except scenarios/oneshots, but right now they’re all closed! i’ve been receiving a couple of them, and i really wish i could make them all but i can’t write like immediately, so yeah. ;; i’m sorry, i’ll be back sooner or later. thanks if you read this, drink water and be safe.  ♡