The “it’s almost 7/10” smirk. Who’s got those 🔥 dabs?

🎶 I go out walkin' after midnight

Out in the moonlight

Just like we used to do, I'm always walkin'

After midnight, searchin' for you 🎶 model and edit done by DNAWITCH @dnawitchx & 📸 @invisibleghost69 #latenightbeachwalks #carlsbadbeach #bluedresshotmess #exploremore #lifeguardoffduty #sandiego

Scheduling video cam chats for tomorrow. HMU with a gift for some fun.

Without her, what is life anymore. Fuck it all. Good job, ex. You took my baby and killed my heart forever. You won. You got what you wanted. All I wanted was her, and all you wanted was to see me suffer. You cruel, miserable abusive trash. You took my life away. You groomed me. You told me you loved me as you held my innocent fur baby over my head before even getting married, so I’d be forced to make decisions that hurt me to see her. In the end, I guess we are all just floating through this painful world alone. I’m not okay without my service dog. I’m not okay. I haven’t been okay. She helped me in ways no one could, or ever will. I’ve been laying here trying to block the suicidal thoughts and desperately attempt to sleep. I don’t even know who sees my shit anymore and don’t even care. Clearly my life doesn’t matter and I’m spiraling inside. I’m so overwhelmed with grief I just want to end it all. I relive the sheriffs taking her out of my arms every single day. Remembering her scent and her soft fur hugging me, confused and scared. She looked back at me and that’s the last time I’ve seen my baby in person. This life is cruel. I want out. Baby girl, I’ll always wish for you and hope to see you back in my arms whether in this life or in our next cosmic journey. Meet me in my dreams, my love.

Grand rising, humxns. Been away dealing with life. Sending a warm hug to anyone who needs one. In house massage services are booking week and weekend time slots. HMU! FYI I also offer #petsitting if anyone needs a fur baby sitter! #southoceanside #massagetherapylife #inhousemassage #massage #massagebythebeach #deeptissuemassage #swedishmassage #healingtouch @travelinghealersclub #travelinghealersclub

Thanks for the tags @southside-slyther1n @greenthumb-doctor @dumbdemonic and more. Tag yourself for a smoke video. :)

Not well. Be back soon.