i gave birth to my beautiful daughter on december 20 at 6:49 pm. i lost a lot of blood when giving birth to her which caused me to stay in the hospital for longer than usual.

im so happy to have her in my life and i want to be the best parent i can to her. both of my boyfriends have been by my side throughout my pregnancy and have been great dads.

we are both out of the hospital now, she was discharged before me due to my blood loss. at the time, my boyfriends took care of her, coming over to visit while they could. if they couldnt, we would always facetime so i could see her beautiful face.

i honestly dont know if ill come back to tumblr and start posting again. for now, i want to focus on my family, especially my daughter.

i also need to figure out my classes and if i want to continue university.

i hope you all can understand.

just a little update on my life so that yall know im not dead, i found out i was pregnant in may and i am now almost 5 months along.

there were some things going on in my life at that time so when my partners and i found out so it was really hard.

im still doing my classes which have been mainly online but i dont start classes again until august 25th

i havent been on tumblr for months now and this is probably the last thing ill write on this account. a lot has happened in the last few month and im not in the right mindset for a lot of things so ive decided to stay off socials like tumblr.

i just dont feel like myself, everything doesn't feel real and im really hoping its just a dream because i cant take it anymore

i have baby fever so im hinting to my boyfriends that by using the small baby dolls(?) and hiding them around the place for them to find