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dead blog used as an archive. find me @hiive2
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i moved to a new blog x2, @hiive2. why theres still 200+ people following, ill never know. go away. the movies over, why are you still here. please leave my house

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jxpper

You know what really grinds my gears?

people always talk about having an obsession with a celebrity as a bad things. by people I mean family and peers, not online fandom friends. but nobody ever talks about how having that ‘obsession’ of admiring a celebrity or character can help you beyond measures.

I get out of bed every day because if Joyce Byers could do it, so can I

I go to therapy because if Olivia Benson could do it, so can I

I continued my education after I dropped out because if Hermione Granger can be a great student during a war, maybe I can be a great student during the war in my head

I carried on with my life after the loss of my child because if Jim Hopper can do it, I can too

I kept dreaming about the possibilities in life because if Clara Oswald can see the stars, maybe I can too

I take my medication every day because if Remy Hadley can keep going with a chronic illness, so can I

I keep fighting every day because if Princess Leia doesn’t give up, neither will I

You never know if one of those ‘silly little character obsessions’ are keeping those people alive. Those characters are giving one of your loved ones the hope that they need. They inspire so others can do it too when it doesn’t seem like it’s worth it anymore.

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I adore this character. She’s tiny, she’s tough, and she’s so adorable. If only she could get a handle on her… appetite. 

Anyways, thought I’d do some fanart of this game because I loved the ambiguous story and I love the character/creature design. Hoping the next DLC features more Six! Just hope they don’t explain too much–I’m enjoying the questions.

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You can’t ship irl people. You can’t have “headcanons” for irl people. You can’t fucking headcanon they’re trans if they’re not trans people irl. Stop fucking doing that.

ok hi actual trans bisexual aromantic person and real people fanfic writer/shipper here. people like seeing themselves in their idols. people like thinking about their idols. people like fantasizing and making stories about their idols. they don’t actually believe that, say, harry styles is a trans girl, or that calum hood is genderfluid. or at least i’ve never met a single fan who believes their headcanons are actual fact.

YOU CAN SHIP REAL PPL WITHOUT BELIEVING THEY’RE SECRETLY DATING

i ship michael clifford and jack barakat, but i don’t think they’re actually together. i like imagining their relationship and the dynamics therein. this is not any different from imagining one of them in a relationship with oneself, which all people who are attracted to these bands have done at some point, im sure. we think about these people in a sexual context but for me it’s no different from how i’d think about someone i know personally who i’m sexually attracted to when it comes to personal fantasies. we put two of them together usually because we like the way they interact and like to imagine them as a couple. we know they’re not really together

WE DON’T THINK OUR HEADCANONS ARE FACT

i’m well aware that calum hood is most likely a cisgender man. but i like the concept of him as genderfluid. so i’ve written a fanfic exploring this, which im not claiming to be true whatsoever. if someone thinks their headcanons are true about a real person, they’re wrong and probably need help seeing the difference between fantasy and reality. (i’m schizo-affective with psychotic tendencies so i get that sometimes that line is blurry for people and i completely understand if it’s due to mental illness.) but for the typical non-psychotic person, it is obvious that the headcanons are a fantasy, and the person isn’t like that in real life. and honestly even when i’m psychotic i would still know that fanfiction isn’t real, but i know that everyone’s psychosis is different

so basically, we don’t think our ships are actually together irl, we don’t think our headcanons are facts, and we just like fantasizing about this stuff so leave us alone and maybe go focus on a real problem like people writing pedophilic fanfiction or all the girls fetishizing gay relationships or transphobia in fanfiction, all of which are valid issues that need attention.

Sorry u lost me at ur fucking url

Like this is the most fujoshi post I’ve ever read lmfao

this is my face. my trans boi, gay male face. im not a fujoshi

Must suck being trans bi and a fujoshi ://

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xirosh

Male fujoshis are called fudanshis, so even if you are trans male, it doesn’t stop you from being a fucking fudanshi who ships IRL people!

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cachien

Howl’s Moving Castle

So I finally got around to reading the book my favorite Studio Ghibli movie is based off of and let me just say the movie left out so much:

  • Spunky Howl and Sophie are literally sass personified
  • screaming mermaids
  • The Witch of the Wastes is actually depicted as pretty hot
  • “That’s better. Some of you are pretending to notice me at last.”
  • Martha Hatter’s existence
  • Mrs. Fairfax’s garden and warm summer honey vibes
  • Sophie Bullies Fire Demons & Wizards Hatter
  • “Look at it! It’s ginger! I shall have to hide until it’s grown out! Despair! Anguish! Horror!”
  • The whole route of Sophie’s self-discovery
  • About 800% more witchcraft
  • Magic pouring from the seams of the book
  • Cool-hued Calcifer and his constant complaints of people dripping on him

Honestly, if you haven’t read it, read it. 

In the case of this story, it’s not about whether the book or the movie is better. It’s about Diana Wynne Jones and Hayao Miyazaki developed the same concept into equally magical and beautiful stories. And we’re the lucky ones who get the same magic in prose and film.

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Lilith Signs

lilith signs show the darkest and negative parts of your personality. 

aries - they can be impulsive, violent, ruthless, selfish and hungry for power. aries lilith is prone to lying.

taurus - they can be indulgent, stubborn, lustful, shameless and controlling. taurus lilith also is careless with money.

gemini - they can be manipulative, unfaithful, impatient, critical and superficial. gemini lilith is tempting and they exploit their minds and ideas

cancer - they can be needy, dependent and manipulative. lilith in cancer refuses to accept help and they exploit the feelings of others.

leo - they can be egoistic, impatient, dramatic and controlling. they are prone to lying and they are desperate to be noticed.

virgo - they can be compulsive, critical, obsessive and demanding. they might be a perfectionist and they’re negative.

libra - they can be indecisive, ambivalent and jealous. lilith in libra is desperate for attention and they’re co-dependent. 

scorpio - they can be jealous, violent and manipulative. scorpio lilith exploits others and they can be very secretive.

sagittarius - they can be tempting, immature, ruthless and judgmental. lilith in sagittarius makes bad decisions and they don’t learn from their mistakes.

capricorn - they can be materialistic, rigid, stubborn and controlling. capricorn lilith has a superior complex and they hide their emotions. 

aquarius - they can be impatient and rebellious. they make bad decisions and they are obsessed with freedom. 

pisces - they can be nervous, indecisive, hesitant, naive and secretive. lilith in pisces is secretive and tempting. 

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