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@reminiscingintherain / reminiscingintherain.tumblr.com

Roni, 38, demi/lesbian/queer, UK, she/her. My ask is always open - come talk to me! [OT5 ride or die // but expect random multi-fandom shit here - 18+ only please]
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Hello! Welcome to the end of another year!

So I wasn’t going to do this, because I feel like I’ve barely written anything at all this year - too busy delivering babies and learning biology 🤣 - but both @allwaswell16 and @lululawrence said that I had to because I’ve published seven fics this year... so... here we go!

💔 Don’t You Remember? | M | Harry/Louis | 12,317 words

Harry slammed the door behind him and immediately pressed his face into his hands, before dropping them back to his sides and staring blankly at the wall.

Louis had gone.

[written for @1dbreakupfest]

📞 On-Call | M | Louis/Greg | 1,526 words

Greg's on a night shift, and Louis' at home. What else are the on-call rooms for?

[written for @wankersday]

📔 Clarity, Peace, Serenity | G | Harry/Louis, Harry/Louis/Nick | 1,540 words

Maybe if they explained. But explaining was hard. Explaining. Putting into words the feelings and thoughts and confusion that traipsed through their mind every night.

[written for @wordplayfics]

📕 Reduce, Remove, ... recycle? | G | Louis/Zayn, Harry/Greg, Niall/Liam | 611 words

When someone’s nicking recycling out of the rubbish bins, who’s going to take them to task?

[written for @wordplayfics]

📗 Shape of You | G | Louis/Nick | 815 words

Ed goes onto BBC Breakfast to promote Divide. Nick flirts. Louis isn't impressed.

[written for @wordplayfics]

📘 Going Somewhere (Baby, Like You And I) | G | Liam/Louis | 1,343 words

Louis Tomlinson, Team GB's brightest hope on the 10m platform, faces struggle after struggle in both his professional and personal life. But when Tokyo 2020 finally comes around, will the stars finally align?

Or, a shameless rip off of an actual Team GB diver...

[written for @wordplayfics]

📙 Your Body Like Gold | G | Harry/Zayn | 1,176 words

Nude life model required for final year project Must be willing to use props Incentives negotiable

[written for @wordplayfics]

A huge thank you to everyone who’s read, left kudos, left comments, reblogged posts, and listened to me rant on during the writing process - you’re all amazing and I love you all ❤️

Here’s to an amazing 2022! 🥳

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allwaswell16
A One Direction fic rec of daddy kink fics as requested in this ask. If you enjoy the fics please leave kudos and comments for the writers. You can find my other fic recs here. Happy reading!
- Louis / Harry -

(E, 158k, hurt/comfort) an au where harry paints his nails and drinks strawberry milk and is too nervous for it to be nothing and louis' just trying to figure out whats wrong with him

(E, 109k, girl direction) There are lots of things standing in the way of anything real happening with her and Louis, but that doesn't stop them from falling for one another. True love isn't always easy, but they do make lovin' fun.

🔥 No Control Club (series) by @sadaveniren

(E, 96k, BDSM club) Harry, a popular BDSM blogger, writes a negative review about Louis’ club. Louis wants to have a chance to make it up to him.

(E, 68k, bdsm) Where a well-versed submissive, Harry Styles has spent eighteen months in BDSM abstinence after an irreconcilable difference in kink preferences with his ex-dom, and a random winner for a charity auction might just be the one who brings him back.

(E, 67k, sugar daddy) Louis is a workaholic record label CEO who hasn't been on a date in nearly a year. Niall and Liam make an account for him on a sugar dating website as a joke. And then Louis meets Harry.

(E, 51k, historical) The porn au where Louis is a university student who needs money and runs across an ad that sounds too good to be true.

(E, 34k, camboy) Harry is a camboy and Louis has been an avid subscriber for a while before he finds out they attend the same university

(E, 25k, phone sex) Louis is just a simple phone sex line operator, but to Harry, he's Daddy.

(E, 23k, hate to love) Harry moves to a new town for work where he meets the enigma that is Louis Tomlinson.

(E, 15k, Marcel) The last two scenes have been everything Marcel could ever ask for so he can only imagine what Louis will come up with today.

(E, 15k, first date) the totally gratuitous BDSM fic where Louis' is a drama queen and gets far too excited to pay attention to who he's texting.

(E, 12k, camboy) While Louis was working on the final draft of his thesis for his Master's, the world went into lockdown around him without him realising. Now he's trapped in student accommodation, and needs a way to earn some money...

(E, 9k, cheating not H/L)  “But if you’re so concerned, go see what he wants. Make him happy enough to leave me alone, eh? Since you’re so worried.”

(E, 9k, sugar daddy) the one where Louis has a much older boyfriend who likes to spend money on him and Louis likes to call him Daddy sometimes

(E, 9k, sugar daddy) Louis signs up for a Sugar Daddy dating website on a drunken dare. He forgets for a while, until one night he gets a notification for a message request from none other than his really hot (really rich) boss, Harry Styles.

(E, 5k, strangers to lovers) Harry learned a very valuable lesson that day: always check to make sure it’s the right car before getting in.

(E, 4k, canon) everyone on tour calls each other daddy, don’t ask why. and louis is so used to calling everyone “daddy” that, when he finally comes home, naturally he calls harry that.

(M, 4k, twist) A flirtatious stranger wanted to entice Louis by buying him a drink from the bar.

(E, 1k, pwp) Louis lives in London, Harry lives in Tokyo. They make it work.

(M, 1k, size kink) "could you please pass the salt, daddy?" louis asks. louis’ dad and harry both grab the salt

- Rare Pairs -

(E, 2k, Niall/Shawn Mendes) Niall is a phone sex operator at Hello Lovers hotline, and Shawn is his last caller on Valentine’s Day.

(E, 1k, Harry/Louis & Harry/Zayn) The man’s arm is firm around Harry’s waist until they stop in front of the booth. “I found this stray wandering around. I believe he’s yours.”

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hlficlibrary

HL Fic Library 💕 Established Relationship

Remember to leave kudos and a comment on the fics you enjoyed to show your appreciation! You can find our other recs here.

In the dim light of a dorm kitchen, Harry Styles meets a boy who flips his life upside down. Three years later, he's a senior in college, ready to take on the world with the love of his life by his side. And then Louis Tomlinson admits he doesn't know what he wants to do after college after all, and Harry's world flips again, this time not so pleasantly. He can't imagine his life without Louis, but he's starting to worry he might have to.

A college AU featuring lots of domestic sappiness, waffles, tattoos, late nights and early mornings, and above all, Louis and Harry against the world.

Louis Tomlinson is a law student with a simple but effective four step plan: 1. Finish law school. 2. Get hired somewhere awesome. 3. Marry his best friend and boyfriend of two years, Harry. 4. Live happily ever after.

Harry Styles doesn't know what he wants to do with his life, where he wants to go, who he wants to be, or if he even wants the college degree he's almost completed. All he does know is who he’ll be with forever, as long as Louis wants to keep him around.

Or: the painfully realistic college au where everyone's poor, lovesick, tired of school, terrified of the future, and still having the greatest times of their lives.

💕 Such Good Luck by @casuallyhl {E, 66k}

Louis smiles at Harry’s words, leaning into his touch. “Tell me again.”

Smiling, Harry takes Louis into his arms. Pressing gentle kisses to his face, Harry murmurs, “In six months’ time, I will have my twenty-fifth birthday. On that day, my portion of the inheritance will become legally mine. And I plan that very day to announce to my family that I have found love.” Harry chuckles as he runs his lips lightly along Louis’ cheekbone. “That, in fact, I found love when I was twenty-one years old, and that I have loved and been loved every day since.”

Or, an Edwardian AU where Harry is a young aristocratic lord and Louis is a working class dairy farmer. Secrets are a necessary part of their relationship, but Louis has one that could topple their whole world.

💕 Swallow My Words (series) by YesIsAWorld / @louandhazaf {T, 41k}

Senior year is stressful. On top of balancing school work, family, and friends, Harry's lacrosse team is vying to win the state championship, he's not sure where he's going to college yet, and he has a secret boyfriend that no one can know about.

Five times Oli was asked to do something that was outside of his job description, and the one time he didn't have to be asked.

💕 Lover Boy by @brightgolden {E, 27k}

“I’d love to meet your lover boy one day,” Lottie says suddenly as she pours Louis a whiskey on the rocks after their dinner.

OR Where Louis wants to tell everyone about his relationship with Harry, but his boyfriend clearly thinks otherwise.

💕 Spellbound by lovelarry10 / @chloehl10 {T, 22k}

Louis’ a shifter. Harry’s a witch. The only problem is, they’re hiding those things from each other.

Will they be able to keep their secrets hidden at the most spooky time of year?

💕 You Were Mine by @brightlyharry {E, 20k}

Harry and Louis hardly speak to each other unless they're fighting. Harry has ran out of ways to try to repair their broken marriage and Louis can't be bothered to even try. When the loneliness becomes too much, he joins a new social media app. It doesn't take him long to make a new friend on there that helps pull him out of his solitary hell. The more they talk, the more Harry finds comfort in his anonymous friend. He is smiling and laughing again for the first time in months.

He soon discovers that Louis is smiling again too, and it's not because of him.

You would think that it's a simple process - you meet, you fall in love, you get married. But when you add one lawyer and one overly-competitive high school teacher to that equation, it's no longer a straight line from beginning to end. Or the story of how a simple proposal becomes a competition where no one loses in the end.

💕 On Thin Ice by @neondiamond {E, 16k}

As the goaltender for one of the best hockey teams in the world, Harry never expected participating in his second winter Olympics would be so eventful. His hidden long-term relationship with the captain of their biggest rival team may have something to do with it.

She looked up at Louis with a smile. "Congratulations Louis. You're pregnant." "Oh fuck," he said softly, before his eyes rolled up into the back of his head and he promptly passed out.

Or the one where Louis' on tour when he finds out the hard way that men can get pregnant too....

As much as Harry had not been overjoyed at the prospect of leaving Minnesota behind and starting high school in rural central Nebraska, it had definitely changed his life in ways staying at his childhood home never would have. Within days he had found fellow students to sit with at lunch, within weeks he had considered them friends, within months he had learned to love Nebraska, and within four years, he had wildly fallen in love with Louis Tomlinson.

or, a story about how Harry figures out whether the ideal of a house with a white picket fence in the suburbs of a medium-sized city is what he wants, or whether Louis' sheep ranch is the home his heart really desires.

“And the corgis took to you straightaway,” Harry remarks.

“That’s true,” Louis chuckles.

  “I’ve spent the last 29 years being barked at,” Harry deadpans, jerking his hand toward Louis, “this one walks in, absolutely nothing.”

 Louis outright giggles at that, saying, “They were just lying on my feet during tea.”

 “Wagging tails,” Harry says, shaking his head.

 “It’s because they don’t understand flirting,” Louis tells him, “you can’t charm them the way you do everyone else.”

Royal AU. Prince Harry announces his engagement to Louis Tomlinson in an interview with longtime friend and BBC host Nick Grimshaw. Inspired by Prince Harry and Meghan Markle.

Harry remembers Louis stalking along the Cougar’s sideline as the final seconds of the game ticked away. He was apart from everyone, with his arms crossed and his head down, sort of fragile looking even in his pads and helmet. Harry’s fingers actually itched to hold his hand, just as they do now. He holds the phone up to take a selfie and smiles into the camera, trying to ask Louis a question with his eyes. (Are you really okay? Tell me the truth. I bet you’re sitting on your bed, playing Madden, sulking. If you want to see me, I’ll come. I know you better than anyone. You’re sad. I’d like to come.) He pushes send.

(Harry and Louis play for rival high school football teams, and when they play against each other in the Homecoming game, someone has to lose.)

Harry finally marries the love of his life. He's got the mating mark, he's got Louis' ring on his finger.

And now, he's on his honeymoon. Louis is but a door away, waiting for him.

Honestly, he doesn't understand why he's nervous.

The San Francisco getaway AU, where Harry is needy and Louis has a flight to LA in a few hours.

Harry’s breath stutters on its way up his throat, his cheeks heating more with each step as Louis gets closer and Harry can’t move. Feet stuck to the carpet, heavy and unwilling, unable to shuffle away or take control, stuck in place and waiting.

Harry decides to take up knitting. He's horrible at it. Louis wears everything anyway.

💕 lying close to you by @nouies {NR, 2k}

Harry’s been living for twenty-five years but he’s only felt alive for the past two.

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[Larry, 27k]

Sometimes falling in love is taking a leap of faith, jumping into the unknown with your eyes closed, hoping someone will be there to catch you.

Sometimes falling in love is seeing the person in front of you, all their flaws and imperfections, and taking that leap nonetheless.

Sometimes it's both.

In Louis' and Harry's case, it's both.

written for the @onedirectionbigbang with art by the incredible @whatagreatproblemtohave

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saja-star

I've had a hard time articulating to people just how fundamental spinning used to be in people's lives, and how eerie it is that it's vanished so entirely. It occurred to me today that it's a bit like if in the future all food was made by machine, and people forgot what farming and cooking were. Not just that they forgot how to do it; they had never heard of it.

When they use phrases like "spinning yarns" for telling stories or "heckling a performer" without understanding where they come from, I imagine a scene in the future where someone uses the phrase "stir the pot" to mean "cause a disagreement" and I say, did you know a pot used to be a container for heating food, and stirring was a way of combining different components of food together? "Wow, you're full of weird facts! How do you even know that?"

When I say I spin and people say "What, like you do exercise bikes? Is that a kind of dancing? What's drafting? What's a hackle?" it's like if I started talking about my cooking hobby and my friend asked "What's salt? Also, what's cooking?" Well, you see, there are a lot of stages to food preparation, starting with planting crops, and cooking is one of the later stages. Salt is a chemical used in cooking which mostly alters the flavor of the food but can also be used for other things, like drawing out moisture...

"Wow, that sounds so complicated. You must have done a lot of research. You're so good at cooking!" I'm really not. In the past, children started learning about cooking as early as age five ("Isn't that child labor?"), and many people cooked every day their whole lives ("Man, people worked so hard back then."). And that's just an average person, not to mention people called "chefs" who did it professionally. I go to the historic preservation center to use their stove once or twice a week, and I started learning a couple years ago. So what I know is less sophisticated than what some children could do back in the day.

"Can you make me a snickers bar?" No, that would be pretty hard. I just make sandwiches mostly. Sometimes I do scrambled eggs. "Oh, I would've thought a snickers bar would be way more basic than eggs. They seem so simple!"

Haven't you ever wondered where food comes from? I ask them. When you were a kid, did you ever pick apart the different colored bits in your food and wonder what it was made of? "No, I never really thought about it." Did you know rice balls are called that because they're made from part of a plant called rice? "Oh haha, that's so weird. I thought 'rice' was just an adjective for anything that was soft and white."

People always ask me why I took up spinning. Isn't it weird that there are things we take so much for granted that we don't even notice when they're gone? Isn't it strange that something which has been part of humanity all across the planet since the Neanderthals is being forgotten in our generation? Isn't it funny that when knowledge dies, it leaves behind a ghost, just like a person? Don't you want to commune with it?

Whenever I take my sewing with me somewhere public, I inevitably get people leaning over my shoulder to stare in admiring awe and going,"WHOA. I didn't think anyone did that anymore!"

"Well your skirt is hand embroidered. Chain stitch it looks like. Probably Pakistani work. Someone did that, didn't they?"

"Oh...Well, I guess so..."

And you can see this whole new dimension of the world opening up before them because they saw me executing a tidy backstitch. Hand sewing used to be all there was, for a couple THOUSAND years. But not only do people not know it exists they think it's dead, that it's something out of the Past.

If I take a SPINDLE into public with me... same thing. With yet wilder Awe. It's kinda neat to see people discover something all over again.

They've never thought about where cloth comes from because they've never had to; it just exists. When you tell them you're making string out of fluff to weave on a loom? By hand?

You're basically their great great ancestor's ghost come to life for a moment. Like the opposite of walking over one's grave.

You just stuck a hand out of the past for them to shake.

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Roommate went out of town once, asked me to look after her cat.

Night one she comes down meowing at me. I go check her food/water, they're full. Litter box empty. Make sure my roommate's door is still open and she's not locked out of her room or something. I try to pet her and she dodges me, offer her treats and she won't have it, try playing with her but she won't play, try just ignoring her and she won't stop following me around meowing at me.

So I call my roommate, concerned maybe she was sick or in pain and that's why she was being so insistent despite having all her needs met.

Roommate goes: "OH! She wants you to go to bed. Go upstairs to my room and just sit in my bed with her for a few minutes. She should curl up and get comfortable. Once shes laid down she usually lets me go back to what I'm doing she just can't seem to go to bed on her own"

Sure enough, I go sit on roommates bed and she just happily jumps up, curls up on the blanket, and purrs herself to sleep.

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foone

I just saw a story on AO3 tagged "pet p!ay"

TIK TOK MUST BE STOPPED BEFORE IT DESTROYS LANGUAGE

Ok, unless something's going on I'm not aware of (extremely likely), I gotta point out the term "Pet Play" is significantly older than Tik Tok, or most of its userbase for that matter.

Yeah, I'm not mad about using the term "pet play". That's a perfectly fine term. I'm mad because they didn't use that term: they used "pet p!ay", a censored version

Oh. Oh gawd I missed that. Objection withdrawn, that is objectively terrible.

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biowho

To anybody who is new to posting on ao3, if you’re using a tag you have to use the correct spelling of that tag. People aren’t going to type in every version of a censored word to hide or look for your content 

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emperorsfoot

For everyone new to tumblr, the same rule applies to tumblr too.

You cannot censor your tags! Censored tags cannot be block or filtered. Censoring tags HARMS your audience, it does not protect them

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clusterbuck
this came to me in a dream

One week after Tommy kissed him, Buck walks into the firehouse to find Hen waiting for him. She smiles as he walks into the locker room, and turns a small brown paper bag over in her hands. 

“How are you?” she asks. “You know, since—” she gestures, and Buck’s not entirely sure which part of him it’s meant to cover.

He blinks, and it must have something of a deer-in-the-headlights quality to it, because Hen laughs.

“Not a pop quiz, Buck,” she says, gentle, something softening in her eyes. “Just checking in.” 

Buck drops the tension he hadn’t quite intended to gather in his shoulders and lets the shy beginnings of a smile spread across his face. “I’m good. I—we went out on Saturday, and it was—”

“Good?” Hen asks, and Buck laughs, heat flashing across his cheekbones.

He ducks his head, instinctively trying to hide it, then straightens his spine and grins so wide his flushed cheeks hurt. “It was really good,” he says. “And I’ve been reading a lot, you know, other people who came out, uh, later in life—”

“Yeah, you’re ancient,” Hen says.

Buck rolls his eyes. “You know what I mean.”

“I know,” Hen says. “And every journey is—”

“Different, yeah,” Buck says. “I’m starting to get that. Turns out there’s a lot of—” he swallows. “There’s a lot of us out there.” He only wavers a little on the word us. “Anyway, so I’ve been reading, and I guess I’ve been telling Maddie about it a lot because she said the other day that I came flying out of the closet, so—”

Hen snorts. “That tracks.” 

“It’s—I feel good, Hen. Good in a way I didn’t know I could.” 

“I’m glad,” Hen says, soft. She looks down at her hands, seems to remember the paper bag she’s holding. “I have something for you,” she says, offering it to him.

Buck opens the bag and pulls out a square piece of cardboard. Stuck to it is an enamel pin, barely two inches across, the colours of the bisexual flag bending into the arc of a rainbow.

“You don’t have to—I don’t know how you feel about, you know, telling people,” Hen says. “But I remember what it felt like to wear a pride flag for the first time. I wanted to—”

Buck looks up at her, blinking through the tears welling up in eyes.

“Thank you,” he says, barely above a whisper.

Hen smiles. “It’s not regulation uniform, but—”

But Buck pins it to his jacket before changing into his uniform, and for the rest of the shift the thought of it waiting in his locker glows warm in his chest. 

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Anonymous asked:

If you are looking for prompts.... Eddie and Tommy realising they unintentionally excluded Buck ?

ohohoho this was fun to write but Sad also bc eddie is clearly thinking one thing and tommy is clearly thinking many things and buck is off in his loft thinking many, Many things but i hope you like it, friend 💛

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Eddie hobbles over to his couch with Tommy’s help.

“There you go, man,” Tommy says as he gets Eddie situated on the cushion. “You need anything?”

“Nah, I’m good,” Eddie replies, waving a hand. “There’s beer in the fridge though; help yourself.”

Tommy doesn’t take him up on the offer, instead moving to sit on the coffee table next to where Eddie’s propped up his injured leg.

“So, uh, Buck can get pretty competitive?” He says it like a question, nodding to Eddie’s wrapped ankle as if in proof and it’s, well-

“No, actually,” Eddie says, and he feels…stuck between a long-ingrained need to defend Buck and confusion as to how they ended up here in the first place.

Because this isn’t like Buck. Because Buck usually spends his every waking minute actively trying to keep Eddie out of harm’s way. He sure as hell is never the cause. And Eddie knows he didn’t mean to, is the thing. But just calling it a simple accident doesn’t feel quite right either.

“I don’t-” he starts and then reconsiders what he’d planned to say. “Honestly, Buck’s been a little off this week so I think…”

He trails off. It feels weird talking about Buck with someone who isn’t close to them, who doesn’t just implicitly gets all the intricate mental gymnastics behind Buck’s every action.

Then again, Eddie’s not sure if anyone is actually as adept at figuring out how Buck gets from A to Z as he is.

“Is it because of me?” Tommy asks and he looks genuinely concerned.

Eddie replays every conversation he’s had with Buck this past week – every too bright smile Buck flashed him, every enthusiastic assertion that he thought it was great Eddie had a new friend – and then he, inexplicably, thinks about when he first joined the 118 and some things slot into place.

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I think what a lot of people are relating to wrt Bi Buck (I mean me lol) is the fact that Buck isn’t some fresh faced youth having his first kiss and first love and going through puberty and exams and all of that teenage angsty stuff that there’s been a lot of in recent years (don’t get me wrong, there is definitely still a need and a place for Heartstopper, Young Royals, etc etc, for all the baby gays who still need that representation as well).

He’s a full grown adult, he’s lived a bit, he’s not naive or immature or inexperienced. But he’s coming into this whole new world, whole new understanding of himself… and for those of us who’ve been through the same type of experience and learning and growth, that is what is so important about this.

Yes we had Michael in S1, but when he was talking to Athena, he said he knew all along, he just went down the marriage and kids route because that was what was expected of him - with Buck, it’s new, it’s unexpected (for him), it’s growth.

It’s important.

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