winry . ––––––– ♡
HE SNAPS, & SHE WINCES. Not because she’s afraid ( she knows he’d never hurt her, she knows he would never even consider it, no matter the amount of strain he’s under ), but because she can feel the weight of his responsibility. Or, she thinks she can. It’s like the night is closing in around them; as the sun sets, & the sky darkens, it falls heavily upon her shoulders & she thinks she can catch a fleeting glimpse of what it must feel like to be the Elric brothers.
The past few weeks … no, months … no – years. They’ve been exhausting. They’ve pushed her farther than she ever wanted to go, & they’ve had her wishing she was someone else, somewhere else, sometime else. She’s got next to nothing to deal with, when standing next to Ed & Al.
So, yeah, she winces. She wants to make his life easier, somehow. She wants to help. Reminding him of how tough it is to be him sure isn’t the best way to do that.
Wind whispers past her ears & she tucks her hair back behind them, thinking for a moment that she misses the feel of her earrings, remembering that Ed has them. Ed —– where is he?
Suddenly, Al is saying something about her & Ed getting married, & she’s sitting straight as a ramrod, cheeks a deep red, sputtering, ‘Wh – what? We’re not —– I’m not ———’
She crumples the next second, head in her hands. ‘I just hope he’s all right, Alphonse.’
IF HE COULD SMILE , HE WOULD . if his smile could fall , it would . this sense of dread was suffocating , like leaping into COLD WATER . oh , we love him so ! as always , dear brother , i would take the knife long before you . he nods , then , solemn .
❝ he’ll be okay . he always is . ❞ i mean it . i , on the other hand ? i am slipping away into the DARKNESS mother knows so well , i am becoming steel and ice .
A SINGLE HAND reaches , and is placed between her shoulder blades . do you feel warmth ? can you pretend i am human still ?
❝ he promised me he wouldn’t die . ❞ and we all know how promises hold ! we know what they mean ! bite back the shadow , let sunshine spill through . ❝ we have too much to get done . ❞ a bright chuckle . ❝ plus , lots to eat when things are back to normal . ❞