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Hello and welcome to my trash blog | marvel | fanfic writer (sometimes), avid reader (claim to be) | 24 Leo |
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Me: I use reading to escape to a better world.
Me: *reads the most angsty, emotional and tragic stories I can find*
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i think at some point, day6 should consider releasing a bad song. you know, to keep themselves humble

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im new to day6 -hell, kpop in of itself, but this genuinely made laugh so hard. as if they could lol

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Bitter Bickering

“Remember that time when I asked for your option?” “No”

“Yeah neither do I”

With Sam and bucky

Enhanced!Hijab wearing reader

This went from a Drabble request to a full blown chapter but I’m not sorry! It may have taken a while but it’s worth it (I hope lmao) 1,436 words 💕

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Inhale, exhale. Deep breath in, now let it out.

Evenings spent in relaxation in the compound were rare, considering your job. As an avenger, you were always on call or in the midst of a job. It wasn’t always easy or fun but you tended to be the positive force that the others needed. So to say that you were looking forward to a day of stress free freedom would be an understatement.

What you were not looking forward to was the loud bickering coming from the kitchen.

Inhale.

“Come on man! That was the last steak, you know those are mine! They have my name on them!” Sam’s outraged face came into view as you rounded the corner.

“Not my fault you left them in the communal fridge. You know that’s fair game,” you could practically hear the smirk in Bucky’s voice as you stepped into the room. Sam looked absolutely devastated yet ready to tear Bucky a new one.

“Dude. If it has a name on it, YOU DON'T TOUCH IT!” Sam goes to tackle him but stops upon noticing you standing in the doorway watching the whole scene play out with an un-amused look on your face.

“Hey (y/n/n), what’s up?” Sam asks, looking embarrassed by the fact that you had seen him like that.

“Nothing, I was trying to relax by going swimming but your bickering has managed to ruin that so if you could please keep it down that’d be much appreciated,” your annoyance had gotten the best of you and even the boys could hear your sarcasm as they winced at your reply. You turn to leave but a question stops you in your tracks.

Exhale. You’ve got it under control.

“How do you swim with that thing on your head?” Bucky asks before realizing what he said. He immediately shuts his mouth in a thin line as he manages an awkward smile. Things had been piling up on your shoulders for a while now. You stopped going to therapy unless it was for the mandatory after mission session and now you were finally at the edge of everything. And Buckey just had to push you.

Turning towards the two men, they know they screwed up. Losing any composure you had, you began to lay into both men.

“It’s a hijab, not a life threatening disease! I can do anything you can do and more. I can swim, I can fight, I can be a normal human so stop assuming I can’t do normal activities just because I wear a hijab because I can! I can be normal too,” You whisper, finally breaking the strong facade you had held up for months. Opening a portal, you quickly run through it and close it before the boys can even object.

“Look what you did, asshat,” Sam shakes his head.

“Hey man, remember that time I asked for your opinion?” Bucky asks, clearly annoyed at the man next to him.

“Uh, no.”

“Yeah, neither do I,” Bucky says sharply, nervous with the feeling that he had messed up so bad, you’d never want to speak to him again.

Inhale. Deep breath in.

Back in your room, you grabbed a duffel bag and packed some clothes. You’re almost done when Nat barges into your room without knocking.

“Hey y/n, can you help me—, what’s going on here?” She asked with a perfectly sculpted brow.

“I have a family emergency that needs to be tended to right away,” your short explanation needs no elaboration, your family had always been a no talk zone so she wouldn’t question it.

“Oh, I’ll let Steve and Tony know, that way they aren’t worried and you can leave a little quicker,” she says with a nod and a small smile. She either knew you were lying or was trying to be comforting and both options were unnerving to say the least.

“Thank you Natasha,” you nod your head in thanks to your mentor.

“No problem,” she leaves just as quickly as she came and just as quietly.

Grabbing your bag you summon another portal, this one to your family home, and take another breath. Your family could drive you crazy but they were the best way to ground yourself when things were piling up against you.

As you made your way through the portal you heard Bucky shout your name just as the portal snapped closed, effectively closing Bucky out too.

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It had been refreshing being with your family, they accepted the gifts you had and were so much more accepting than you had thought. But being with them wasn’t going to fix the way you had left things with Buck. You know he didn’t mean anything by his question, so innocent and somewhat ignorant to other religions and cultures in the world. He quite literally came from a different time so it was natural curiosity. You knew you had to mend things between the two of you.

Your room at the tower was exactly how you’d left it, no surprise there. The only difference was a bouquet of flowers and a note on your nightstand. You had almost missed them, the freshly picked wildflowers varying in color weren’t even on your radar. You were expecting Bucky to be there waiting to bombard you with questions that you weren’t really wanting to have to explain. Picking up the note and dropping your bag, you sit on the edge of your bed and begin to read the card.

Doll,

I have made a complete fool of myself but I can’t help but want to learn more about you. I’m sorry that I made you feel less than, I never meant for that to happen.

Please accept my apology, darlin’, I promise I’ll work on being less ignorant. I hope you won’t mind accepting my invitation to dinner tonight, think of it as an olive branch.”

Signed,

James

You sigh, this was probably the cutest invitation to dinner you had ever been given. How could you say no? Besides, this would be the perfect way to apologize to him for snapping the way you did.

Not bothering to change since what you were wearing was already pretty cute. Fixing your hijab and adding a couple extra pins to keep it in place, you make your way to the kitchen, following the burning smell coming from there. Unsurprisingly, you find Bucky is the culprit. You watch as he rushes the pan on fire to the sink and douses it with water.

It was a funny sight to see, Buckey with an apron on, his hair pulled back in a bun with tuffs of brown hair hanging down past his eyes. He huffed, sounding stressed about his current situation. Letting out a laugh, he turns to see you amused by his predicament.

“You know, you could have just ordered something in. Would be safer for everyone I think,” laughing a little more at the man.

“I think that may be what I have to do, doll,” he laughed too, glad that you weren’t too upset with him. He continued, “You know I know this diner down the block from here, we could walk if you’d like too?”

“I’d be honored to accompany you, James.”

He sighed in relief, silently hoping he doesn’t screw up this date. The others watch from the common room, quietly examining the two of you interacting.

“At least he didn’t serve her that pork, that would have been tragic,” Tony didn’t bother whispering as he mocked Bucky.

“Shut up Stark,” everyone hissed as the two of you walked to the elevator together laughing and talking again. As soon as the elevator closed and started descending, Tony spoke up again.

“$50 that Barnes screws up again tonight!”

“I’ll take that action, $20 on him messing up within 30 minutes,” Sam says, rounding the corner to get food from the kitchen.

“Nah, I think he’ll pull it off without messing up too bad,” Steve tries to hold in his laughter, sticking up for his friend.

“You willing to put money on that, Rogers?”

“Tony, you’re rich I’ll bet $20 against Sam,” he laughs, done with their antics.

It didn’t matter what they bet on, cause they never would have guessed that Rogers would win.

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thatgirlsar

not me coming on to tumblr after god knows how long, to see this lil fluff piece.

 i am so sorry you felt some sort of pressure in writing a hijabi reader. but the fact that you waited and asked questions and did research really blows my mind. so much thought went into it and i genuinely appreciate that.

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