Hi<3

I do have plans on posting the Jaemin's desi Au but it's going to take a while since I was on a hiatus till now.

I'll add you to the taglist tho<33

I swear to god Teah,you got me blushing for a good amount of time😭💕💕

I missed you too boo,I am just very busy with all the college works and my personal life shit. I had to shift my house and *sigh* it was stressful asfff :'((

Awww sending it right back to you,my love<33

I missed you too😭💕

BESTIEEEE😭😭😭

How long have I taken?? 😭😭😭😭

I missed you so much😭😭💕💕

STEAL MARK? BITCH SAY THAT AGAIN ☺️🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪

Hi<3

I've been hospitalized (again ik)

I've been diagnosed with accute apendix,heart palpitations and covid.

This is really hard for me rn because the apendix cannot be operated until I'm recovered from covid. The pain keeps increasing. Idk what to do.

Hopefully I'll recover soon and come back

Till then,please wait for me<3

Hahahahaha IKR?!😼😼

BRUHHHHHH literally USSSSSSS

Man's voice took a 180 degree turn like WHAT THE HECK JAEHYUN?! WHAT IN THE HUMAN KINGDOMM!!?!

Also How are you, bestie? Been a while!<33

I'm so stressed about my University admission tests and all because that's the only way for me to get out of this house and run away from step mom and my dad FOREVER! but I can't concentrate on my studies either because of the constant emotional hits I get. ughhh

I took a chem retest as I failed last time and I JUST GOT AN A+?!?!?!?!? WTFFF

Somedays I really crave a connection where I could talk more that I listen. Talk about all my traumas and experiences,All the things that I've been through,what I feel,what I like but some people are not meant to be loved and I think I've been proven this to for years now that I'm one of those people.

I really wanna kms rn because I crave something which I'm never gonna get irl I'm such a shit And I know it. Still it hurts when I get treated like shit.

I really wish I was dead

I really hate it here In my home. Everyone treats me like a ghost. They don't talk to me,they don't even look at me when I'm talking to them they just keep doing their things,they never ask if I ate or not whereas they feed my other siblings with their own hand. They leave the door open so that they don't have to see me or talk to me. I'm invisible to them and I really hate it.

Thank you so much it means a lot<33

But you know,I'm so stressed about my parents rn I just don't know what to do. They won't understand this they will just blame me for everything as they always do. That's what makes me feel very low

What's gonna happen when my parents get to know about this? They're gonna be so pissed and please not the silent treatment again-

It's all my fault,I didn't even try to do good this time. I didn't study,I didn't take the time out. I don't know how this happened. I've never failed in any examinations before. I just don't know what to do. Parents are going to be called. I know I can do better in the next exam but I can't I just can't accept the fact that I failed that too IN MY FAVOURITE SUBJECT?! That's impossible! I don't know something's off but it still is my fault. I hate myself and idk what to do rn I've been crying my eyes out and I shouldn't because I'm the one to be blamed. Why am I crying? I did this. I really wanna kms rn